He liked Vesse. Even though she worked him (and herself) hard, she was somehow more relaxed than anyone else he knew. She was old enough to be his grandmother, but he felt a connection with her that he didn't have with the other men and women in the dormitory. The Mission was so Serious for all of them. It didn't hurt that she sometimes used break time to strip down and get her vitamin D under one of the actinic lamps.
"The air here, ah!" he told Vesse as he checked in on his handheld, so glad to be able to breathe deep and smell plant life, rather than humans or machines, "Wish I could live in the dome instead of the dorm."
"I had to sleep here a couple of nights, back when the old plumbing was acting up," she stretched, her lean muscles showing even in her shapeless green work clothes, "Took forever for my back to recover! Still have the insulation pad and the tarp I used, in a storage up by the north-by-northwest sector." She laughed, "Nobody lives here but the squirrels and possums. I know you haven't got an apartment like I do, but in the dorm you're set up pretty well. You don't even have to wash your own clothes!"
"Yeah, they do everything for you there. And to you, too."
"Oh," she looked serious, but only for a moment, "The docents? They have a job to do, you know, just like us. I know all the rah-rah about the Reclamation-Repopulation Project, all of us being neo-colonial cosmonaut heroes and all that can sometimes be a little much, but it is important work."
He said nothing, just pulled his tools out of the rake-rack and got to work.
"I mean," she said, "It's not as if you can't just, you know, DO it, get it up, let them wank you off. I figured you'd probably be doing it yourself here in the decon shower if it weren't all open-air."
He ignored that. "I've tried to explain," he grunted as they worked on the bed of one of their oldest force-gown oaks, "My clade weren't xenophobes, we paired off with people all over the colony, but... in person!"
"Not liking the turkey baster thing?" she asked. He nodded, though he didn't know what a "turkey" was, really. "I suppose that was OK back then, but with the demographic troubles we're having now... "
"You won't rat me out, will you Vesse?" He was half sarcastic, half worried, "for thinking spraying my DNA all around with strangers is unnatural?"
"Course not, Gene! You want to be with someone, is all. Someone special? Wife? Girlfriend? Friend-With-Benefits?"
"Don't make fun of me!"
"Sorry." They moved on to the pumping station, gleaming, modern, automated systems that only had the most sophisticated, modern, computerized problems. "I have a confession to make. I had an idea that I could help you. I know how frustrating it is to be frustrated." He looked up at her sharply. She paused, then, "Do you think that's crazy of me?"
"No. No, I like you. But... "
"But not in that way? C'mon, I've seen you looking at me!"
"Yeah, you're right, you are pretty hot."
"For an old woman? Yeah, it is kinda hot." She took off her jacket and shook it out.
"I didn't mean -- "