After the Second Fall - Part 3.3
by Simon Underfoot
Copyright 2020-2022, All Rights Reserved
Author's Note:
Welcome to the final piece of
After the Second Fall
. I hope you enjoy.
Cheers,
Simon
Chapter 19
It had taken some haggling, but the Executive Director finally caved and Esther had a bike. The truth was that Lilith's heart hadn't really been in the negotiation, probably because the machines reminded her too much of John; regardless, the statuesque blonde tore along on the appropriately tall race bike originally meant for an adolescent Adam.
The going had not been easy since she left the Vale. Her ride was a sleek machine meant for relatively smooth roads, not the rutted mess she had found to the North of Rieckenburg; nor was it equipped for stowage. Esther didn't really care: she had warm leathers, a good bag strapped to her back, and clear purpose of mind for the first time in months. So long as her coins held out so she could buy food and shelter, she'd catch up quickly.
She had started in the city itself when she first left the Vale, set up by Lilith in a small apartment in the Second Quarter. She had found the streets and the people equally drab, and being a spectacle wherever she went had grown weary quickly. There was a dalliance with a local carpenter a month into her stay that had helped for a short while, but they had so little in common that he didn't hold her interest; the size difference between them led to unexpected power dynamics that were also a challenge.
Next was a visit to see her brother at one of Rieckenburg's work farms. Bart wasn't exactly doing well, but like Esther, he was tall and strong and already used to gruelling manual labor; his biggest complaint was having to work in fields that were so much less productive than the ones in which he spent most of his childhood, but he explained some ideas on how to improve the yield. "Especially the carrots and potatoes," he had said almost enthusiastically.
Esther tried a town further South for a while, hoping that wholesome family values would help her fit in, but it was even worse than the city -- she found only small-minded bigotry.
After almost a year, and feeling very much like a failure, Esther returned to the Vale, not sure if she'd actually learned anything. She was, of course, welcomed with open arms, but not by the ones for which she had most hoped.
Finding that Pip's family had essentially dissolved was a shock that Esther felt to the marrow of her bones. For an entire day she walked in the fields, trying to organize thoughts that refused to cooperate. It was only upon meeting Maggie's daughter, Justina, with her beautiful red hair, that Esther truly came back to herself and realized she had learned something in her year away after all.
Esther contributed where she could, but her real effort went into learning about the events that had transpired in her absence. She spent time with Rosie and Maggie, then brushed off her silent speech and went to Anne. A week passed, then another.
Decision made, she went back to the Complex.
It took almost a month to acquire what she needed, and by the time Esther set out on her newly acquired bike, she was feeling more anxious than excited, afraid that delay after delay would mean she had already failed. Only a couple days into her trip she was held up again.
She had no intention of staying for longer than it took to determine if she was on the right trail, but as soon as Esther saw Bethany's fiery hair, she had to know more. As for the rest of the Crannerts, meeting someone who knew Pip and Rachel was an opportunity not to be missed. A quick stop turned into more than a month as Esther learned about the family, especially the recent marriages and pregnancies. In less time than she would have thought possible she became close with Mitsy, whose feisty personality couldn't be entirely dampened by her gradually growing stomach or the incessant needs of a baby daughter.
It was on Esther's last night, after more than a week of hints and glances and not-so-casual touches, that Mitsy grabbed her hand and dragged the much taller blonde toward the road. The woman's husband had been walking circles around a blanket as they approached and his cute awkwardness, combined with Mitsy's eagerness, made the next bell one of the most enjoyable of Esther's life to that point, punctuated by Jeremiah's orgasmic bellow as he erupted into her mouth. Esther was still smiling as she reached Fitzen the next day.
She knew from the Crannerts that Pip and Rachel had gone on to Figgerdy, so again, she had no intention of staying more than a night. As she stepped into the town's lone bar and hotel, conversation stopped. Standing more than a head taller than anyone in the room and dressed in her black riding gear, Esther knew she cut an imposing figure; the forearm length blade strapped to her thigh also helped. After rolling her eyes at the typical reaction, Esther spotted the oversized table in the corner and made her way directly to it; if anything, it was actually a bit big for her, which brought her a brief smile.
