Chapter Eleven
Joshua swore as he turned for the sixth time that night, his tail hitting the night stand as his paws lost purchase on the silk bed sheets.
Goddamn tradition. He thought, resting his head back on the pillow.
Unlike most nights when he would normally sleep as a man, Oak River tradition proclaimed that during the mating moon all males should rest as wolves as it would heighten their stamina. All Joshua knew was that he was fucking up a pair of very expensive silk sheets.
His body ached from the challenge, his leg had healed but it was still sore. Yet the reason for his current insomnia was due to a slip of a wolf who had betrayed him in the worst possible way.
The one thing he demanded from his lover was utmost loyalty and she had completely destroyed that.
He was Alpha and it was his duty to protect his fellow pack members, if he had to kill he would have done. Joshua wanted nothing more to do with Passion.
Marie had always been a good friend and he knew that he could always count on her if he needed support. Perhaps there was no love in the sense of a male and female but that would come in time.
"Joshua." Came a voice from the hallway. Joshua growled as a sign of beckoning, only to wish he hadn't.
Passion stood in a cotton dress that barely reached her knees, her hair was no longer in plaits and hung long and loose skimming her hips. She looked beautiful and it pained him that she would feminise herself over that bastard Semati.
When he looked at her face, however, Joshua couldn't help but find immense joy over dark circles beneath her eyes and wished that he could laugh in his wolf form.
"I guess this is the best situation. I can talk without being interrupted and you can ignore me as I talk." Passion laughed half-heartedly.
Her rigidness piqued Joshua's curiosity. He sat up in the bed only to slide onto the floor with a loud thump. Passion's eyes widened with shock before she burst into laughter. Joshua barked with indignation, before he could stop himself he tackled Passion onto the floor and began nuzzling her ribs in an attempt to tickle her.
"Get off you hound." Passion giggled pushing his large head away from her. Joshua licked her face leaving a thick stream on saliva on her cheek.
"Eww." She rubbed her head against his.
Joshua gave a low growl as he rubbed his head against hers in return. As if they realised just how intimate they were acting Joshua allowed her to push him away.
"I received a letter this morning." She said pulling out an official council envelope.
"It says my status as Omega has been revoked and
since I am battle pack leader I am now of the Beta rank." She said, a fat tear running down her face.
Before Joshua could lick it away she wiped it furiously, as if angry at the show of emotion.
"Thank you." She whispered burying her face into his fur. "I'm leaving." She finally said getting up from the floor.
Joshua cocked his head in confusion. What did she mean by leaving? As if she knew his thoughts Passion answered.
"I am leaving with my brother and the Sand Valley pack, I think it would be best this way. I can't ever explain why I did what I did yesterday but I couldn't let another piece of my past die. Semati to me is like Marie to you. If I killed Marie could you ever look me in the eye again?" Passion asked.
Joshua wanted to say yes, wanted her to believe that in his eyes she could do no wrong but in the end he would be lying.
"I didn't think so. Goodbye Josh." She whispered rushing out of the room before he could do anything.
Tradition made it impossible for him to shift and run after her and if the truth be told, perhaps this was what they both needed. She had chosen her side, now he had to do the same.
Loping to the window he watched as Semati got out of the passenger side of the car opening the driver's door for Passion. As if sensing his gaze Semati looked up and Joshua could have sworn he saw regret in the Alpha's eyes.
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Marie stood in the door way as Joshua gave a keening howl, the sound breaking her heart. She heard the sound of tire on gravel and rushed out of the house, keeping to the bushes so that Joshua couldn't see her as she raced after the van.
Stripping off her clothes she shifted and leapt onto the roof of the vehicle. The Sand Valley Alpha stuck his head out of the window and noticed Marie. In a calm voice he informed Passion of their newly acquired companion.
Carefully coming to a halt, Passion waited for the wolf to jump of the roof of the pickup before exiting the van.
"What do you think you are doing?" Passion asked as Marie shifted back into her human body.
"I could ask you the same thing, are you stupid or do you act dumb for the attention?" Marie retorted ignoring Semati's stare.
"Excuse me." Passion said indignantly.
"He loves you and you betrayed him, yet instead of claiming him tonight you are running away." Marie said backing Passion against the van.
Marie was a good half foot taller than her but Passion felt no hostility, instead there was a reassuring confidence emanating from Marie.