(note: contains mild self harm)
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The boar princess, Suvir was not asleep when the daughter of the demon king left her side. She ignored the sounds of the doors opening, of her supposed servants entering and taking the draconic succubus along with them. She ignored what she suspected of their intentions and did her best to huddle up and at last fade into sleep.
She wasn't stupid; she knew damn well that she was meant to be a sacrificial pawn, and couldn't put the facts in line with that woman's, Fosi's actions. So close, Suvir had been to eliciting an execution, but then Peris in all his glory had come in, and she faltered. It only made sense that she would be taken care of for her failure if nothing else. Her father would not let her weakness foil his plans...
But now her enemy was protecting her for some reason... Her father's enemy, she corrected herself. Suvir herself had no stake in whether a few acres of land belonged to one ravaging horde or another so long as it did not border her own abode. Even if it did, she'd been a hostage before and had barely known it at the time thanks to the privilege of nobility, though she did clearly remember the public mauling of her captors.
The princess' feet landed on the bare stone by her borrowed bed once she'd absolutely failed to sleep, heart aching below a cupped palm. She stepped across the room to her few things and slowly, deliberately withdrew a bundle of cloth, unraveled it to reveal a thin dagger.
Insulting the demon king within his own castle, to the face of his blood and under the eye of a blood brother should have been enough... Was this newest lord as cowardly as everyone said? Did he actually fear the retribution of the boar clan? Suvir turned the blade in the air, in the light of a single candle, and set the tip against her chest, below her ribs, aimed it upward toward her heart... She could steal Fosi's efforts from underneath her with just a little strength, fortitude of will... just by falling forward...
To help her father, and her people... father required her death...
Her hand trembled.
She panted, knelt on the floor.
The tip pierced her clothing and a bead of blood soaked into the fabric.
Suvir hardly felt the pain, but she tossed the blade aside and clutched her hand against the small wound, touched her head to the stone and wept.
-o-
When Fosi returned, hours and hours later, Suvir pretended to have been sleeping all through the night, did not rile as the woman crawled into bed and put an arm around Suvir's belly to hug her. Fosi smelled of fresh soap and her skin was hot to the touch; she'd just had a bath, but there was no mistaking the smell on her breath...
Soon morning came, Merrili the bull wench brought breakfast for the two and a change of clothing for Fosi. The woman had to have someone else help her with dressing, as if she'd never put on the sort of dress she was provided with, while Suvir hid her bloodied clothing under the fur that had served as her blanket. The wound was small enough at least that it had already closed and scabbed over without any dressing.
Breakfast was not the despicable white soup Suvir had been forced to eat the day before, but a bone broth with large chunks of meat and bread, both spiced more than she tended to get back home.
Fosi didn't seem much for conversation, eating with only the barest attention paid to Merrili's questions.
"And for princess Suvir?" Merrili asked. "Shall I inquire about filling out her staff? It doesn't do for a noblewoman to be without her own maid for any length of time. I apologize, princess, but I can't see why they sent you with only those two brutes."
Suvir swallowed her bite and repeated a lie she'd learned by rote. "The rest of them were killed in battle on the way. Ovel and the other one survived because they are my father's soldiers, sent to protect me..."
"I'm sure," Fosi said with the dullness of disbelief, below the notice of her own servant.
"Of course, if your father hadn't chosen to set up in a damned hole of a castle, surrounded by monsters and ferals, we might have fared better." Suvir huffed, crossed her arms over her chest. "Any number of more opulent locations for the taking, had he been strong enough to clear out the remnants of the past lords, but I can understand that at least. He is the weakest among them, isn't he?" She was crossing her toes in terror as Fosi's tired gaze drifted over her, but forced herself to continue. "Hmph, no small wonder he's hiding away somewhere farther than even here. I bet he's just too cowardly to face his peers."
Fosi stood up and came around Suvir, who prepared herself for her fate. And Fosi... pinched her cheeks.
