Amanda, a lipstick lesbian from a small town always knew she needed to get out there but never did. In her mind, she was different than anyone there could even begin to understand. She couldn't really explain it to anyone, she just knew she didn't belong there.
These last few weeks, that feeling was getting stronger; more intense. Her body didn't really feel like her own anymore. She felt like she was always in a constant state of arousal, lusting for sexual satisfaction... and guilt. The guilt she felt was from wanting to touch the men in her dreams and yearning to feel what it's like to have them touching her. Her sleep was broken and restless from these dreams. Always waking up from them with more exhausted than she was but always craving something more. She could feel her soul turning darker each night. She was terrified to go to sleep anymore... scared to let herself feel what her dreams brought out of her.
Tuesday night, she was desperate to get some rest. She tossed a Xanax on her tongue and washed it down with the last swallow of wine in her glass. She was determined to sleep without interruptions.
It didn't take long; her head began to swim, and her eye lids were heavy. She stripped down to her panties and climbed under the down filled comforter. The dreams came just as quickly. Darkness swallowed her, lifting her up. Taking her.
Blonde hair streaking through her dark brown curls, growing longer and flowing. Her body wasn't hers anymore. She was a sensual vehicle for something dark... using her to full fill its own needs and desires. Her senses heightened but her thoughts were not her own. There was no use in fighting it. It was stronger than her...
The darkness brought her to a dimly lit room. A man sleeping on white sheets. His hair is dark and long, a trimmed goatee. His chest was hairy but nicely sculpted. Tattoos on his arms and one on his calf. The white sheet barely covered him.
She hovered above him, feeling his thoughts, drawing her closer to him until she could touch him. Her body was changing, becoming more aroused. She wanted to touch him. She wanted to be touch by him.