It was hot and very humid for this part of the world. Just standing there in the dark of night, I was sweating. Or was it just anticipation? Maybe both.
I stood at the open window for several long moments, watching her as she slept. She wore only a white silk nightgown, and a plain teal satin sheet covered her from just below her shoulder. Long, dark hair flowed across her neck and down onto the pillow, the soft features of her face partly hidden by it.
Quietly I climbed in. I stood near the wall across from the foot of her bed for several long moments, watching her as she slept. Watching her bosom rise and fall with each breath. Studying the way her raven hair cascaded over her darkly tanned shoulder and the pillow her head rested on. Tantalized at the way the light breeze rippled the sheet across her curves. Graceful even in her sleep as she turned to one side or the other.
This was no woman. No god could have created this beauty for a man to behold. She herself must be a deity, a goddess here on earth. Why? I do not know. But she was here and I marveled at the sight of her. Surely a lowly creature such as I would be struck down at the very sight of her.
But I was not.
Dare I touch her? Would it burn me to ash at the faintest brush with her skin? Would I be turned to stone? A statue for her garden? I was paralyzed where I stood. I could not...
But I was compelled... Compelled by a force I could not even fathom.
My legs felt impossibly heavy, as though cast in lead. But I moved, first one foot then the other. Fighting with all my strength to move closer. An inch. Then two. Silently, slowly edging closer to her. At the foot of the bed I stopped. And I watched again.
Her skin shone in the dim light like finely finished marble. Perhaps it was stone, I thought. But as she moved again I knew. No stone so perfect could flow like that. It was flesh. And woman or goddess, I had to touch it. Even if the cost was my own life.
I reached down. Carefully. Gently. And touched the satin of the sheet that draped over her form. I took a fold of it between my fingers and lightly tugged. It pulled taught against her form, the far edge trapped by her arm. I eased my grip slightly and let the sheet relax, just a bit. And I waited again. Watching her peaceful slumber.
A moment later she stirred. Rolling more onto her back. Her arm slid gracefully off to the side. The sheet was free.
Again I pulled. Slowly. Fractions of an inch at a time. Studying the perfection of each square inch as it was uncovered. Then I noticed it. With each small tug the sheet dragged across her breast. The fine texture of the cloth arousing her nipple as it brushed across, then relaxing as I stopped. I watched closely as it jutted up under the thin layers of fabric and diminished to only a faint hint of its nature. From heaven, hell or earth she was a woman after all.
As the hem at the top edge of the sheet crossed her nipple she stirred again. Rolling to her side, then pulling her knee up and rolling more onto her front. The roundness of her bottom. I gasped as I beheld it, then quickly arrested it as her head turned slightly. I must not wake her.
Again I waited and watched. Assured that she was still in deep slumber, I began again. Inching the sheet further down. Exposing the bare flesh of her back, skin taut over firm muscle. The dim light from the window cast oblique shadows enhancing each line as I uncovered it. They rippled slightly as she silently adjusted her position, snuggling into the pillow. A faint smile curved her full lips ever so slightly.
I fought to control my breath as the receding edge of the sheet revealed the hem of her short gown.... And the exposed lower curves of her buttocks. My heart pounded in my chest and my ears. I was terrified the sound of it would wake her.
The sheet now dragged across her bare skin. I pulled slightly faster now. The curvaceous legs appearing as it slid slowly but smoothly downward. The silky skin almost seemed to dare me to touch it. As the sheet fell past her toes, she moved again. Rolling her hips back, giving me the briefest of glimpses of the dark triangle of soft hair where her legs met, before the silky garment fell across it, hiding it again.
In that fraction of a second the intensity of my desire intensified ten fold. Holding a corner of the sheet in my hand, I leapt straight up. Pulling my knees up slightly, the soft pads of my feet touched down on the top of the footboard. I settled easily into crouch, my hands grasping the footboard for additional balance as I settled. My tail found the bottom of the headboard and wrapped around it, stabilizing my balance on the narrow railing.
Assured of my footing, I pulled the sheet up to me. I carefully fed some slack through my hands, letting a foot or so fall free. I reached out with one hand, letting the flimsy fabric dangle, brushing it across her foot. Her foot twitched slightly at the touch, she pulled it back slightly. The smile on her lips grew slightly, but her sleep was undisturbed. I touched it to her other foot, sliding the soft cloth over her ankle and up her calf. She giggled lightly as her foot pulled away. Now she was just out of reach.
I dropped the sheet and carefully put one hand on the mattress. It sank in slowly as I gradually shifted weight to it. I watched her closely looking for any sign of disturbance, but her face remained peaceful. Her eyes closed.
I put my other hand down, carefully distributing the weight, inching closer again. Then my left foot. Then my right. I reached out slowly again, tentatively, towards her ankle again. My ears turned forward, listening to her breath.
Cobalt blue fur on the back of my hand brushed lightly against the side of her ankle, only for and instant before I pulled away again. Studying her face and her breathing before continuing. My own breathing slow and calm now, I was not burned. I was not turned to ash, nor was I stone. My body relaxed slightly. Then tensed again as I heard something behind me. I turned. Her cat sat just inside her bedroom door. It eyed me curiously. I sensed only a slight nervousness in it. I reached out to it with my mind, "No harm will come to her. I promise."
A soft mew came from the animal as it turned and quietly exited.
I returned my attention to the object of my attentions. Still undisturbed. I relaxed a bit more. And again inched closer. Reaching once more, I ran the back of my hand up the inside of her calf, my fur barely touching her skin. Again she moved her leg, but to the side this time, allowing me another glimpse. I stopped, studying her again. All is quiet.
I leaned closer, as I moved a few more inches, taking in her scent. My hand brushed lightly against her other leg, just inside her knee. She drew it up and to the side, her hand moving down across her belly. I froze, waiting for her to settle again. She drew in a deep breath and let it out slowly, adjusted her head on the pillow and was once again still.
The fingers of my right hand traced up the inside of her left thigh as I leaned my face closer, the long whiskers on my chin and upper lip allowing me to judge the distance to her skin. They brushed her right thigh.
This time her movement was quicker, a restless toss. Rolling flat on her back as her legs opened wider. I caught the hand movement out of the corner of my eye and moved quickly out of the way, her hand just passing in front of my nose. I was still again. Closely studying her eyes, listening to her heartbeat for signs of waking. She was fully asleep.
As I watched, her hand moved slowly to her thigh. I withdrew my own hand, carefully allowing the hairs on my finger to brush again across her smooth skin as her own hand came near. She rubbed her hand briefly where my own had touched it. I breathed hotly on it as it passed again under my nose. The faint scent of her musk grew slightly stronger. I drew a deep breath, drawing the scent in through my mouth and nostrils, capturing the full essence of the scent.
I waited again, until she was perfectly still. Watching her hand, only inches from my nose, I brushed her leg again. A long stroke starting at he knee and moving slowly upward and around her thigh.
This time she rolled. Instinct and reflex pushed conscious thought aside. Using the disturbance caused by her movements to mask my own, I half scrambled-half slithered over her right leg and dropped silently to the floor. I heard her sniffle once, and then her breathing returned to the slow shallow breaths of deep sleep.