Homecoming
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With their task completed, the party left the mausoleum of Casiama's ancestors and the forest behind. They traveled nearly fifty miles in two days, the pace of a party both experienced and fatigued of the road.
Casiama had grown wary of Alanna since the night outside her ancestral tomb, and the two women now rarely conversed. Alanna had, to her credit, given Casiama and Talos their space on their march to the northeast.
The sorceress had decided to leave the pair once they had reached the Imperial road network at the small town of Autumn Hill, the road within laid westerly towards the heart of the Empire. She had decided long ago to return to Catriona, to be amongst her peers and the comfort of city life. Most of all, her heart couldn't take being around Talos any longer.
The wind sighed softly around her as she said her farewells, a beating heart promising itself to be strong in the face of a man once loved.
"Casiama. Give us a moment, will you?" Talos asked coldly, his piercing eyes fixed only on Alanna. He didn't see Casiama nod. He didn't see her hesitation. He didn't hear her walk away, either, but knew she had.
"Talos, if you're going to try and convince me to stay..." Alanna said softly.
Talos shook his head quickly, then stepped towards her. He released the lock on his mind, allowing Alanna to see him fully; a fact the sorceress didn't yet recognize, having not read the man for days now.
"No. I'd never ask it," he replied after a moment.
Alanna felt like running away from the moment, or at least as if she should turn from his gaze. She did neither, and brought a trembling hand to her tummy.
"It's been... a journey, Talos. You know, uh..." she shook her head, feigning a smile as she stepped towards him softly. Alanna was always terrible with goodbyes, she knew.
"You know, I'm going to cherish it. Even if it ended like this... Even if you didn't feel the same about me." Alanna cleared her throat and brought a hand to her cheek. Talos kept quiet for her. Alanna's voice became but a whisper, adding its ethereal beauty to the midsummer breeze around her.
"It's funny, though. I was so sure..."
Talos looked on her with a mixture of pity and sympathy. He had to ask for her forgiveness, his soul ached for it. Yet he knew he had not earned it; a man would have to live a life he couldn't, be something that he wasn't, to deserve such a thing from her. Talos brought a finger to his own forehead instead, a wordless ask towards the enchantress before him.
Alanna entered him effortlessly after a moment's hesitation, as she had done a thousand times in the past.
Her eyes welled up. Then she grinned.
"You lied? In front of the tomb?"
Talos nodded, but did not share her enthusiasm just yet.
"You're... you're such a bastard," Alanna declared with a hint of sarcasm through her tears. She chuckled, taking another step towards him, then brought a hand to his cheek. Alanna almost swept a stray strand of hair from his face.
She slapped him against the cheek instead.
"You don't lie to a girl about love, Talos!"
Now Talos grinned. He couldn't help himself.
"I thought it'd help you, really. Help you get over it... Fact is, Alanna, I-" his words were cut off by a soft finger raised to his lips. Alanna shut her eyes.
"Don't say anything, Talos. Let me feel you," Alanna spoke confidently, pondering if she should slap the man once more.
She could now see a hundred combative thoughts flowing through his mind, and Alanna now shared a connection with the man that she never had before. Talos had always kept this bottled up, Alanna knew, only sharing what ideations he had wanted to with the sorceress. With her minutes from leaving, he had decided to let that all go.
Alanna danced through it all, living an entire life of hardship and loss within a half dozen minutes.
She felt a man's sorrow as he slashed through a hundred enemies with his sword. She felt a man's grief at the loss of a daughter. A man's hesitation when he helped an immature sorceress in a Borderland tavern, all those weeks ago. And she saw a man's glee when that same sorceress had joined him the day afterward by happenstance, or perhaps by luck.
"Gods, why did you ever come into my life," Alanna said tearfully, her eyes still shut and a smile on her lips. Talos smiled in return, but remained silent.
Alanna felt a man's joy as he sat on the stairs of a dusty college with a maiden, the building swept over by the winds of time. She felt his dread spiral when he realized she was in danger the morning after, and felt his insurmountable pain as he was struck by a bestial foe a few days later.
Alanna did not want to delve further, knowing what laid ahead. A lonely tear drifted down her cheek nevertheless as she remembered the events herself. She took a step away from him.
Alanna's eyes fluttered open, and she forced herself from his mind. It was a daunting task to separate from Talos just then, truly, as an open mind was all she'd ever wanted from him in the month and a half they'd traveled together.
But he had to hear this from someone. Talos had to see the ruination his actions had caused, and Alanna would not allow herself to remain quiet any longer. Her words were filled with dread.
"I'll never forgive you, Talos."
"I'd never expect it," Talos replied gruffly after a moment of hesitation, then cleared his throat.
"But I'm sorry, Alanna. I'm sorry anyway. If there is a soul in the world that deserves this less, I do not know of-"
"Shut up!" Alanna commanded wobbily. "Sorry, just... be quiet for a minute, will you?"
Talos shut up.
"I may not know you as well as I thought I had, and I'll learn to accept that. But from what I saw, just now, I'm the only person you've met in years who's given an actual shit about you until Casiama. So know
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