As the transport module glided back down from Valor 7, Delta let his gaze sweep over the familiar surroundings. Below the pod, alpha trainees and supervisors went about their business under the high ceiling of the base's outer shell. And through the transparent ceiling, the vast expanse of space was visible. This was the deck he had grown up on. After the launch, who knew how many years it would be before their ship needed new recruits?
As Delta looked at the stars, his mind went back to the day he had first arrived on the outer deck of the base, the day he had last seen his mother. He hadn't thought about her in so long. How would she be doing now, ten years after they'd said their last goodbye? She had been an ordinary civilians from the lower decks, near the core of the base. He could imagine her cleaning floors, or maybe she was a machinery worker, or even a teacher. Ever since his chipping surgery, he hadn't been able to recollect specific details about his childhood. Names, faces, even his old deck number were gone. But he could still remember seeing the tears in her eyes as she'd hugged him. She'd had blue eyes, like his own, probably, it didn't really matter. He did remember how proud she had been, of him, her only child, joining the defenders of humanity.
He'd always wanted to make her proud.
With a sigh, he let his chin rest on his arm. He couldn't imagine she would have been proud if she found out what had become of him now. Maybe, for the first time, he was glad that the military didn't allow contact with civilian family members. Better if she believed he was doing well.
He let his forehead rest against the window in powerless frustration. Why, why had they even selected him back then? The genetic deficiency thing was bullshit, surely. If it was true, then that would mean that they'd known, all this time. It would mean he would have never even had a chance to rise above gamma status. And why make him a delta? He didn't have the means to be the obedient, selflessly caring companion they wanted him to be.
Had they turned him into a delta by accident then? Had they made a mistake during the culling ceremony? It didn't make sense. They weren't supposed to make mistakes like that.
He collected himself as the Biocare medical facility came into view. He didn't care if the alpha had seen him lose his composure. It was all bullshit anyway.
With a firm tap to the ground, the transport came to a halt at their destination. The doors opened.
Where were the guards? Delta didn't see any supervisors waiting for them either. It was just him and Alpha 7.
If he could find a way to get rid of the guy...
Adrenaline urged him to run, to escape, but he tried to push it back. Where would he even run to? There was nowhere else to go.
His eyes flicked back at the alpha, seated across from him. The alpha's golden-brown eyes met Delta's sharply, as if daring him to make a move. He had been so painstakingly gentle before, but Delta knew that something had shifted between them last night. Suddenly, the alpha had stopped patronizing him, as if he finally saw Delta for the soldier he was, not some child or pet to be doted over.
'You won't get far with that tracker still on you.' Alpha 7 said, his voice cutting through the tense silence.
Delta's hand instinctively went to his wrist, tugging at the edge of the comm that had been embedded into his bone with titanium hooks. Even if he managed to escape, the military would find him. They would hunt him down like a dog. He smiled grimly as he pictured it, a dog with a bright shiny bell around its neck.
'I know that,' he said, pushing himself up from his seat.
The alpha didn't react, still looking at him with those searching eyes.
'Well, you coming?'
* * *
At the threshold of the facility, an unfamiliar doctor welcomed them. She was a young alpha with red bands on her white lab coat's upper arms. She had a complexion similarly dark to Iris', but that's where the similarities ended. The alpha doctor had more curves, round cheeks, and had modified her lips with bright artificially red coloring. There wasn't a glint of warmth in her eyes.
Upon verifying their identities via the numbers etched into their comms, she led them inside. Their steps echoed against the stainless steel walls, floor, and ceiling.
He'd gone to Biocare for checkups every year since his chipping surgery ten years ago; these hallways were different from the ones he'd gone through before. He definitely wasn't here for a regular check-up, but instead of panicking about it, he felt strangely detached from it.
'Undress, Delta,' instructed the doctor as they stepped into a small sterile room.
Delta took his boots, pants and jacket off.
'Fully.'
With a slight smile, Delta slipped his boxers down. Showing defiance was probably not smart right now, but it sure felt good to forcefully interpret her words this freely. If they were going to take his "defiance" away from him, he might as well shock her while he could. The look of horror on her face was a reward in itself.
With a deep breath, the doctor regained her composure. 'You can take a seat now. Sit here, Delta 7, and you there, Alpha 7,' she said, pointing at their respective seats.
Delta settled into the large seat the doctor appointed him. Its slanted padding made it difficult not to lean back, and once he did, he had to strain his head up if he wanted to keep his eyes on the others. It felt even more uncomfortable than the last time he'd been in one of these.
Alpha 7 took a place in a completely normal office chair, because of course he did.
'Thank you, Melany,' he said.
The doctor had a name? Delta propped himself up to stare at her. Had she introduced herself during their walk here? He didn't remember. He must have been spacing out more than he thought.
'Easy, Delta,' Seven warned, reacting to his movement. Delta ignored it. The order was vague enough that he could stay propped up, and watched as the doctor, Melany, scrolled through his files on a small hand-held tablet. His comm kept track of his vitals, and Biocare had access to all the data gathered by his comm.
After a while, she set the tablet down on her desk and came to stand beside Delta's chair.
Without hesitation, she lifted his limp dick with one hand and began palpating the scar tissue underneath.
Delta cringed under her touch. She was far firmer than Alpha 7 had been.
His grip tightened on the edges of his seat, whitening his knuckles. He didn't want her hands on him. He hadn't even touched himself since they'd taken that away from him. He didn't want to be reminded of it.