Note from the author:
Hello everyone.
Thanks for reading the previous chapters, I really do enjoy writing them.
I know that in the previous one the smut was limited, so I am making up for this with this chapter. I think it came out better than before, but it's still not as good as I hoped.
Or maybe I am just overly critical, let me know what you think.
Anyway, have a good read.
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I was at the front with Veronica trailing some distance behind me. We were both walking in silence, trying to find a way to navigate our current situation. That included both what happened not even half an hour ago and figuring out in what other ways the game changed after the last update.
After our encounter at the edge of the forest, where I had my first taste of how... intense this body can feel I was experiencing a rollercoaster of emotions. I was so conflicted about it, and knowing how Veronica felt right now was just making it worse.
I run a recap of everything we were able to establish so far, for now focusing on just straight facts. The game had an update, a big one. That was obvious, but we didn't know what changed. As it turns out, a lot.
For one, the 'mature' systems were no longer optional, but a core part of the game. That's how my arousal counter turned on without me noticing. Another thing was that my arousal somehow rose abnormally fast. That was a mystery for now, but sooner or later I had to figure it out. Most likely by random chance since I didn't even know where to look for clues.
There was also a matter of the encounter itself. Veronica didn't know about the effects of the update. From her point of view, I enabled the arousal system and now had no idea how to deal with it. She went in for a kiss to gauge my reaction and I, to my current embarrassment, reacted much stronger than I should have. She took that as a go-ahead and things escalated.
Would I have agreed to it if I had known what I know now? Well, an easier question was: would I have told her to stop? No, I wouldn't, as much as I want to think otherwise. She even gave me a chance to back out, but I didn't take it.
But she stopped anyway. When it looked like she was primed for a second round she asked me how long ago have I enabled the arousal gauge. When I told her that I never did she stopped, immediately. From there it was just a few questions and a quick check in the menu screen to flip the mood from exciting to awful.
Now the question was, how far the Big Update took those changes? Was this suddenly a free-for-all game, instead of mainly a co-op one? How would other players react to the arousal system being turned on for everyone? Probably it was that closer integration of current systems James mentioned. Or just an expansion of the existing ones? Right now I could only guess. Veronica has played this game already, so maybe she would know something more.
I slowed my pace, trying to make her catch up to me, but she slowed as well. I stopped. She also did.
- Listen, we need to talk - I said.
She looked up at me, for the first time since we started walking, but said nothing.
- I know, it's a shitty situation...
- I am sorry - she interrupted me - I assumed you knew what opting in for the arousal system meant, but I couldn't have known that the game changed it without your knowledge. When I was enabling it some time ago there was a long disclaimer you had to read, and...
- Wait, what are you talking about?
She stared at me for a moment. She opened her mouth to say something but maybe decided against it, instead looking at the ground again. Only now I understood, that I was more worried about the situation with the game, while she was more worried about what happened between us.
- Look, I don't blame you for what happened.
- You should - we were standing twenty feet apart, but I could still see her fighting to suppress emotions - I took advantage of you.
- I didn't stop you, even when you gave me a chance to back out.
- Not objecting is not the same as agreeing to something.
True, but not necessarily in this situation, even if I would never say it out loud. Still, this was going nowhere. I walked right up to her. She didn't move but still refused to look at me.
- Self-pity never helped anyone with anything - I said, quoting her own words back from the hangar.
Now she did.
- Hey, hate the game, not the player, right? - I smiled - It's not your fault that the game devs are a bunch of perverts. This may not be much, but you handled the situation better than I would. I think.
Now I had another thought, that once more reminded me of something. I thought this situation was somewhat familiar. Almost every weekend at college one of my friends had a new story about how he scored a date at the bar, where the girl was looking for any opportunity to get laid and they just happened to be at the right place at the right time. But now I was experiencing it from the other side.
- Oh god, now thinking about it I am so glad it was you who figured out what was happening with me - shiver went through my body - if I have met the others in that state...
- Yeah, that could be awkward - she finished for me, wiping her face with one hand - but still, I should have asked you first...
- And if I refused then what? - I interrupted her - I would just be walking around bow-legged through the rest of the tutorial?
- I mean - she blushed suddenly, it was such a change it took me by surprise - you could, you know, handle it yourself.
- Oh. Right.
- So you didn't even think about that? - Now she laughed. Precisely, she laughed at me, but it was still a nice change - Did you think that only guys have a special ability to get themselves off all alone?
- Ugh, kind of? - I was feeling so stupid right now - I mean, I didn't have the time to think about that, to be honest.
- Right, sorry again for that. I should have given you more time to figure things out.
- Come on already, I told you it wasn't that bad - what an understatement, but something stopped me from saying how I felt.
Veronica crossed her arms and looked me straight in the eyes.