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Chapter 2 Becoming Vekkari

Chapter 2 Becoming Vekkari

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Fifty Years Later

They called her Vekkári now, and the name carried like heat in the wind, rising off dirt trails and whispered through the smoke of fire pits. To some, she was a sacred rite. To others, a dream with a name. But to those who had found her--who had needed her--she was something deeper. Something their minds couldn't forget, and their bodies couldn't stop craving.

She lived alone, just beyond the trees, where a long ridge of stone rose from the earth like the bones of a buried god. There, at the base, was a cave mouth draped in thick hides, its edges blackened by soot and time. Smoke curled from its vents above, carrying the scent of ash and sex and heat. Inside was warmth--not lavish, but alive. Furs layered the ground. Bones, feathers, and hand-carved totems hung in quiet corners. A glow pulsed from the fire, and the shadows around it moved like lovers' hands.

It was not a temple. Not a throne room. Just a place for release.

And at its center was Vekkári.

When people saw her for the first time, they often went quiet. She was tall and broad-hipped, her body built not for pageants or gods, but for flesh. Pale skin gleamed with the warmth of firelight, stretched over a form shaped by hunger and history. Her black hair spilled down her back in thick, tangled waves, smelling faintly of smoke and sweat.

And then--her eyes.

Blue-gray. Like the sea just before a storm.

They didn't blink quickly. They didn't dart around. They looked, and they saw.

She didn't speak until she needed to. Her presence said enough.

Vekkári's body was a truth of its own: heavy breasts that swayed with slow breaths, thick thighs carved by use, not vanity, and a wide, plump ass that rolled gently with each step. She didn't walk like someone performing seduction. She walked like someone who had no need to prove her power--because everyone around her already felt it.

She didn't fuck for free, but she never turned anyone away for lack of coin. Payment was offered in the form it came: a pouch of herbs, a piece of dried meat, a carved stone. She knew what her clients could afford before they did. She knew what they wanted even when they couldn't say it. Shame was a foreign language to her. Need was the only one she spoke.

They came for different things--gentleness, punishment, the echo of old pain. She gave it all, not out of cruelty, and never for worship, but because she understood what it meant to ache... and what it meant to be seen.

She had once been called Vek.

But Vekkári was no disguise.

It was the name of the self she chose--because she preferred this form, this life, over who she had been.

Her powers had not just grown. They had matured--become deliberate, measured, and infinitely more potent. No longer a reflex born of fear or lust, they were tools of precision, honed by time and wielded with instinct older than language.

She could split herself at will.

At first, there were only two. Then more. One to tend the fire. Another to gather herbs. A third to press her lips to a shivering man's ear and coax the shame from his bones. Each copy was fully her--real in every way. They moved, breathed, touched, and felt with complete awareness. Yet like her, they could not be harmed. No blade could cut them. No fall could bruise. Not even the clumsy scrape of a child's careless touch left a mark. Immortality coursed through every version of her, and none had ever known injury.

She tested herself in secret, always searching for the edge of her ability--but she never found it. There was no ceiling. Only possibility.

Once, she filled a quiet clearing with a hundred of herself--bare and smiling, some kneeling in the grass, others braiding strands of her own hair, others standing still, palms open to the sky.

A few among them shifted into different bodies--still hers, still human, but varied as dreams allowed. One bore the form of a man, strong and broad-shouldered, with a thick cock swaying between his thighs. Another was small and slim, with a boyish frame. One had fuller hips and soft curves; another, lean and wiry. Skin tones varied, as did the shapes of mouths, the tilt of eyes, the fullness of lips. She sculpted herself not for disguise, but for exploration.

And there, under starlight and quiet trees, some of her selves joined in raw, hungry union. Hands tangled in hair. Mouths opened in gasps and groans. One straddled another in the grass, while others kissed slow and deep, their hips grinding in a rhythm carved from instinct and memory.

She took herself, and was taken in turn--each form giving and receiving in a perfect, endless loop.

It wasn't about lust alone. It was intimacy turned inward. A dance between body and mind, flesh and imagination. She knew what pleased her. She knew how to coax out a climax that left her body shaking--and so she gave it to herself, over and over, in the firelit dark.

