My name is Beatrice Harold. A five-foot-ten, brown-skinned, black-haired and pleasantly voluptuous ( and big-bottomed ) young Haitian-American woman living in the city of Brockton, Massachusetts. Anyone looking at me would see an ordinary gal. A sweet-faced young lady with a permanently dreamy expression. I've been told my light brown eyes are naturally sleepy-looking. People make plenty of assumptions about me when we first meet. And they're wrong most of the time. You see, I'm far from ordinary. I've got super powers. I'm the vigilante known as the Avenging Angel. I fight crime. And I take no shit from anybody. That's how I roll.
It's hard to believe that I was just an ordinary chemistry student at UMass-Boston at the beginning of this year. A recent graduate of Brockton Community High School, I looked forward to starting my college career in my favorite town. Plenty of my Haitian, Jamaican, African-American, Cape Verdean and Hispanic friends from Brockton Community High School were attending Boston-area private schools like Bay State College, Gibbs College, Berklee College of Music and Emerson College. I chose UMass-Boston because of its large concentration of Black, Asian and Hispanic students. I like racial and ethnic diversity in American academia, thank you very much. If I wanted to go to a lily-white school, I would have gone to the University of Maine, which accepted me but I declined their offer.
I was working in the chemistry lab when I got zapped by this incredibly piece of machinery known as the Atom Scrambler. Basically, it scrambles your atoms in unpredictable ways. I was exposed to it purely by accident. It was supposed to kill me but instead, it changed me. I wouldn't realize it until a week later, though. Somehow, the Scrambler gave me the strength of ten to fifteen men, inhuman stamina and an accelerated healing ability. I was besides myself as these extraordinary powers became a part of my daily life. I saw the potential for greatness, and the danger as well. In the movies and comic books, every super-hero or super-heroine must prove themselves by taking on the forces of evil and battling injustice in a world gone mad.
I never thought anything like this would happen to me, though. I live in a pretty mundane world. My father, Bertrand Harold is a police officer in our hometown and my mother, Christine Joseph Harold is a Professor of Sociology at Boston University. My older brother Jerome attends a famous military school, the Massachusetts Maritime Academy. We're a pretty normal family. We live in a nice two-story house in Brockton's West Side, not too far from the high school. I considered myself a pretty average gal. I've got a talent for chemistry. It's been an area of interest for me ever since my junior high days. Lots of people don't know what they want to do when they start college. For me, there never was any doubt. I wanted to be the first Haitian-American female to win the Nobel Prize in Chemistry. That's one of my goals. I didn't want to become a superhero or fight crime. I'm a pretty realistic and down-to-earth person, not one of those lofty dreamers you meet from time to time. I'm as realistic and grounded as they come. That's the kind of person my family raised me to be.
So when my abilities first manifested themselves, I sought out to find out as much about them as I could. I measured my blood pressure, body temperature, height and weight. I tested my blood for anomalies. And you know what? Everything registered as normal. That's the unsettling find. I was still the five-foot-ten, 230-pound, brown-skinned and dreamy-eyed Haitian chick I've always been. The boldest thing I've done in my life was trying out for the men's wrestling team at my old school. My parents didn't approve but they reluctantly signed the papers allowing me to compete. I was one of three females on the high school wrestling team. Wrestling was grueling, but wickedly fun at times. I lasted for one season, and it was okay. I won fifty six percent of my matches, which isn't bad for a first-year wrestler. I gave up athletics to focus on my schoolwork when my GPA slipped nearly one point due to my obsession with coed varsity wrestling. I wanted to get into a good school so I couldn't let my love of wrestling interfere with my dedication to academia. So I quit wrestling and once more became the Queen of the Nerds on campus.
Those days are vivid in my memory but they seem like a lifetime ago, considering all that's happened in my life. I tried to lead as normal a life as I could under the circumstances. I didn't get the urge to wear a brightly colored costume and fight crime in the streets of Brockton and Boston. I had much more important things going on. There were some talented young people at UMass-Boston's Chemistry Department. And I was one of them. My only rivals were this short, nerdy Asian chick named Lynn Chang and this tall and almost ridiculously good-looking and unfortunately openly gay Hispanic guy named Hector Chavez. Hector and I were friendly but Lynn hated my guts with a fiery passion. I really didn't like that chick!
