Author's Note:
Thank you for your continuing support -- I hope you enjoy the penultimate installment of
After the Second Fall
.
Cheers,
Simon
Chapter 9
Pip walked into the inn, tired and sore from a day spent pushing a plow through partially frozen fields. After weeks crossing off odd jobs for more than a dozen short-duration employers, and with no other work pending, he had offered to try, and Darnold, one of the local farmers, had agreed to pay him a small premium if he could make it happen -- getting seeds in earlier might mean a second crop in the Fall.
A full day and a little over half an acre later, Darnold was amazed and Pip was ready for bed.
Even so, when he saw Rachel's face he straightened and went to her, pulling her close. "I missed you," he said, then set her back down on her usual stool. "Are you okay? You looked like you were thinking about something unpleasant."
"Sure," she answered, her face still hard to read. "I think I have a prospect for you."
"Like, a female prospect?"
"Guys can't get pregnant, Pip," she faux whispered, at which he rolled his eyes. "Yes, a lovely woman I saw as I was finishing up with the children."
"Rachel, you know I think you're amazing, but how can you be sure if you just saw her?"
"Well, she's a little taller than me, and curvier, which I know you like. She has wavy brown hair, and I think she must have been beautiful when she was younger; today she just looked worn down, almost to the point of breaking."
"And you think I can change that with sex?"
"I'm certain."
Pip pushed the heels of his hands into his eyes until he saw stars, then took several deep breaths. When he blinked the blackness away, Rachel was smiling at him fondly. "Does it have to be tonight?"
"She's leaving in the morning, back to the farm where she lives. I assume she'll be back again, but I don't know when that would be."
Pip groaned and looked up at the ceiling, then cracked his neck and exhaled slowly, like he was gearing up for a fight. "Okay, let's do this."
"Settle down, Pip," Rachel said, patting his hand and trying not to laugh. "This isn't something you have to do."
"But you think I should?"
She folded her arms and looked up at him.
"Right, right," he said, leaning back, "journey of self discovery -- I remember. Listen, what if I meet her and we go from there?"
"Absolutely perfect," she replied proudly, then looked across the room and made a beckoning gesture. Sitting alone, a woman stood, then slowly approached, her face uncertain.
"Hello, Pip," Linda said, eyes downward.
It was probably a good thing Pip was so tired because instead of replying with a hurtful barb, he turned to Rachel. 'Seriously?'
'She is a hollow shell of what she was. The final few pieces that were there when you saw her are gone now. Would you like to know what her life has been like since we left?'
'Not really.'
'Talk with her anyway,' Rachel signed as she hopped off the stool. "I'm going to go read for a while." Then she was walking toward the bar and Linda was still there, looking at her own feet, tears falling freely.
"Fuck," Pip said under his breath, then stood and scooped her up, pulling her tight against his chest with one arm while cradling her head with the other. "It will be okay, Linda," he said soothingly, which just made her cry harder.
Pip glanced across the room and saw that Rachel was talking to Raleigh, both of them looking back at him; Rachel gave him a reassuring smile, then hopped up onto the bar, sitting this time since her mobile leaning post wasn't there for support. It hardly mattered for her oration since the other people in the room were pulling chairs closer to hear.
Linda was soon sitting in Rachel's chair, which made Pip feel odd. There was a lengthy silence, then she apologized, simply and sincerely, and his residual bitterness was neutralized. The following bell was hard for them both, and left Pip shaking his head on several occasions. After the debacle that had catalyzed their departure, Pip and Rachel had moved on; the farm, it seemed, had not.
Bert was righteously angry and wanted to call the Sheriff. When Mitsy returned, smiling and smug, he hit her, hard enough to dislocate the young woman's jaw.
They buried him with a nice marker because he had been a good father for eighteen years. Lucille was sad -- devastated, really -- but not sorry she had done it.
