This is a continuation of Cell Mate and is largely story driven. Thank you to everyone who responded to my first story with encouragement β I know I said I didn't read comments, but I have reformed. I apologize to anyone who has enjoyed Cell Mate for taking so long with the sequel. I hope this is a worthy continuation. I will likely publish a third installment if there is still any interest. Thank you again.
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I rolled over on the thin mattress pad, reaching out in the darkness for comfort. Something cool, hard and serpentine coiled around my hand and wrist and I relaxed, pulling it closer, nuzzling against its shapeless mass.
I had been plagued by nightmares for over a month now. I couldn't decide if the worst dreams were the ones where I was still trapped in a tiny cell on a barren prison planet run by sadistic guards determined to torture me till I broke, or the dreams where I arrived at my new home to find there was no way to possibly survive the horrors of perpetual night on a war-torn world of sightless monsters. I gasped in the dark as its tendrils enveloped my torso and twisted into my hair. After a moment of wakefulness I usually remembered that it was the dreams of Kragosa that frightened me most. I was wrongly imprisoned there for eight months and escaped less than four weeks ago but that didn't stop me from checking all the view windows on the small ship at every opportunity, paranoid I'd see a Kragosi or Union ship in hot pursuit. As for the sightless monsters, well, seeing how I was in love with one that sorta took the edge off.
A tendril fluttered by my ear, tickling. "
You are still having these dark thoughts, these nightmares
?" The sound was more melody than words, each note empathic and precise.
"Not on purpose," I answered, rolling to face Perikos as its tendrils tightened around my waist, careful to avoid one tender spot where I had stitches removed last week.
"
Perhaps not but obviously you are thinking these thoughts. No one else can make you dread your decision
." There was more than a hint of guilt in Perikos' tone that made me bristle. I sat up.
"Look, I explained this before. Good dreams happen, bad dreams happen. I can't control them but it's normal." Woe betide anyone else unfortunate enough to try to explain the concept of dreaming to a Perikos. Quantum mechanics and H'ctian Rhythm Structure they can handle but try explaining the idea of subconscious thought to a Perikos and that's it. Forget about it. They barely sleep, let alone dream. Not my fault.
"
Last we spoke of this we decided that if when we reach my planet you still regret your decision we will restock the ship will fuel and provisions and you can return to Rhydia Station
."
That pissed me off enough to retreat to the bathroom, or what passed for a bathroom on a Kragosi ship. There was a wide hole in the floor I was sure I would fall into each time I needed to use it, a small mirror I'd moved from the surgical table and what looked like a long, wide trough and I originally supposed was a communal urinal but now I suspected was intended for washing something although I couldn't imagine what. There was also a long, narrow window from floor to ceiling on the far wall and a door that locked from the room I slept in. The room was actually pretty big for such a small ship, which I attributed to the girth of the average Kragosi guard.
I reached for the faucet and a small measure of clean water filled the trough and I splashed it on my face. I had such a short fuse lately; the slightest things would set me off. I couldn't help but worry whether Perikos was trying to guilt me into staying or whether it was sending not-so-subtle hints that it was having regrets. I knew one thing for certain β all hope that whatever we shared was any less emotionally fraught and complicated than a human relationship went right out the window about forty-eight hours after takeoff.
We had used our time wisely, once we had recovered well enough to have conversations about something other than sex, fear and bullet wounds. My emotions had fed Perikos and I believe my decision to stay on board rather than going to Rhydia Station saved its life. Perikos in turn set my wrist and extracted a bullet from my gut and then stitched up the hole. We were safe, whole and uninfected. I didn't regret my decision now and I didn't anticipate regretting it, sunless planet notwithstanding.
Which was being a bit unfair, I suppose. The planet did have a sun and it rotated fully every eighty years. The Perikos were nomadic for a reason. Apparently life exits because of some very complicated geochemical thermal-type reactions under the planet's surface. The vegetation was technically fungus that fed off the planet's energy rather than from photosynthesis. According to Perikos the air has a greater oxygen concentration than Kragosa or Ferox 4, where I used to live. I didn't understand how it could but I believe it. It has water too although Perikos couldn't speak to its drinkability so I guess it's just there to moisten the fungus. For pretty obvious reasons I hopes it was clean and somehow vitamin D enriched.
Apart from all the concerns about whether I'd die of thirst or get rickets or whatever was possibly an even bigger worry. If I couldn't survive there then there was nothing for it, I'd have to leave. Not really a problem, at least not one I could control. No, Perikos and I had spent a pretty sizable chunk of the last week discussing the reason we met in the worst prison a convict can be held in by Union law. Regicide. Back on Kragosa Perikos told me it had killed its "king" (for want of a better term) to avenge the deaths of civilians during peace talks. Which was true but it neglected to mention that it was the leader of the Resistance against imperial control. I wasn't even convinced the Perikos had buildings. They were nomadic after all. Who knew you could have an empire and no infrastructure? Not me.
Apparently the king was six kinds of evil and unjust and had to be done away with, which sounds fine and all but all things are relative and the leader of the Resistance would say the guy he killed was evil. Perikos also expressed its worry that the King's second-in-command, the one who sentenced it to Kragosa, had taken over and picked up where the dead king left off. Murder and mayhem, which explained why we were making all due haste to get there in spite of my nightmares and my ever-expanding list of questions. Figured prominently among them was whether or not I could expect a cheery welcome or a flurry of blows from my new community of sightless, shapeshifting tentacle creatures. Perikos seemed disinclined to wager on their actual opinions, insisting that my role as its friend would protect me from any negativity or disapproval and that my ability to generate large quantities of delicious emotion would no doubt win the hearts of plenty.
But I wasn't supposed to be worrying or having nightmares.
I heard a soft rap on the door outside. I turned my back to the door, looking instead out the window to see trails of light behind us as we traveled in hyperdrive. I still couldn't help but look out for ships from Kragosa.
"
Please do not ignore me even if you are upset
," said a voice in my ear. I tried to move away but wide black tentacles seized me from behind, spinning me in place and pressing me against the bathroom door. It was still locked.
"
I am darkness and shadow. Do not bother trying to hide. I will be able to afford you little privacy on Perikos, you would do better to get used to it now so it will not come as a shock
."
Thick tentacles held my arms behind my back just above my elbows. Pinning me or binding my arms was its favorite game regardless of what kind of conversation we were having. I felt another tentacle trace wide, lazy circles over the globes of my naked ass. Gee, I wondered what it would be like to have no privacy.
"There's no point in trying to talk to you if you don't listen to me or trust me. It's as simple as that," I said, feeling fingers of darkness reach around my sides to massage my breasts. No, I wasn't going to get distracted. It wasn't going to steamroll over me again just because it knew what I liked. I tried to focus on something else.
After a moment I heard its music by my ear again, although it didn't cease caressing my breasts or ass. "
What you say is true. I have been unfair to expect trust from you when I have been reluctant to extend it myself