(Chapter 22.) The division.
The division is finally here. I wake up early and most of the guys are asleep. Liam is one of the guys sound asleep and I don't disturb him. I watch him for a moment. Happy that he has a certainty that I don't, and I leave him. I have a great calm feeling as I shower, eat and prepare. I check myself out in the mirror, flex a few times. Get my hair the way I like it. Before I know it, I am called along with a number of other guys, some of whom had still been asleep when the service bots tell us to assemble on the lawn.
There are about 50 of us, and we are taken to a large room in the admin center. I don't say any goodbyes. I feel pretty sure what today will bring.
Brett, Calvin, Dean, and another 15 or so names are called out. As we step forward, I see we are all clearly bulls. Not one of us is less than 5 inches soft. We are the biggest of all the boys.
I feel so relieved. As we are led away. We are taken to the medical center. I am the first one called into one of about 10 rooms down this corridor. As I enter the room, it is clearly a medical facility and I assume this is where I will get the Golden Nectar.
"Brett. I am Dr. Anderson," the Bull says. Even though he wears a white coverall, it is open down the front and I can see his long thick, exposed cock. He is rock hard and has a silver cock ring on his massive bull dick.
The room seems quite empty, with a few chairs. A couple of breeders with E Tabs they seem to tap away at. In the middle of the room is an almost upright table.
"Hello, Doc," I say.
"Now, if you could get up here, Brett. I will take some measurements, a blood sample, a DNA sample, run a few tests on you and give you the Golden Nectar, get you on your way to becoming a big bull," he says with an upbeat voice.
I almost run across the room, ready to become a bull. I knew I was stupid to worry. I put my feet on the two metal plates that seem designed for putting my feet on.
"Now lean back. Brett. Perfect," he says.
I am now resting almost upright against the table. The breeders have moved forward to either side of me. I feel a scratch on my arm.
"You didn't even feel that, did you?" The Doctor says in that sing-song voice.
One of the breeders walks over and pulls a strap out under my left arm and passes it under my arm, which feels heavy. The breeder hands the strap to the other breeder, and he places it under my right arm. My body feels heavy all of a sudden.
"Doc, what are you doing?" But my voice is slow and sluggish.
"Just securing you in place." I feel the strap tighten, and it starts to take the weight off my body. I feel my head fall forward, then I feel it pulled back. A strap is placed around my forehead, and my head is placed back against the table at what seems like an awkward angle. I have a view of my dick.
"Doc," I say.
The Doc is fussing around. I can't see what he is doing, but I feel the breeders strap my left leg and then my right leg.
My body feels heavy and numb. I feel the table lowered back and I try to struggle, but my body won't move right and I am strapped down. I am now lying almost flat but not quite. My heart races, and I feel a sense of fear and panic. This doesn't feel right.
My head is clearly positioned, so I can see between my legs. They are held apart, and my cock and balls are exposed and I see the Doctor smile. He holds up the clamping device I saw him use on Gordon on the visi screen. I really panic, this isn't right, this can't be right. Not me, not this. The clamp's chrome glints in the light. I know it will hold everything nicely in place as the Doctor makes that final cut. This can't be.
"Doc, NO! I am a bull. The Golden Nectar you said," I say and my words are slow.
The Doc just laughs and moves between my legs and grabs hold of my dick. "You do have a big cock, Brett,. It is almost as big as a bull cock. In fact, some bulls don't have this much, such a shame," he says, and that sing-song voice has turned quite sinister. He rolls back my foreskin and exposes the head of my dick. He places a silver cone on the head of my dick.
"NO DOC PLEASE NO!" I scream. I feel like I want to be sick. I know what he is doing.
"What Brett? You are meant to be a bull. Why? Because you have a big dick and big muscles? Silly, silly boy, the big boys always make the best breeders and you are one of the biggest, so you will be a fine breeder bitch for many cocks. The clever ones almost expect it, the mediocre and average are usually resigned and the rich boys know they were betrayed by a loving father. It takes all sorts. But my preference is a big breeder like you," he says, stroking my chest.
