Epilogue
Dreams and Visions
Silene started casting a movement spell to push Tyrene away from the shadow, and Amber threw up her hands and screamed, "No! Go away!" Amber's unconscious spell forced not just the shadow in front of her away, but every shadow on Destran too. When the shadow's weapon was suddenly pushed back to its nothing realm, the drain on Amber's mana stopped being a steady stream of energy, but an abrupt yanking of her entire body of mana in one fell swoop.
The shadows had a good reason for not designing their weapon to do just that from the beginning. In living creatures, their mana was tightly bonded to
who
they were; their soul, for lack of a better term. Amber's entire being was jerked out of her body intact; and still aware. Across Destran, sentient, but not fully conscious entities grasped at the opportunity for which they had been waiting for over a decade of centuries as they protected the lives of their charges. No one noticed that every slave across the face of the planet stopped what they were doing for a second, as their collars worked a desperate magic; a magic that might well stop the destruction of their own existence.
*****
"Don't give up hope."
"Has there been any change?" Garth asked.
"No," H'Renith replied. "There's no sign of life, yet her body remains warm and isn't decomposing. It's as if she's in some kind of suspended state. It might be the collar, or some unexplained interaction between the spells Silene described. There's just no way to be sure."
"Is there any hope?"
"As long as her body remains viable, there's hope; especially for Amber. She woke from a collar sleep. If anyone can manage to find her way back to life, it will be our little slave."
*****
"Remember..."
At the moment Amber vanished from the caverns of House Grantlo, she faded into existence in the past. Her form was insubstantial and unseen by those who existed in the past; she was only an observer. At first she was confused, looking around at the unfamiliar familiarity of her old home in Billa. {Remember what?} she thought as she took in the scene before her, watching herself and her best friend.
"Amber! Amber! My mom said yes!"
"That's great, Jezebel. It's next week, right?", said the other Amber.
"Yes, Friday night. Even better, that's my actual birthday. It's always better to have your party on your real birthday."
Amber's face fell. "I just wish the lottery wasn't so soon after your birthday."
"Your birthday is closer to the lottery than mine."
"Yeah, but I'm not turning 18 this year, you are. I'll miss you."
"Amber, I might not lose the lottery."
"Jezebel!" Amber spouted in exasperation. "12 girls turned 18 this year and only one is being chosen."
Amber watched the older girl take hold of the earlier Amber's shoulders and looked her in the eyes. "I know how unlikely it is. If I'm not the one chosen to stay here, I'll just go to another to town."
Amber stifled a sob. "You might be cast out into the void."
"Yes, I might." Jezebel paused with her eyes closed. "Amber, if I'm cast out, I'm cast out. It's the way it is. Worrying about it isn't worth it. Please, be happy for me."
"I'll try, Jezebel, I'll try."
"So...We have to make plans. I want this to be the best birthday party ever."
The two friends planned and giggled for another hour; the upcoming lottery forgotten for the moment. The future Amber had the sense of time passing. She remembered that the party was the success Jezebel hoped it would be. Her own sadness had increased after the party as the lottery approached. Amber had lost four sisters to the lottery; three to other towns and one to the void. Now she was losing her best friend.
Underage girls were not allowed to watch the lottery. Actually, they weren't generally allowed out into the town at all. As she watched in confusion, the earlier Amber was determined to sneak out. {I don't understand, I don't remember this. I cried myself to sleep that lottery day, didn't I?} After her parents left, she activated the portal. The portals allowed children to visit other houses without going outside. Amber knew that no one would be at Jezebel's house during the lottery. She walked through the portal and looked around. The door to the adult rooms of the house was across the room. She reached under the sofa and retrieved the key that Jezebel hid there. The layout of the adult rooms wasn't complex and Amber soon found the door that led out of the house.
Amber watched herself as she walked outside for the first time, seeing the streets extend in every direction. There was an increasing sense of familiarity as she watched herself. A memory, long suppressed, was reforming in her mind as she watched the events in her past. Above she saw the screen, the only sight that was familiar from her times in her own walled yard. In one direction, she saw an end to the fences that surrounded the houses. Walking that way, she found stores, all closed. From there, she could hear a raised voice in the distance. Following it, she found the lottery site. From the distance she was at, she couldn't tell who was still standing on the stage, but there were only three left. There was some wailing and the voice she had been following was silent.
Amber tried to move closer, but was afraid of being seen. When the three remaining girls were led away, she skirted around a building and tried to follow. As she feared, they were walking towards the barrier. Two of the girls were crying while the third seemed less moved by their fate. Amber sped up to get closer and was able to make out that one of the three, the non-crying one, was her friend, Jezebel.
The girls and the man leading them reached the screen. Amber gasped in horror as he unbound their hands and pointed towards the barrier. Jezebel took the hands of the other two girls and walked through the screen, vanishing from sight. The man turned back towards the center of town, walking slowly with his shoulders shaking. Amber could have sworn he was sobbing.
As she watched, the youngerAmber ran for the screen, desperate to try to save her friend. She had no idea what she would do if she did get Jezebel and the others back; she didn't even let the issue enter her mind. She burst through the shimmering barrier, running 10 feet before the kaleidoscope of color that made up the void impinged itself on her eyes. She stumbled to her knees and shook her head. Everywhere she looked, there was color; every color of the rainbow and many the rainbow had never imagined. She couldn't see more than ten feet in any direction. Her friend was nowhere in sight.
Future Amber rushed after her through the screen, her mouth opened in shock. {That's mana, all the colors of magic. The void is mana?}
Younger Amber, climbing to her feet, spun around, trying desperately to see something, anything, that looked familiar. It wasn't helping that her head was beginning to hurt. A throbbing pain was growing that created flashes of color that had nothing to do with the void. As she whimpered in pain, a shape formed at the edge of her vision. A man, wearing something over his eyes, was leading three people towards her on a rope. As the man stopped in front of her, she recognized Jezebel with her hands tied behind her.
"You're an unusual one, aren't you?" her said He reached for Amber.
Amber shoved against his chest, screaming, "No! Let them go!"