"Owowowww, stop it~" Suvir whined.
Laughing to herself, Fosi released her grip and Suvir massaged her reddening cheeks. At the side, Merrili demurely covered a smile.
"What was that!?" She pushed back from the table and spilled their drinks in the process, toppled her chair, stamped her foot.
"A punishment, of course," Fosi said. "Merrili, do kindly clean this. I'll be taking the princess for a walk." She took Suvir's hand and pulled her along into the hall, leaving no room for refusal. "I want to have a little fun this morning."
Suvir clutched her skirt with her free hand. "You mean... with me?... Again?"
"Hm?" Fosi looked back for a moment, seemed to realize the implication and smirked, but was too tired to take the sadistic glee that Suvir would have expected of her. "Are you saying that you enjoyed out little game in the bath?"
"That is not what I'm saying!" Suvir pulled, but she wasn't able to release herself from Fosi's grasp. This woman was far too strong to be a proper princess!
"It's alright, princess. Of everyone here, I know best how you feel now."
Twisting her hips, Suvir managed to release her hand. Her freedom lasted all of a second until Fosi came from behind and hugged Suvir to her breast.
"I do mean it, actually," Fosi said quietly, backing up to a wall where no-one passing could hear them. "And I know that you won't believe me, but we two have more in common than you think. Your father wants so much from you and you're so afraid that you won't be able to live up to his expectations. Once, my father was given to one of the dragon clans by his own father, to replace a son of theirs that granddad had killed in a fit of pique."
"Wh-" Suvir choked on her words, hyperventilated briefly and went limp in the woman's arms with an instant of feverish terror.
"I- My father tells me that he was used as a bargaining chip many times. As his... daughter... I only recently knew anything about my heritage that wasn't filtered through the cultists who raised me..." It sounded hollow, had the cadence of a white lie, but Fosi was smiling under her tired eyes. "For now, I'd actually like to have some fun in my own way. Surely you'll accompany me?"
"You'll just drag me if I say no..."
Fosi shrugged.
-o-
The daughter of Avlakoi brought Suvir to the edge of the training grounds where men were throwing themselves against one another as they had been when she arrived the day before, and Fosi left the princess' side for a time. Suvir was given to think that there was hardly any daylight hour that one could come outside and find nobody smacking one another with wooden weapons. It was strange to see such a variety of demonic forms all in one place; she identified nearly every clan's genes in attendance, mutts beside, and some whose bloods were so muddled and muddy that she could hardly tell for the mismatch of talon and fur and scale. But no monsters. Avlakoi did not keep those atavists for some reason...
This, at least the rest, was the standard of the demon king's minions reaching into antiquity and before writing. Representing all of their kind in the war against Heaven, the true king would emerge from prophecy and command the myriad and the many, taking strength from wherever it existed. The false kings of the past left behind feral and monstrous things in their wake that haunted their vacated fortresses, forlorn offshoots of demonkind for whom death was a kindness that reunited them with the ancestors. With such blood, their savagery would not be quelled with the defeat of their masters, would not be confined to the enemies they'd been bred to fight. Here, though, Avlakoi did not have any mindless soldiers, even among the mutts.
Then, among them, Peris~
Tall, with muscle like steel cord, Peris cut a gallant figure. High cheekbones that would have made for a beautiful woman seemed only to enhance his manliness by crossing the aesthetic gap. Fierce, focused eyes, held surety behind them as he fought some gross, black thing with a beak. Suvir watched with rapt attention from a table that a servant had brought out, belaying the feeling that she was out of place until she had her fill.
Ah, he wasn't wearing any padding; too skilled to need it against these whelps. Or a shirt... Sweat glistened on his body in the mid-morning light even as Suvir wrapped her arms around her own thin body to withstand the chill in the shadow of the castle. The portraits she'd seen did him no justice, not the way that seeing the real thing in motion did.
Someone came from behind and startled her with a blanket. For an instant, the chill had felt like the tip of a blade against her ribs.