Within half a hundred beats a man in an apron limped closer. "Uh... hello, Miss. Can I help you?"
She took in his rotund, slightly sloppy appearance and the way he couldn't seem to meet her eyes. "I'm looking for some friends of mine," she said flatly. "An Adam from the city named Piper and his companion, a woman with dark hair. I was told they came through here some months back."
The man twitched, then steadied himself with a long exhale. "That's right. He and Miss Rachel went North to Figgerdy. Nobody here's heard anything since."
"Nothing?" she asked pointedly, not sure if he was being entirely forthright.
"No, nothing," he said defensively, taking a half step back. "The Sheriff from Figgerdy stopped by for a night on his way to marry Lucille Crannert. He told me they kept going after they dropped off Tilly."
"Who is Tilly?"
"I'm Tilly," said a frail looking woman as she pushed through the door. "Are you a friend of Piper?"
Esther took in the newcomer's appearance: the sunken eyes, missing teeth, and the awkward way she held her left arm. "Yes. How do you know them?"
The woman made her way slowly to stand in front of Esther, a turned-in foot slowing her progress. Seeing the table empty, she looked to the man. "Two meals, Raleigh." With some difficulty, she extracted two plastic pieces from a small clutch and set them in his hand, then looked at the height of the remaining empty seat. "And please bring over one of the shorter chairs."
While the proprietor made himself busy, the woman waited with a quiet dignity. Eventually situated, she looked up at Esther. "My name is Mathilda," she said with the same poise. "I never really met them, but Piper and Rachel saved my life."
"That's quite a statement," Esther replied, "so there must be quite a story behind it." Nodding, Tilly recounted the tale -- not just of the fight with her late husband, but the history of Fitzen and it's people. She spoke honestly about her role in driving Piper away, despite the positive things that he and Rachel had done for the town, and the burning shame she felt most days for being the spark behind the flames of hatred.
"And despite it all, they took care of me when no one else would," she finished. Esther nodded and wiped again at her eyes; the story was heartbreaking and not so different from her own, save that Esther had found Pip while Mathilda had settled for Little Joe.
"And now?"
Mathilda shook her head hopelessly. "I have enough chits to last another year or so, but I can't work," she said, partially lifting her damaged arm. "I asked several of the kids to come get me if they ever saw another... I'm sorry, I don't know what to call someone like you that's so much bigger than me."
"You can call me Esther, if you like." For the first time, Tilly smiled, just a little so as not to showcase her missing teeth. "In the town where I am from, they call men like Pip giants."
"Are there many of them?"
"There were," responded Esther, stepping into her own history and that of the Vale. At some point Raleigh brought the food, then lingered close enough to listen; neither Esther nor Tilly paid him any mind.
"So you're going after him?" Tilly asked, more than a little awed.
Esther nodded. "Even if it's not to be with him like I want, I know my future is tied to his somehow. If nothing else, I can be his friend in a world that only wants to use him. Or hate him." Tilly looked down in shame, so Esther slid off her seat and kneeled next to the now crying woman. "Do you want to come with me?"
Looking up through her tears, Tilly shook her head. "I'm no use to anybody."
"Maybe not right now," Esther responded kindly, wiping the smaller woman's hair out of her eyes, "but if what you said is true, there's a strong woman locked away inside, scared of the world -- you just need to get her to show herself again."
"You just met me," Tilly protested while wiping at her eyes with her good arm. "What could possibly be in it for you?"
"Well," Esther started, leaning back on her heels, "I don't know where my road is going to take me, and I think maybe I could use a friend, too.
"Plus, what do you have to lose?"
Tilly looked up to see Esther smiling broadly. "I just wanted to know more about him, to maybe say 'Thank you.'"