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Grace
Grace fidgeted nervously as she walked through the gates to the city of Redd. The petite housemaid servant girl turned soon-to-be queen's gait was rigid, twitching with every step. She was smaller than her entourage by a head, with a slender build, a modest bust, and narrow hips. Her delicate fingers vibrated with nerves, apprehensive about meeting this Rodrick.
She had always been wary of wizards, though she'd never met one other than Lord Beyron and Miranda. Lord Beyron had always been cordial when she interacted with him, though more often than not, he came across as dismissive. She knew it was due to his nature, but it still rubbed her the wrong way. Miranda had always been friendly to her, but the power the young woman radiated intimidated her fiercely.
"You keep chewing on the inside of your cheek like that, and you'll not have a cheek left for Lord Galen to kiss, dearie," Lairn teased her, winking. The guard woman had a twinkle of mischief in her eyes, and the humor eased Grace's nerves somewhat.
Lairn was a brunette like her, her hair a touch longer and a shade lighter. She was a guard from the capitol that Lord Galen had saved from his battle with the emperor's soldiers when they arrived to try and execute him for killing the emperor's son, King Jasper. Jasper had abducted Galen's two wives, killing them and their unborn children in a jealous rage.
The shortest of her guards, Lairn's authority was uncontested among the six, save for her counterpart, Brittany.
"I can't help it," Grace replied, feeling a gentle hand rest on her left shoulder.
"Can I give you some advice?" Brittany asked.
Brittany was a busty blonde, with piercing gray eyes and a tactless, yet mischievous personality. Where Lairn was a sentry for the emperor's camp, Brittany had been among the group of women Galen had allowed to live on the battlefield itself, all but pining for him to give her a child at the sight of his prowess in battle.
"If it'll help ease my nerves, please," Grace worriedly replied.
"Probably not. In fact, it may come off a bit harsh, but I'm going to say it anyway. You're betrothed to a king, love. Act like it."
Grace shot the guard woman a withering glare.
"Yes! Like that!" Brittany grinned, her teeth shining white through the open-faced helm she wore.
"And how exactly am I supposed to pretend like I'm not being escorted to the gallows when that's precisely how I feel?"
"What are you worried about?" Lairn asked with a dismissive wave toward the guards at the gate.
"I don't know," Grace replied. "Is Rodrick nice? Will he treat me like a child and dismiss my training because he doesn't want to train me? Will he be too busy to train me properly? Will he even be able to train me?"
"Easy, love," Brittany said, trying to soothe the poor girl's nerves. "You're overthinking the whole thing a bit."
"That's easy for you to say," Grace retorted. "You're not the one with rare magical powers assigned to the tutelage of a wizard who may or may not have even heard of said powers."
"Look at it like this," Lairn offered. "Even if he's never heard of the powers you possess, he'll still be able to help you master your control over them. He's a wizard, and so are you. It doesn't matter that he can't perform the same magic you can. It's your focus he'll train you to master."
Grace sighed. "I guess."
"A wizard helped me with my sword training," Brittany offered.
"Really?" Grace asked, surprised. "How?"
"She helped me focus," Brittany said with a shrug. "When I first started training, I was fearful of getting hit. And boy, did I get hit a lot. I couldn't get past the pain and the fear of being struck, so I kept making mistakes that would get me killed in battle. Lady Emily took pity on me and helped me not only master my fear but also look past it to understand that to be afraid of pain is to be afraid to live."
"That makes no sense whatsoever," Grace replied, confused.
"What is pain," Lairn said, "but proof of life? If you feel pain, then you know you're still alive. It's when you feel no pain during battle that you should be worried."
"Wait," Grace said. "I'm not a warrior. I don't understand where you're going with this."
"The point is, it's okay to be afraid," Brittany explained. "But use that fear to fuel your desire to master yourself. Push past the pain and fear to focus on being a better you."
"I'm still confused," Grace said, stopping in the middle of the road and putting her face in her hands. Her six guards stopped with her.