I didn't make many friends at UMass-Boston. Most of the students were interested in the social scene. During the weekends, they went to sporting events or night clubs. Me? I was always in the lab, tirelessly working. There are a lot of smart people at Boston-area colleges and universities. Schools like Boston College, Suffolk University and Tufts University along with Northeastern University are cranking out talented graduates who rival the blue-blooded rich brats who attend Harvard and MIT when it comes to readiness for the working world. The University of Massachusetts in Boston was a respectable institution, but I had a lot of competition. I couldn't afford to relax, or slack off. Seriously. I had too much to lose.
I'm a scientific person through and true but sometimes, I think I'm starting to believe there's a higher power guiding our lives and actions. How else would you explain how I was plunged into the world of crime fighting? I was hanging out downtown with Hector and his buddy Manny Lassiter, a good-looking Black guy who was also hopelessly queer. I loved hanging out with these two. They were charming, friendly and funny. Definitely the kind of company I needed since I'd fallen into a funk recently. I was really bored and borderline depressed. Too much time spent in the lab, I guess. Manny Lassiter ran Track for Northeastern University. He was that rare openly gay African-American student-athlete you seldom hear about. I liked him. He and Hector were just friends, he assured me. When I wondered aloud how come two good-looking and openly gay college men chose to be just friends rather than boyfriends, they told me they'd known each other for ages. Ever since their days at Boston College High School. Wow. That's a long friendship!
Watching Hector and Manny, I found myself envious. There were times when I felt really lonely in the big city. I had the unconditional love and support of my family but I lacked friends among my peer group. And I haven't had a serious boyfriend since the beginning of my last year at Brockton Community High School. My last boyfriend was this tall, good-looking Black guy named Achilles Jean Pierre. A.J. to his friends. He played football for the high school and would eventually sign a letter of intent to play for the University of Massachusetts at Amherst. He was the big man on campus. Tall, good-looking, smart and athletic. The kind of guy all the females wanted, and I was no exception. I've never been lucky with guys and I'm quite shy around the ones I liked. Imagine my surprise when A.J. asked to be introduced to me at a party where I hung out with my old wrestling teammates. I was stunned, and thrilled. A.J. and I looked into each other's eyes, and it was love at first sight. From that day, we were inseparable.
A.J. and I had a whirlwind romance. My parents were thrilled to see me interested in a guy. Especially a good-looking, smart young Black man like A.J. He was a fellow Haitian, and as it turns out, we even went to the same Haitian Catholic church in Brockton's West Side. How about that? Yeah, I loved A.J. And he loved me. Once, we were attacked by a gun-toting mugger in George Keith Park in Brockton. And A.J. didn't back down, though I begged him to just hand the guy the money we had and leave it at that. A.J. fearlessly grappled with the mugger and eventually knocked the guy out. He was my hero! We even went to the Prom together. I lost my virginity to him. He asked me to come to UMass-Amherst with him. I really wish I could have gone there, just to be with him, but UMass-Boston was offering me an academic scholarship. I couldn't afford to go to a big school like UMass-Amherst. It was too expensive, and financial aid wasn't guaranteed. A.J. was really disappointed that I didn't follow him to UMass-Amherst. I think that's what broke us up. To this day, I regret it, but what could I do?
All those thoughts were running through my head as I walked through the city with Hector and Manny, my new friends. Imagine my surprise when we were approached by six or seven people, all of them white and in their early twenties, at the park. They smiled nastily and circled us. I counted six males and three females. All of them were pale, and unfriendly. They asked us where we were going. Hector told them to mind their fucking business. They laughed. Then one of them, a blonde white chick, produced a pistol. She called Hector a motherfucking spic and told him to shut the fuck up. I heard the others call her Marilyn. I stared hard at her, as did Hector and Manny.
I couldn't believe my eyes. I lived in a state where a Black man was recently elected Governor. In a year that saw the election of a Black man to the Office of the President of the United States, racist white women and racist white men were making a comeback as well. Deep down in my heart, I always knew plenty of white people were racist, no matter how much they claimed to be open-minded. And the proof was right in front of me. Seven wholesome, well-dressed young white men and young white women were holding me and my friends at gunpoint simply because we were minorities in the big city. Some naΓ―ve Black people think it's only down South that white people are racist. How foolish. I always knew blue-blooded New Englanders were just as vicious as the Southerners, they were just more discreet about it.