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Demon Queened Ch 36

Demon Queened Ch 36

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Devilla

"Bailey..." I fought the urge to groan or place my hands upon my face, choosing instead to look around me for a moment to ensure there was no sign of Feyra or Lucy in the vicinity. Satisfied with our isolation, I put forth the one-way sound seal I had learned from Lucy, and kneeled down to gently shake Bailey awake.

The horned wolf's ear flicked up a moment before her head did, her snout narrowly missing my face. Her tongue, on the other hand, hit the mark of my cheek quite expertly.

"Bailey!" I repeated, the word coming out much whiny than I would have liked. I reminded myself, firmly, that this wasn't the wolf girl's fault. I was the one who hadn't bothered to so much as nudge her away from the teleportation circle before activating it. The one who'd failed to notice her tail so close to my feet. "Do you know where we are?"

Bailey looked around, no doubt taking in the trees before turning her head back towards me and shaking her head slightly.

"Silly question." I sighed and shook my head. "Let me try again - do you know where we

aren't?"

This time I received a nod of confirmation from the wolf, followed by her standing.

"Stay in wolf form, for the moment," I told her, preferring to be on the safe side. "I... need to take care of something, real quick."

Namely, checking in on Lucy. It was possible that Feyra had noticed my teleportations out of the area and subsequent absences. Hopefully she hadn't taken advantage of my time away to do anything I would regret - if she had, there was little I could do but face the music, but if she hadn't... Well, I couldn't shake the fear that she might take the gamble on my third disappearance, even if she hadn't done so on my first or second. If I were in her shoes, I might very well convince myself that it was a 'now or never' type of affair. I wanted to at least show my face in front of her and Lucy before that could happen.

Bailey, thankfully, nodded her assent without argument. I granted her a smile in turn, before dispelling my sound seal and turning towards our campsite. It wasn't hard to find - I simply listened for the sound of idle chatter. Though what I heard was more along the lines of 'excited babble,' as Lucy told Feyra about her not-date with me in excruciating detail. With a particular focus upon the faces I had apparently made at several points, and how 'cute' I had looked when the thought of indirect kissing had popped into my head.

Needless to say, I decided to rush my return to the campsite, abandoning all concern for the preservation of my magic and levitating myself over the twigs and stones to reach the two of them as fast as possible.

"Eena!" Lucy called out, once I'd broken through the treeline. "I was just telling Feyra about the hot sauce you have! It's really spicy, isn't it?"

"It seems to me that you were telling her far more than that," I remarked, painfully aware of the blush upon my features. "Did you really need to go into such detail about the shade of my cheeks after our skewer exchange?"

"It was the second best part, though!" Lucy exclaimed with a grin bright enough to blind.

"I know I'm going to regret asking this," Feyra said, "but considering you spent the last five minutes talking about the 'second best' bit, what the fuck was the

first?

"

"Watching Eena eat," Lucy answered instantly. "She gets this really blissful look on her face whenever she eats something good! Which is also how I know she didn't really like the skewer she took from me - not as much as she liked the other one - but she ate it anyway, because she knew I couldn't handle it as well as her! It was really nice being cared about, like that."

"B-Be that as it may," I said, fully aware of - but helpless to fight against - the fire further invading my cheeks, "I actually had something else that I wished to talk to you about. Namely, a question as to how long you think this trip will take?"

How long, in other words, would I be keeping Abigail waiting?

"Well..." Lucy began, hesitating a moment. From the look in her eyes, she obviously wished to know the reason behind my inquiry. She held that curiosity in check, though, as she mentally went over the trip in her mind. "We made pretty good time today, so... probably another two days to reach Daroom Woods? Then however long it'll take to clear the issue, plus the return trip, so.... Somewhere around a week, maybe?"

"A week..." There was no way I could ask Abigail to wait a week, was there? Especially if there was a chance it might take longer. There was also no way that I could spend extended periods away from Feyra and Lucy to deal with tower issues... At least not alone. But they didn't have to be alone, did they? Not if I asked Bailey to keep an eye on them. To stand in for me, as a presence to keep Feyra at bay... Lucy was already acquainted with the horned wolf, so it likely wouldn't be hard to convince her of Bailey's friendliness.

