Nix knew it would hurt, in the eternity between being shoved out the door and hitting the ocean. In her panic, she tried to do everything she could to help. She tucked her arms. She pinned her legs together, ankle to ankle. She closed her eyes.
None of it helped.
She hit, and the ocean felt as solid as a wall.
Everything went dark, and the only sensation was a deep, infrared pain.
***
When her eyes opened, the pain felt distant. She could catalog the breaks, the strange way her body felt twisted and deformed, in the same way she had check-listed her way through the sicknesses of spirits. But she didn't wish to. She simply wished to see what happened next.
To her surprise, she was still in the sea - she supposed it made sense on a certain level, but...if she had opened her eyes to see herself in some ship's medical ward, or whisked to Burned York by some contrivance of a friend or ally? She might have understood that better than opening her eyes and seeing the spreading, clear blue waters of the Gulf.
She floated upon her back, bobbing up and down, and with each motion, she felt that distant jarring, that grinding of bone on bone.
The sun was setting.
Her eyes half closed. She wondered what it would be like, to float down into the infinite depths, to be nibbled apart by fish. She wondered if spirits ever wondered about fish - about tiny jaws and snapping teeth.
The sky overhead seemed as infinite and deep as the ocean beneath her. She could see the stars.
Water lapped over her eyes and Nix blinked away the salt sting of it.
And when she looked again, the stars were whirling overhead. The Big Dipper spun on an axis, the tiny sparkles that were each of her constitute starts spreading outwards - like dandelion seeds being blown off the stem by an eager child. The Belt of Orion slipped free and those three brilliant motes swung closer and closer - drifting from the sky, dancing around her nose. They were incredible small, and incredibly bright. Nix remembered reading that stars were other suns - not pinpricks in the curtain of night.
She croaked out a word as she floated.
"Hello?"
The stars continued their wheeling...
And the sea became utterly still. The surface was unto mirror glass, and she no longer floated. Her back rested upon soft sand, which swelled beneath her and spread outwards. Now, her bones did not grind and her wounds did not tug against flesh. She was able to simply lay there, breathing slowly, wheezing. Red stained the water around her - but she did not fear sharks. Not here. The stars were all gone, and there was just an infinite blackness over her head.
Nix licked chapped lips.
"Am I dead?" she whispered.
"No."
The voice was feminine and soft. A pale blue hand reached down, cradling her cheek. It was cold and felt like porcelain, fine and delicate. When the hand drew away, Nix could see the fingers were articulated - gold lines ran along their backs, and each line was notched like a ruler. The fingernails had small rectangular indentations, and there was elegant numbering etched into them. They reminded her of...something. She couldn't remember what. Another hand caressed her hand, gently, and a third and fourth took hold of one of her legs.
"This shall hurt, little Planētē."
Nix knew some Greek and Latin from her time, in schooling.
Wanderer.
It did hurt when the extra hands set her leg. Nix barely had the energy and breath to whimper.
"Who are you?" she sobbed, tears brimming in her eyes.
Those gentle blue hands caressed her, and a figure leaned over her. It was a spirit - but she was like no spirit that Nix had ever seen before. Her skin was brilliant sky blue, and her hair was the shimmering white of starlight. Her eyes glowed blue on black, and her joints and seams were all of gold. The lines of numbers and notches ran along arms and shoulders, shoulders that themselves were oddly arranged. Rather than two arms, she had four, and all four held Nix as she looked into her eyes. Her voice was soft. "Rest, Planētē...help will be coming."
Her hand brushed a strand of Nix's hair behind her ear as Nix whispered through the pain. "I don't understand."
"Hush. Hush." The spirit leaned over. Her lips, cool enough to leave a tingling mark on Nix's brow, were gentle. "You must live. For her. Only you can save her, Planētē. You need only remember what you know." Those gentle blue fingers caressed Nix's belly, her cheek, her hair.
"I don't...I don't-" Nix's voice hitched. She coughed and spluttered. Water was running over her lips as she bobbed in the sea, the evening light dimming. She could hear the distant thundering rumble of death.
The sun returned to her face - blazing bright.