And when it was over--when their bodies lay scattered and glowing, slick with sweat and breathless with satisfaction--she let them dissolve one by one. Each rejoining the whole. Each leaving her more complete than before.

She had touched countless others. But none knew her like she knew herself.

She didn't need a partner to feel love.

She didn't need worship to feel divine.

She was her own hunger, her own pleasure, her own answer.

Another time, she sent ten versions of herself in ten directions.

No two looked exactly alike. They were all Vekkári--her voice, her mind, her essence--but each shaped with specific intention. One appeared as a wiry youth with long legs and sharp eyes, made to move swiftly through dense forest. Another had wide, callused hands and thick shoulders, perfect for lifting stones and hauling bundles of roots. One took the form of an elder, with fine lines across her brow and silver threading her hair--a figure of wisdom that coaxed trust from a grieving villager. Another seemed soft-bodied and quiet, ideal for sitting in stillness beside the dying and listening to their final truths.

Each shape was crafted with care--some for gathering, some for comforting, some for seduction. Her gift wasn't just replication, but refinement. She didn't duplicate herself out of vanity. She sculpted forms with purpose.

They returned one by one to the mouth of her cave, bearing what they had collected: bitterroot from riverbanks, secrets moaned through clenched teeth in the dark, and new ways to hold a soul until it let go.

When she called them home, they merged back into her.

Each memory became her own--not like listening to a retelling, but like living it firsthand. Ten forms had walked the world. Ten minds had touched, learned, remembered. And now, those ten lives layered into her like overlapping dreams--vivid, seamless, complete.

This was how she grew--not only by time, but by experience, multiplied and collected like fruit from many trees.

She did not merely walk the world.

She unfolded into it.

She had touched so many, heard even more, but never broke. Never faltered. Never bled. Her strength came not from dominance, but from knowing.

She was not a god. Not a queen.

She was not wounded. Not aged. Not dying.

She was only Vekkári.

And becoming was all she had ever done.

She crouched along a moss-covered ledge, still as the stone beneath her. A lithe version of Vekkári--slender and boyish, built for quiet movement and still observation. Her bare feet gripped the damp rock, and her long black braid hung loose down her back. Her chest was small, her hips narrow, her presence nearly ghostlike in the morning haze.

But she was not a girl.

She was Vekkári. One of many. A thought given form. A whisper of the whole.

Below her, a man walked the winding trail with a hunger she had felt before--but never quite like this. It wasn't lust. Not power. It was something older. More fragile.

He wanted a child.

His thoughts spilled out of him in desperate waves--images of a son he had never known, a family not yet formed. And always her name. Not screamed in need, not whispered in worship. Spoken with trembling hope.

"Vekkári..."

The clone didn't move, but she felt.

Felt his longing.

Felt the ripple it sent through the bond she shared with her true self.

And far away--back in the cave where firelight flickered across smooth stone--Vekkári stirred in quiet thought. Not with alarm, but with wonder. Reflection.

Because the truth was:

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Vekkári had never given birth.

For just over a century, she had walked the earth in many forms--listening, healing, fucking, guiding. She had tasted death on other people's tongues, but never known birth from her own body. Her immortality had preserved her from age, but it had never demanded she create. Her powers had made her many things--a shapeshifter, a healer, a companion, a mirror--but never a mother.

She had taken seed. She had felt it settle. But she had never chosen to finish it.

Never let it grow.

Never felt what it meant to create something new and let it live.

And now, this man--worn, hopeful, breaking in quiet places--had brought her a new question.

Could she carry life? Truly? Not just flesh, but future?

The clone inhaled, slow and steady, as the man knelt by the trail to rest. His mind throbbed with longing. She could feel the weight of his years of failure. And in the silent stretch between her and the source, Vekkári herself asked the questions that stirred in both their hearts:

Could I?

Should I?

Would the child grow in her like it would in any other woman? Would her shifting--her endless becoming--endanger the life inside her? Could her other selves exist while one body carried something so fragile?

And deeper still:

Would the child be human? Or would it inherit what she herself didn't fully understand?

She had always believed her gifts would not pass on.

But now... she wasn't certain.