"Think about it this way," Lairn explained. "When was the first time you noticed Lord Galen not as a lord, but as someone you wanted as a lover?"
Grace looked up at her with uncertainty.
"How did you feel at that time?" Brittany asked. "Besides horny as fuck." She grinned.
Grace's nerves were too on edge to laugh as she looked down at the street below. She thought about the first time she had seen Lord Galen as someone she wanted to love.
"I suppose I was a bit afraid. I mean, how could a man like him be interested in a girl like me? Lady Miranda was strong and confident. Matilda always spoke her mind, no matter the consequences. Lady Lucinda is his personal guard and wife, and intimidating with her presence. Priscilla is a gods-damned dragon, for crying out loud, and they're all so fucking beautiful it hurts! They make it look so easy! How could I possibly measure up to them?"
"But you couldn't outwardly show all that, could you?" Lairn asked.
"Heavens no," Grace replied with a gasp, her cheeks heating at the mere thought.
"So, you hid it, bottled it up inside until you felt it was safe to express outwardly," Brittany said. "No matter how many times you saw him, you were always just Grace, the simple housemaid. No more, no less."
"Even though the emotions roiling through your body made you feel like you were going to explode," Lairn added.
"Yes," Grace whispered, her voice barely audible.
"And that's how you act like you're betrothed to a king," Brittany said. "We're not saying it's not okay to be afraid. Just don't show that you're afraid. And when the time comes, use that fear to master not only your own emotions but also the focus you need to control your powers."
Grace stood there for long moments, thinking about what the women had said. She was pulled from her reverie by someone intentionally clearing their throat.
"My lady," one of the other guards said. "It might be best if we move on."
Grace looked up and noticed that the whole street had gone motionless. People stopped and stared, their eyes filled with trepidation as they observed the small contingent of guards and one noblewoman. Well, pretend noblewoman, Grace thought.
Horses attached to carts and wagons fidgeted and stomped their hooves, whickering in what seemed like irritation at having to remain still. Grace's cheeks flushed slightly at the attention she was drawing. She sighed, coming to a decision.
Straightening her back and looking around with purpose, she said, "Right, Gayle. My apologies for the delay."
As they moved on down the street, the people returned to their errands, deliberately ignoring the group.
"Well done," Lairn whispered from Grace's right. "Just keep that up when we arrive at the castle, and you'll be just fine."
"I think I just pissed myself," Grace whispered back.
"Seriously!?!?" Brittany exclaimed, snorting loudly.
"No, you brutish woman," Grace seethed through her teeth. "It was just an expression."
"Ahh, trying to mask your fear with humor," Brittany quipped. "Not bad."
Grace sighed in exasperation. "Is she always like this?" she asked Lairn.
"Not always," Lairn replied with a lighthearted chuckle. "She does sleep."
"Though she snores louder than a dragon's roar," Gayle teased with a giggle from the rear, and the other guards joined in with their teasing laughter.
"Careful, Gayle," Brittany warned. "I'll make a point to bunk with you if you keep it up."
"Gods no," Gayle replied with genuine fear, and the other guards laughed even harder.
"That's what I thought," Brittany said with a triumphant smile, visible even behind the face guard of her helm.
"And Grace," Lairn added, placing a hand on her shoulder. Grace looked over at the guard woman uncertainly. "You are just as beautiful as they are."
Grace snorted. "Thank you for the compliment, Lairn, but you'd have to be blind to think that."
"Hey," Brittany exclaimed with a light-hearted bump to Grace's other shoulder. Gentle as it was, it still nearly sent the petite girl careening into Lairn's side. "Lord Galen chose you."
"Would you be careful?" Grace seethed as she righted herself. Brittany shrugged in apology. "And what's your point?"
"Do you think he'd associate himself with a wife who wasn't beautiful?" Lairn asked.
"Well, no," Grace replied.
"There's your answer, then," Brittany said. "You're beautiful. Believe it. Own it. Love it."
"You're incorrigible," Grace said, glancing at Brittany out of the corner of her eye.