That left another issue, though - explaining my absences. Could I really disappear for hours on end, in the middle of our trip, without raising Lucy's concern? Without her questioning where I went?...Maybe. She probably wouldn't ask if I didn't wish to tell. She'd accept it, along with my other secrets, just as she'd accepted my question just a moment prior.

But was

I

satisfied with that? With leaving her completely out of the loop? Hiding everything from her, without so much as a crumb of information to satisfy her no doubt burning curiosity? How was I meant to be building trust with her if I didn't

tell her

anything?

"Eena?" Lucy asked me, worry writ clearly across her furrowed brow. "Is everything okay?"

"It is," I confirmed, nodding my head. "It's just..." I took a deep breath, allowing myself to wonder for a moment if I was making the right decision, before ruthlessly grinding that concern to dust beneath my mental heel. Lucy deserved my trust. Even if I couldn't tell her

all

my secrets, I wanted to tell her what I could. "There's someone I need you to meet. Can you follow me?"

"Alright!" Lucy agreed, moving towards me without a moment's hesitation.

Feyra, for her part, opened her mouth to say something - perhaps to protest - only to hesitate a moment as her gaze flicked between the two of us. Then she sighed. "I'll get the campfire going. Some of us actually have to worry about monsters attacking, you know?"

"We won't be far," I promised her, gently taking Lucy's hand and leading her back towards Bailey.

The redhead, for her part, seemed to hesitate a moment at Feyra's words, but ultimately surrendered herself to me with a faint squeeze of my hand. Still, I could tell that she was worried, from the way she glanced back towards Feyra now and again. As such, I chose to stop part way towards my goal, setting up a sound seal once we were suitably far from Feyra's sight and whistling to attract Bailey's attention.

Or trying to whistle, anyway.

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"What are you doing?" Lucy asked, watching curiously as I blew air through my pursed lips, to no avail.

"Calling a friend," I informed her. "Or at least I'm trying to..." I didn't understand it. I

knew

how to whistle. I knew I did. I'd done it plenty as Jacob. But somehow, the knowledge wasn't translating right... perhaps because it had become more a matter of muscle memory than actual knowledge? In fact, I couldn't even recall the precise instructions, now that I searched my memories for them. Jacob must have learned it

somewhere,

yet no matter how hard I focused the memories would not surface...

"If she's close enough to hear you whistle, can't you just call for her?" Lucy suggested, stifling a giggle behind her gauntleted hand.

"...Bailey!" I called, wishing I could bury

this

memory as well as Jacob had his whistling tutorial. "Can you hear me?"

A short bark was my reply, followed quickly by the presence of the horned wolf herself, much to Lucy's apparent surprise.

"You kept her?" Lucy asked, her eyes wide.

"More like she insisted on being kept by me," I replied, bending down a little to scratch the girl behind the ear. It was weird to treat her like a wolf, considering my desire to help her adapt as a demon, but Bailey's true nature wasn't something I was willing to get into. At least not directly. It would bring up too many questions about why I, personally, needed to keep my identity a secret despite willingly admitting to consorting with a demon. Still, to leave Lucy entirely in the dark about the nature of her new traveling companion felt wrong. So, once again, I would have to compromise. "She's different from the average monster. Smarter. I consider her to be on par with a human, at least in terms of raw intellect. Though I'm afraid her social skills are a little lacking..."

"Well, she's not growling at me, anymore," Lucy pointed out, pulling her hand from mine so that she could cautiously move it towards Bailey. The wolf girl allowed it, thankfully, her eyes closing in bliss as Lucy's fingers scratched behind her other ear. "I think that's already a big improvement!"

"Would you like to try communicating with her?" I asked, kneeling down besides her and running my fingers through her fur. "She's capable of using telepathy, of sorts - though you'd have to ingest a bit of her fur."

"You shouldn't suggest that too casually," Lucy warned me, frowning. "Lots of people would get really upset if they heard you saying that..." Despite having said that, she still reached out for Bailey's back. "Can I?"

Bailey hesitated for a moment, glancing in my direction, before nodding. Lucy thankfully didn't pluck the fur, but instead used a delicate dab of magic to cut a single strand. When I reached out to take a strand for myself, though, Bailey surprised me by pulling away.

"...You want to have a conversation with her alone?" I asked, arching an eyebrow.

Bailey nodded, her tongue lolling forth from her mouth in a way that somehow seemed to convey amusement to me.