She had lived a long life, yes--ninety, maybe a hundred years. But immortality didn't mean omniscience. She was still learning what she was. Still discovering what she could become.

And this man's longing had revealed something she hadn't expected.

Not lust.

Not awe.

Possibility.

The clone watched the man as he rested beneath a crooked tree, the curve of his back heavy with longing. His hands trembled slightly as he drank from a waterskin. His thoughts remained fixed on the same idea--a child--looping like a chant. She felt the ache behind it, the hunger to plant a seed and see it take root in something lasting.

And deep in the cave, through the bond they shared, Vekkári considered the weight of that hope.

This wasn't just a question of will. It was a question of form--of biology, of risk.

Because when she took the shape of a woman, she didn't just wear the skin. She was that body. Entirely. Her internal organs morphed alongside her bones and flesh. She experienced everything a naturally born woman did. Her womb formed fully, her cervix softened and opened in rhythm with the moon. And yes--she menstruated. Once a month, a slow bleed reminded her that she was more than a mimic. She was a participant in life's cycle.

When she shifted to the shape of a man, the change was just as complete. Her body thickened, her chest flattened. Her clit became cock and testicles. And when aroused, she produced semen--hot, thick, and fertile. It could impregnate. Perhaps it did, she wasn't sure.

Her powers were precise. Not cosmetic, not surface-level illusions. She wasn't just pretending. She became.

Which meant that, in theory, she could become pregnant. Fully. Naturally. No different than any other woman.

That truth had always been tucked away--acknowledged, but never tested. She had lived just over a century exploring what others needed from her. Desire, comfort, healing. She had never taken what she needed.

Until now, she had never asked the question that lingered in the cool morning air, heavy with possibility:

Was she ready to give herself to creation?

The clone flexed her fingers against the stone beneath her. The man began to rise again, unaware that his presence had awakened something new in a being who had long believed she had no more mysteries left to solve.

He believed she could give him a child.

And perhaps, for the first time in her long life, Vekkári was beginning to believe it too.

The clone remained still in her perch, crouched in the mossy cradle of stone above the trail. A quiet version of Vekkári, built for watching and listening, her breath shallow, her pulse a silent echo beneath her skin. She made no move to reveal herself. Not yet.

She closed her eyes and reached deeper into the man's thoughts--not intruding, but listening, the way wind listens to the bend of trees.

What she found there was not lust.

Not even the need for legacy.

It was grief.

The man's mind was heavy with it. Thick, slow-moving sorrow, like tree sap hardened over years. His desire for a child wasn't rooted in pride--it was a wound, unhealed and still bleeding beneath the surface.

Her name surfaced first. A soft name. A name he thought with reverence and pain: Temla.

His wife.

She had died years ago, in childbirth. The child, their first, had died with her. He had been too far from help. The labor had come too soon, too violently. The memory of it was etched into his mind like cuts on stone--the screaming, the silence, the stillness that followed. It had broken something in him. Not cleanly. Not quickly. But slowly. Every day since.

He had wandered since then, not in search of company or comfort, but of something that could fill the shape left behind. A child. Not to replace Temla, never that--but to make something of her memory. To see her eyes in another's. To hold what she could never give him.

And then, one night, by firelight, he heard a story.

Of the woman who lived beyond the forests.

Of the shapeshifter. The healer. The one who never aged, never bled, never broke.

Of Vekkári.

At first, he had not believed. But desperation made room for hope. Hope made room for belief. And belief gave him a path.

He had followed it here.

The clone--this quiet shadow of Vekkári--felt a shift inside herself. A tightening. A tremor. Not of pity. Not even sympathy.

Of recognition.

She had healed wounds before. She had satisfied carnal needs, calmed madness, held dying hands. But she had never been asked for something like this. Not to create what grief had taken. Not to become the vessel of a second chance.

He didn't seek a woman to fuck.

He sought a miracle.

And the weight of that began to settle into her--into all of her.

Still hidden, the clone inhaled deeply. The scent of wet bark and old leaves filled her lungs.

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She would not reveal herself. Not yet.

Not until the core of her--the whole Vekkári--had decided whether this was something she could give.

Or rather, something she should give.

And if she did...