"Goddamn!" The voice, American and male, shouted out.
"Get a net! ...no, lower the boat! Christ and her Clockwork!" The other voice, female and British, was familiar. Nix closed her eyes. She started to sink. The water covered everything as the sun became a distant circle, then nothing but warmth remembered on her face.
She was shivering.
How could she be shivering, this close to the equator?
How could...
***
Nix woke to pain. Her body throbbed from her head to her toes. But when she tried to move, she found she could not. She opened her eyes and saw that she was in a small wooden cabin - the deck under her shifting and tilting from side to side. There was a stink of blood in the air, and antiseptic. When she closed her eyes, her head hurt too much for her to sleep again. She groaned quietly. Then she groaned louder.
The door opened.
And none other than Tracy Rhina stepped into the room. She looked quite formidable dressed in a sailor's leggings and simple white shirt, with two colt revolvers hanging off her hips - and that was saying something, Miss Rhina had looked remarkably formidable in her Sunday best with a sunhat. She pursed her lips as she walked over to Nix, then chuckled. "You!" She said, her voice amused. "Have led me to one
hell
of a story."
Nix grinned, slowly. Smiling hurt.
"Thanks," she said. "Thanks for saving my. Thanks. For. Thanks."
Miss Rhina knelt down beside the bed, her hand taking hold of Nix's hand. "The doctor says it's quite bad. Your legs have...well, several compound fractures, your ribs are cracked, your shoulders are dislocated, you have a concussion, and to be quiet honest, it's remarkable you didn't bleed to death. In fact, from what the doctor says, the number of things trying to kill you all seemed to work together to keep you alive - hypothermia slowed down blood loss, for example, and your semi-comatose state meant you didn't exacerbate your ribs." She made a face. "It's still a miracle you survived. Hell, it's a miracle we found you at all."
Nix shook her head. "Not a miracle."
"Oh?" Miss Rhina asked. "Well...actually, the airship that you were dropped from did seem to be listing quite a bit - I think they intended to drop you from higher up."
Nix's brow furrowed slightly. Her brain, thick with painkillers and concussions, tried to grab onto what that might mean. She mumbled. "Thanks, Indi."
"Ah, yes, that was the
Indefatigable
," Miss Rhina said, her lips quirking up slightly. "I suppose she did like you."
Nix mumbled. "S'mone else too."
Miss Rhina cocked her head. "What do you mean?" she asked.
"Stars..."
Nix went to sleep again.
Miss Rhina sighed, quietly, and stood. She left the room to get a chair.
***
When Nix returned to consciousness again, there was a babble of voices.
"She's not going to survive that infection-"
"I can go faster! I can! I can!"
"I'm fully aware of the consequences, but we can't just hack her legs off, we're not
savages
."
"London is-"
"I can go fasttterrr!"
"Be quiet,
Mudskipper
."
"I wanna!"
Nix opened her eyes slowly.
She saw that the room now had four people. There was a middle aged black man with a somber, wide set to his features, whose hands were roughened by either hard work or hard washing - and considering he had a blood stained smock that he was wearing, she supposed he was some kind of doctor. There was...a member of the One Hundred and One, she recognized the strange jacket, and the Thompson submachine gun that he had slung over his shoulder. There was a small and slight steamship spirit, who was currently bouncing up and down and waving her hand excitedly. And, finally, there was Miss Rhina, looking quite unruffled despite all the clamor.
"Infection?" Nix asked, trying to move her arms. They were still immobilized and she felt weak as a kitten.
The black man turned to her. He smiled, slightly wryly. "I'm Doctor Francis," he said, simply enough. "I have been taking care of you since we picked you up."
"Are you a technician?" The spirit asked, swarming over to Nix, leaning over and peering right into her face. "Hi! I'm
Mudskipper
, a few days ago, we got to shoot at a speedboat! Also, I can get us to London in a few days, I can, I can, tell them I can!"
Nix smiled and shook her head slightly. "I'm not sure a wooden steamship with a paddlewheel can get us to London in a few days," she said, reaching up and patting the spirit on her yellow-brown, canvas colored hair.
"Mauhhh!"
Mudskipper