For my part, I hesitated a moment before nodding my assent. There was no such pause on Lucy's side, however, as she instantly swallowed the hair, summoning a large glob of water to wash it down.

"It's just like using a potion, right?" she asked, closing her eyes. "Got it~! Let's see..." Lucy trailed off, her brow furrowing for a moment, and for the first time I got to witness what my conversations with Bailey must have looked like from the outside. And there was, in fact, a surprising amount to see - Lucy's expression flickered from happy, to serious, to sad, to happy again in the span of mere seconds. Afterwards, her eyes darted towards mine.

"...What?" I asked, stepping backwards a little.

"Bailey told me how you met," Lucy responded, with a small, sad smile. "And what she went through with her pack... but also how you've been a way better pack leader to her? Even though you'll never admit it, since you're always so hard on yourself. Then she threatened to stab and bite me a bunch if I ever hurt you, but she also said that she really hoped I could help you! And that she was rooting for me! As well as another girl?"

"Another..." I frowned. "You mean Abigail? She's just a friend. And I'm lucky that she'll even consider me that..."

"Abigail, huh?" Lucy asked. Her voice had a teasing tone to it - but though it matched her smile, and even her eyes, I couldn't help the nervousness that suddenly pervaded me. "Are you sure she's really just a friend? Because Bailey seemed to think otherwise."

"I'm sure," I promised. "Though, since we're on the subject, I did wish to broach the topic of monogamy with you... Namely in terms of how you feel about me sleeping with other people, as I highly doubt anyone but you would ever want me for more than my body."

The smile fell from Lucy's lips, and for a moment I thought she was about to tell me off for even suggesting the idea.

"I really wish you wouldn't talk about yourself like that," she said instead. "I mean, I fell for you, didn't I? So other people might fall for you too! But even if they don't, I think the fact that someone fell for you is proof enough that it can happen... and, also, I don't mind if you sleep with other people, but if you actually want to get together with someone else I'd like to meet them! Assuming you're interested in dating me, anyway?"

"I... I'm not... I mean, I'm not opposed to dating you, I suppose, but you shouldn't... I mean..." I paused, unsure of what I was even trying to say. "...I'll introduce you, one day..."

I had a feeling the two would enjoy teaming up to drive me insane.

"So is that everything you wanted to bring me here for?" Lucy asked, grinning as she scratched Bailey behind the ear again. "Because I really don't want to leave Feyra alone too long!"

"That's only part one, I'm afraid," I admitted with a grimace. "Though 'leaving Feyra alone' is, in fact, part of what I wanted to talk about."

"What do you mean?"

"The truth is..." Once more I hesitated, wondering if I truly wished to share yet more potentially incriminating information with Lucy. Once more, I took a deep breath and plunged ahead. "Feyra figured out who and what I am. She wants to tell you. In fact, the only reason she's kept silent is because she's of the mistaken belief that I would hurt the both of you if the truth came to light. An untenable situation, to say the least... Especially since I might need to leave for brief periods, during the coming nights."

"Wait, that's why she's keeping quiet?" Lucy asked, her brow furrowing. "I thought it was because I told her I didn't want to know..."

I blinked. "You... knew?"

"I knew that she knows," Lucy confirmed, nodding. "She said she figured something out with her magic sight. But I told her I only want to hear it from you! And I do, when you're ready."

For a moment it felt like my heart was going to stop. A mixture of emotions were welling up inside me, warring for control. Frustration that I couldn't trust Feyra to keep silent, despite her fear. Sadness that I had to rely on fear to begin with. Happiness and gratitude for Lucy, who was keeping to her promise of trust, and... guilt. Guilt, because even though she'd go so far due to her trust in me, I still wasn't ready to trust her back. Not yet, at least. But if not now, then... when?

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"After we're done with this mission," I decided. "I'll tell you everything."

"You don't have to!" Lucy protested me, much to my surprise. "I mean, it's fine if you want to? But you shouldn't tell me just because of a deadline! You should tell me because you want to."

"I do want to," I assured her, reaching out to gently take her arms. "I want to tell you everything. I just... can't. Which is why I need to force myself. Why I

need

a deadline. Without one, I fear I'll never cease my delays."

Lucy frowned at me, for a moment, before giving me the most reluctant nod I'd ever seen. "Fine. But I'm not going to be mad if you don't keep to it!"

