There was a long pause when they both knew what the next question would be, it was a matter of courage to ask it.
"Do you not trust me?" she tried to cover her unsteady voice with a whisper.
The muscles in his jaw tensed as he stared at the wall on the opposite side of the room. He could feel her furry tail wrapped around his leg, taut as a string, something she probably wasn't even aware of as she awaited his response. Resigned, he knew that there was no point in avoiding the subject.
"I do." He answered honestly. "But it's not about you. It's about me. You sometimes laugh that I am overprotective, but for me, this is not a joke. I simply am like that, and that's not something I can change. Do you remember when we were at that haunted house last Halloween?"
"The one that we were kicked out of right after we went in?"
"Yeah, that one," he nodded, "we were put in separate rooms at the start, and we were supposed to wait for the doors to open and find each other inside. But then I heard you scream and I panicked, so I kicked the doors off the hinges. The guy running the place was not happy about it."
"Oh," Alice started putting the pieces together, "so that's why we never got a refund."
"Yeah," he chuckled, "I probably should have told you about this sooner. I don't know why I didn't."
"Maybe you were afraid of how I would react," she guessed.
"I don't know, maybe," - he started stroking her head, scratching behind the ears as he felt her slowly relax.
Alice let out a quiet purr but still didn't let herself be distracted from the subject. "So what does that have to do with me using the cuffs on you?"
"What if you slip, hit your head on something, and lose consciousness while I am cuffed to the bed? Or if someone breaks into our house? Or if there is any other emergency, and I can't help you?"
"Nothing like that has ever happened so far." She tried to dismiss his apprehension, surprised by his reasoning. "And what are the chances that it will? Basically zero. It's such a weird thing to worry about anyway."
"Listen, I know this, I really do. But I can't persuade myself to feel differently. That is just how I am, and I can't change it. I never thought that I would have to apologize for wanting to keep you safe, but here we are. I am sorry."
"By the same logic I should never leave the house because I could get hit by a car, or fall down the stairs even leaving my room," she pressed on, trying to establish some foothold to use later. "It's not my fault that I am small, but I'm not helpless, I can take care of myself."
"Never, ever use the word fault again in this context." He reprimanded her, hugging her closer to his chest. "I love you as you are, and you should never forget that."
"But you wish I was bigger," she murmured, "that's what it sounds like."
"That is not true." He scratched her ear again, calming her down as she leaned into his hand. "Yeah, maybe I would be less paranoid then, which I guess would be nice, but in the end what I want is you. No matter if you are big or small, I want you. As long as I have that, I will be happy."
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Alice was walking back home, after spending a whole afternoon at the city mall. She ended up not buying anything, but that was beside the point, she enjoyed just browsing through the new stuff, seeing if maybe something would pique her interest. That's how she found most of her hobbies and still was searching for more.
This time she had no such luck and was walking back empty-handed. This was another thing she enjoyed doing, just walking around instead of taking a bus or driving a car. The mall wasn't far away from their house, around a ten-minute walk, a perfect distance for a quick stroll.
She knew the way by heart now, but halfway through she noticed an unfamiliar sight. There was now a new store where she could swear before was just a plain wall.
At least that is what it seemed like, at first glance, even if it looked out of place. Both the doors and the windows were stylized to look as if they were made of old, dark wood, creating a stark contrast to modern surroundings, made mostly from steel and glass. Curious, she walked closer to take a better look, but unfortunately, she couldn't see much through the weirdly opaque windows, as they were tinted white. Even so, the plate on the door was turned to 'Open' so she walked in.
"Hello?" She announced herself after stepping inside, immediately noticing the strange decor of the place. The interior was dimly lit by a single large lamp hanging from the ceiling, shrouding the numerous wooden shelves in soft shadows, each one hiding something interesting. Not seeing anyone in her immediate vicinity meant that there was no one to stop her from taking a quick look at the merchandise.
Walking along the racks she saw mostly long, narrow pieces of paper, almost like store receipts, but yellow and much thicker. Every single one was covered in lines after lines of text she couldn't even understand and weird connected symbols scattered around paragraphs. Some of them had more drawings, some less, but each one was meticulously crafted with a wax seal on the bottom. The effort and craftsmanship someone put into making them was by itself worth appreciating.
Looking around she spotted more items, ones that she knew the purpose of. Rings, bracelets, necklaces, and other pieces of jewelry were displayed along the shelves near the wall, and having seen more familiar objects she realized what was missing, compared to every other shop she had been to. None of the items had any notes attached to them: no description, no name, no price. Almost as if someone wasn't expecting to sell anything, and all of these were just for show.
Maybe there was some explanation on the other side of the weird, yellow notes? She reached for the nearest one, wanting to check if maybe there was a readable text on the backside.
"I wouldn't touch that if I were you." Alice moved her hand back, startled by the voice, her ears flicking back and forth. "For more reasons than just plain good manners."
She looked around, searching for the source of the voice, and quickly found it. At the back of the store, behind the counter sat a woman, looking down at something on the countertop before her, but the raised back wall of the desk obscured most of the view. Even so, Alice could see her black outfit and, more importantly, the huge, round hat that she was wearing.
"Um, sorry, I was just..." Alice moved towards the stranger, feeling slightly unnerved by the whole situation. Something was off about her, beyond the unusual attire. "Are those for sale? Not that I want one, I mean they look interesting, but I don't even know what these are."
"Charms." The woman answered, not raising her eyes from the desk before her, keeping most of her face hidden by her hat. Alice moved closer, wanting to see what she was working on. "The ones on the shelves are not exactly for sale, but not just for show either. We will see if you deserve one."
"Charms, as if luck charms?" Alice asked, almost close enough to see what work occupied the shop owner, but then her attention shifted to the last words she heard. "Wait, what do you mean by 'deserve'? Do I have to sign something before I can buy them, like a membership thing?"
"No, but you aren't completely wrong. I will explain when I finish this one, be patient, please. And no more questions for now." The answer came just as Alice finally was able to see what she was working on. The woman was making another one of those yellow notes using a long, metal stylus to draw the lines connecting the paragraphs of text. But as Alice continued watching more and more details struck her as odd.
The stylus was something she he'd never seen before. It looked as if it was made from a single piece of black metal, but at the same time, the upper half was transparent and seemingly hollow, with a liquid sloshing inside. She could mistake it for some fancy pen if not for the fact that the ink was dimly glowing, and each time the tip of the stylus touched the yellow paper she could see a faint, blue spark, that went out as soon as the tool was pulled back.
"And... done," the woman placed the now empty stylus on the desk and slid the finished charm to the side. "Now, let's focus on you and the reason why you are here."
"Huh?" Alice was so mesmerized by the work before her that she couldn't stop staring at the yellow note for a while longer. "Oh, right, I was just curious about the new store I saw and wanted to check it out."
"Oh, my store is anything but new," the answer came with a dismissive flick of a wrist, loosely pointing at the surrounding furniture, "albeit I try to keep everything in good shape, which can obscure its age. It takes a lot of work, even if I don't have as many visitors as I used to."