Afterward, there was too much work and not enough strong hands. There was also resentment and even hatred, but primarily toward Linda, whose lies had severed the central strands of the already fraying rope by which the family's subsistence hung. A drop into nothingness was inevitable.
"Wait here," Pip said, then strode off and up the stairs. He returned a short time later with a small bowl, borrowed from Raleigh.
"Take these," he said, pushing the container toward Linda.
There was a pause as the fragile woman registered what was in the container; her eyes met his for the first time. Then the moment passed and the glint of hope that had shined was gone. "We don't deserve this," she said, and pushed the proffered gift away.
"Take it."
She shook her head.
"Please," he tried again.
"I can't," she replied softly. "It's yours."
"Listen," he said, leaning heavily on the table, which caused her to look up in surprise. "You can either put the chits in your bag, or I can feed them to you one at a time so you can reclaim them when you get back to the farm. Which do you want?"
Linda's eyes were as wide as the chits, but much prettier. "Is... is that a real threat?"
"I don't know," he stated firmly, then leaned back. "Would it change your mind?"
She nodded.
"Okay then, let's say it's a real threat."
Like the sun peeking through ominous clouds on an otherwise terrible gray day, there was a smile, and then it was gone.
"Good, so that's settled," Pip said definitively, adding a nod for good measure. "Will that be enough to help? We can get more, but it will take a few days, or maybe a week."
"Pip," Linda whispered, "this is more than we spend in three months. I really can't accept this."
He waved off the sentiment. "I earned six chits today and Rachel gets two every morning." Linda's mouth worked, but no sound came out, so Pip continued. "We only need four a day for food and the room, so we'll be fine. Really, take it."
At last, she nodded and pulled the bowl close; her eyes kept drifting down.
"Linda, I don't know what Rachel told you, but nothing is going to happen between us tonight, except talking and sharing a meal when she gets back. Do you understand?"
The woman nodded immediately and didn't seem disappointed in the least. "You're not mad at me anymore?" she asked hopefully.
Sighing, Pip said, "I was never really angry at you, but I was frustrated. With Bert -- the whole thing with him breaking our deal -- that made me mad. Now I just feel bad. If we wouldn't have stopped, this wouldn't have happened to any of you."
Linda shook her head. "I don't think Bert ever really intended to honor your deal, because there was no way we could have parted with enough food to fill your cart. We've just been scraping by because of the food that Mitsy gave you. The truth is, I think he was looking for a way to send you off."
With that admission, conversation began to flow more freely, like a beaver dam slowly giving way before the Spring rain. They continued talking, feeling each other out, and when Rachel returned from her second job the conversation got easier as she filled in the gaps and would-have-been awkward pauses.
"When will you be back in town?" Pip asked.
"When the pantry gets down to a quarter full, we start planning a trip. With what you've given me, I'll buy enough to stock up for ten or twelve weeks. Mitsy is the better rider, so the last couple years she was the one that tackled the winter trips, but with the baby coming, it will be me."
"So she is pregnant?"
Nodding, Linda smiled and there was no jealousy in it. "She's so beautiful, Pip, and so happy, even with everything that's been going on. You would think she would hate me for driving you away, but if anything, she's been the most... sympathetic, I guess you could say."
Pip looked to Rachel, then back to Linda. "First, please tell Mitsy that I'm very happy for her, and that if we are still here when the Spring actually arrives, we'll be back to visit." Linda nodded and Rachel beamed. "Second, I want you to plan on staying for several days when you return, and we'll see if we can't give Mitsy's child a playmate. Yes?"
Linda was so shocked Rachel had to catch her, grabbing her just before she cartwheeled off the high stool. "I..."
"But only if you get yourself together," Pip added. "The feisty, sexy Linda from the farm is the one I want to see, understand?"
Righting herself, Linda nodded vigorously, then looked to Rachel, eyes wide in disbelief. There were whispers, which Pip couldn't understand, then the two women hugged. There were a few more tears, but the good kind, and they broke apart.