"You won't have the opportunity," I vowed, sliding one of my hands down her arm, to find her fingers and squeeze them. "But that's for then. For now... Well, for now, I'm surprised you haven't questioned me about needing to disappear for a bit."

"Well, I am curious," Lucy admitted with a shrug. "But I don't want to pry too much? Though I guess I do really want to know if you'll be coming back during the night! I wanted to hug you while we fell asleep... It was really nice doing that in the inn."

"That shouldn't be a problem," I said. "Though I might miss a dinner or two, I can certainly be home by bedtime. Tonight, in particular, I need only leave you alone for a few minutes to arrange things."

"A few minutes?" Lucy asked, tilting her head to the side. "Can you really get anywhere that fast?...Ah. You don't have to answer that, if you don't want to!"

"You're allowed a little curiosity, Lucy," I said, a wry smile on my lips. "Though I'm afraid all I can tell you is that I have a method of traveling quite quickly."

"I know I am," Lucy replied, frowning. "But I keep thinking about that forced smile you gave me, back at the curio shop - when you felt like you had to tell me something, but you couldn't... and now you're trying to put a deadline on yourself, too! So I really don't want to add any more pressure."

"Would it help if I vowed not to answer more than I'm comfortable with?" I questioned. "Because I already know that you won't press. It's part of why I'm telling you so much to begin with. Because I want to trust you with everything I

can,

to make up for what I can't."

"You don't have to," Lucy reminded me - but though her words were stern, I didn't miss the smile on her lips. "But it does make me really happy to know that you trust me. As long as you're doing it because you want to, at least!"

"The trust I give, I give to you freely," I promised. "Though that isn't to say there's nothing I'd like in return... Namely, I'd like you to let Bailey travel with us. I believe she could prove useful for hunting, if nothing else. But more than that, I must admit that I want to use her as a deterrent. I worry that Feyra will blurt out my identity during my absences. Having Bailey present might make her think twice - she'll be like an extension of my presence, reminding her why she's kept quiet so far."

"Because of fear," Lucy pointed out, clearly unhappy with the situation.

"Something I'd like to rectify. In fact, I'm trying to convince her that neither I nor Bailey are of threat to her, at all - that we mean neither of you harm. If I can convince her of that, then I believe the threat of her spilling my secrets will naturally disappear as well..."

"...Alright," Lucy acceded with a little sigh, before giving Bailey a smile. "But you have to try and convince her too, Bailey - alright?"

"Thank you," I said, sighing in relief as Bailey nodded. "Then... if I could trouble you to convince her now, while I take care of something?"

"Right now?" Lucy questioned. "Without even coming back to camp?"

"It's something I've delayed for too long already," I informed her, thinking of how worried Abigail must be about Bailey's disappearance, before letting out a sigh. "Though, in truth, I might also be avoiding the look Feyra will give me upon my return. There's only so much terror I can take from that girl."

Lucy nodded sympathetically, squeezing my hand, just as I had hers. "Alright. But there's something I want to ask, too! Not in turn, though. I'll agree no matter what! But... when you get back... do you think we could have sex?"

I had to suppress a laugh. To think that after all this serious discussion the first thing on her brain would be sex... just how touch starved was she?

"That's fine," I agreed, a smile of relief upon my face. "I think I could use the opportunity to relax, in any case."

Somehow, the smile Lucy gave me in turn held no lust in it, only pure joy. It made my heart skip a beat.

***

"So, let me get this straight," Abigail said, her palms cradling her face. "You told the Heroine - who you're keeping your identity secret from - that another person in your party

knows that secret,

and that you're

intimidating her

into keeping quiet?"

"...Well, it sounds a lot worse when you put it that way," I remarked, crossing my arms. "And Lucy took it well enough, in any case."

"Only because she's

insanely

tolerant! You do know you wouldn't get away with that with

anyone else,

right? I mean, I know I'm a little on the extreme end, myself, considering I basically threatened to leave you if you didn't spill your secrets, but..."

"I'm aware," I replied, my voice dry. "Though I don't blame you, for the record. You had no reason to trust me at the time." And, in the end, it did serve to bring us closer together. In fact, I'd go so far as to say that sharing the burden of my failed Rite of Insight has been a relief. Though I feared that it may have put Abigail in an awkward spot...

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