She might never be the same again.

The clone watched him a moment longer.

She had seen enough. Felt enough. The ache inside him was real--not driven by greed or desire to conquer, but by loss that refused to fade. She didn't yet know if what he asked could--or should--be done. But he had come far. And he had earned, at least, a chance to speak with her.

So she moved.

Not suddenly, not loudly--just enough to be seen. Her light frame shifted from the ledge, her bare feet barely making a sound as she dropped to the trail a few paces ahead of him.

The man startled, stepping back, one hand flying to the crude stone knife at his side.

She lifted both palms, slow, gentle.

"No need for that," she said. Her voice was soft, unthreatening. "You looked lost."

He blinked, unsure if she was real. "I--no. I mean... maybe. I'm looking for someone."

Her head tilted slightly. "Is that so?"

"Yes," he said, steadier now. "A woman. They say she lives out here. Her name is... Vekkári."

The clone blinked slowly, playing the part. "I've heard the name."

"Is she real?" he asked. "They say she can heal anything. That she never dies. That she can give a man... things others cannot."

The clone gave a faint smile--small, unreadable. "Rumors like that tend to stretch truth. But maybe they start somewhere real."

His expression tightened. He looked down. "I'm not looking for power. Or pleasure."

She nodded, feigning understanding, though she already knew more than he had spoken aloud. "Then what is it you seek?"

There was a pause. A weight.

"My wife," he said, voice low, "died giving birth. Years ago. The child too. I never... I never found peace."

She said nothing.

He swallowed. "Someone told me Vekkári might be able to... help. That maybe she could give me another chance. Not to replace them. Just..."

"To remember them," she finished gently.

He looked up, eyes wide. "Yes."

The clone stepped closer, her gaze steady. "You're a half day from her village. I can take you."

He hesitated only a moment, then nodded.

And so they walked.

The journey was quiet but not uncomfortable. The man asked no questions. She offered no unnecessary words. The woods thickened, then thinned. At one point, they stopped by a spring to drink. He watched her, perhaps wondering if she was more than she claimed--but said nothing.

By midafternoon, the trees gave way to a worn path of stone and packed dirt. Smoke curled faintly in the distance from fires unseen. Birdcalls echoed through the warm air. The man stepped slowly, reverently, as if crossing into sacred ground.

Then, ahead--standing where the light fell through the trees in golden shafts--she waited.

Vekkári.

Her full form. The one whispered about. The one carried across the mouths of desperate men and wild women alike. She was tall, radiant in her simplicity--bare-footed, wrapped in a thin layer of hide, her body full and strong. Her black hair spilled freely down her back, her storm-colored eyes locked onto his as he approached.

The clone slowed to a stop beside him but said nothing more.

He stood still, breath shallow, gaze wide.

And for the first time in his life, he believed the stories were true.

He stepped into the clearing.

His eyes met hers. And Vekkári felt everything.

The tremor in his chest. The awe clinging to his bones. The fear of being wrong. The desperate hope of being right.

She stood still--tall, unshifting, with arms relaxed at her sides--but her mind surged like a tide behind her calm gaze.

He came for something I've never given.

Her storm-gray eyes scanned him--not his body, but his soul, already half-open from grief. She had seen men want children before. Some out of pride. Some out of loneliness. But this man... his want came from something hollowed out long ago.

"He believes we can do this."

The voice was hers--but not spoken. The clone, now standing silent beside him, echoed the thought inward, speaking not aloud, but into the shared mind. Her tone was cautious, measured, but not dismissive.

"He believes we can give him what death denied."

But I never have, Vekkári thought. Not once.

She had lived at least a century--shifting, splitting, serving. She had felt life enter her, had even let it stir inside her belly. But she had never let it take root.

She had always stopped before the unknown. Not from fear. But from uncertainty.

Could I carry life all the way to breath? Could I let something grow inside me while shifting, splitting, moving between forms?

"You've changed form while bleeding. You've walked as a man and a woman in the same day."

That's different. A child is not a cycle. A child is not a temporary shape.

She looked at the man again. He stared, not speaking, barely breathing.

"You know he's not here for pleasure."

Yes.

"He wants to hold something that feels like her."

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