"I will be sure to keep an eye on you as big Brett fades away. I have a special treatment for you," he says and laughs.
"Doctor no. Don't. There has been a mistake. I don't want to be a breeder god, no Doc, not this. Please," I feel my heart race. This can't be happening. I start to cry.
My eyes fill with tears. I yell and cry. "I don't want a pussy, not that. Please god no not my dick. THIS IS A MISTAKE!"
"No Brett, no mistake. Brett, you are dumb as a post. Your IQ is very low, really low. You are the perfect breeder material. You have nothing to offer. No excellence in anything that I can see in your file. Nothing to mark you out as special. Your parents have credit, but not enough, it would seem, for more than a handful of bulls. You haven't excelled in any academic way, you have no commendation for any sort of bravery. You do look great and have a huge cock, but that is not part of the criteria, we have drugs for that. It is called Golden Nectar. We can make a boy big and strong, but we can't give him brains, though. We can't give him a rich father and even then, that is no guarantee. And now look at you crying just like a breeder. A real bull wouldn't cry like this. I haven't even cut you and already you cry. 'Oh no, Doc.' 'A mistake doc.' See Brett; all you are doing is proving to me they made the right decision with a blubbering thing like you," he says.
"But Doc, not this, please don't, not this please. I don't want a cunt," I plead and sob.
He grabs my dick. "Brett, this is so big, so big and thick and long, but you are a breeder. So I need to take care of this thing," he said and squeezed my fat cock. He takes the cone off my dick.
"Maybe we did make a mistake," he says and squeezes on my soft cock.
I look at him. "Really?! Oh god thank you doc, thanks doc," I say and he looks at me.
He says nothing and begins to jerk me. His thick firm fingers slowly rub the skin of my dick back and forth. He says nothing and neither do I. He pumps the shaft and works me, and I start to get hard. "Such a big cock. Such a big bull cock," he says finally.
"Doc. I err..." I am confused. Has he changed his mind? He tugs fast and hard. He works me hard for a few minutes, fast and furious. He just grins at me, saying nothing. I am not sure what is going on and am too scared to say anything. Maybe it is some test and if it is, why the fuck didn't Angel tell me about it?
"You like that, Brett? Look how hard you are getting you like that, don't you?" He tugs on my dick.
"Yeah," I say hesitantly.
His strokes become firmer and longer. He emphasizes the skin rolling back and forth over the head. Each stroke is a reminder of what he can take away. He is now gripping me and pulling my still uncut cock a little too hard at times, but it still feels good. "All that foreskin on your big bull cock. Feel so good sliding over your cockhead, doesn't it Brett?"
"Yes Doc, don't cut me please, I want a bull cock," I say and I am getting really close now. My dick feels good, and he works it faster, harder, faster. He smiles at me.
"Yeah, you fucking love it, Brett. You love a big bull like me jerking you. Don't you?" He asks. I see he is hard and leaking as he jerks me off.
"No...Yes," I say, confused and am getting fucking close. I feel my toes clenching and the tension in my thighs.
"Yes, you do, you are getting so fucking close with my big bull hands stroking your clitty aren't you," he asks?
"No... Yes... God. Doc. I am a bull, not a breeder, honestly," I say. I am desperate at the will of this man. My entire future hangs in the balance of this man. I feel so weak and vulnerable. I can't be a fucking breeder. A series of holes to be fucked and filled. Yet here I am, begging and pleading like a bitch, as some fucking bastard holds my precious cock in his hands. My future. I already think I know what it feels like to be a pathetic breeder and I don't want to feel this anymore.
"'No.' 'Yes'. 'God.' Listen to yourself. Brett, I am jerking you, and you fucking love it, don't you?" he asks, smiling at me.
"Yes," I say, taking my chance, that is what he wants me to say.
"Yes, you do. You love having your clitty jerked, don't you?" he asks, and I am really, really close now.
"No sir. It is a cock," I say, and I feel my nuts churn a little, but somehow stop the impending eruption.