Gene shook his head and blinked. Haly's face was concerned, but also puzzled, as she looked down and saw the erection tenting Gene's trousers.
"Flashbacks," he said, too tired even to try to cover up, "Or maybe hallucinations. I don't know how it happens, really."
"Side effects of the behaviour modification in the Milking Barn to, uh --" Alex searched for words.
"To keep you compliant." Haly finished
"Y-yes," he gulped, and then the words just spilled out, "I don't understand it! I don't even LIKE the crazy images that have been filling my head in the past week or so! A-a-a-at first, when they locked me up, the dreams were of nice, motherly women who... I don't know... I guess they took pity on me that my balls were so full and my cock was constantly, perversely, viciously hard and they would stroke me off, make me shoot into antiseptic containers just like the docents were doing to me, or sometimes they'd climb on top of me and ride my cock. Their smiles as they looked down on me were so nice! They were so understanding of my situation! It was so warm and realistic!"
Haly stroked his hair, "Do you still feel the pressure? The urgency?"
Gene leaned back, "Yes! It's fading a bit, but... but that's not the thing! The dreams haven't completely stopped, and they were turning to nightmares... I mean... I don't KNOW if these are things I remember or if they are induced hallucinations!"
"Bad?" Alex asked.
"They brought the woman to me," Gene said, as if telling the story might rid it from his memory, leaving as the words left his mouth. "She wasn't young, and she wasn't dragged in against her will. Maybe she was even leading her escort of two docents."
Alex and Haly wondered if the chemically induced hallucinations usually involved coercion. Coercion of young women.
"She was a motherly type too, but nurturing rather than domineering like all the docents. Gave me a kiss, but on the cheek. She smelled of bath oil and shampoo, as if she should be wearing a towel or a bathrobe instead of a white cotton blouse and very tight pink yoga pants. She unbuttoned the blouse while I watched, pulled it off and shook out her hair, dark brown with streaks of grey. She told me she didn't want to take her bra off because she needed the support. Besides, she told me, who wants to see saggy tits swinging? Anyway, the bra only supported underneath, it was cut out so her nipples, big and dark brown, and a lot of the areolae showed."