There was a knock at my door. I can't imagine who it might be.
'I wasn't expecting a delivery and I don't have people over,' I mused as I slid on my silk dressing gown.
Having not expected visitors, I also hadn't seen the purpose in getting dressed.
I peeped into the scanner and saw a man standing at my door. He was well dressed in slacks and a polo shirt. He held a box in both hands as he stood and fidgeted a little, while waiting.
I used the speaker first. You can never be too careful. "How can I help you?" I spoke, while holding the button down, then released it.
"Ms. VanDuran? I have a package for you." Ok he has the right name. It's easy enough to find out a name though.
"Who does it say it's from?" I asked and released the button.
"It's from Professor Cartz. Walter Cartz," replied the young man.
"Ok, but why would he send a package without notifying me ahead of time?" I countered. Simple enough question, because I didn't believe he would. Which makes this delivery all the more suspicious.
"I know. I'm sorry. He said you would say that and I hate to be the bearer of bad news," he replied then hesitated a moment.
Professor Cartz passed away this morning. He stated in his will that he be cremated. No fuss. No wake. After the autopsy of course and that you be Executor," he continued.
He left you an email if you'd like to go check it. I can wait."
While he was speaking, I was losing it. I was hoping the man outside my door was wrong, but oh so afraid he was right.
"Ok...," I choked out around the tears starting to build up in my eyes and throat.
I stumbled slightly trying to rush across the room to my desk. Once there I opened my laptop and prayed while I watched it boot up.
'Let it not be true. Let it not be true. Let it not be true. Not Walter. Oh No no no...he's my rock, my teacher, my confessor and the only father figure I've ever known,' I screamed in my head
Clicking on my emails, IT popped up and stood out from everything else on the page. PROFESSOR WALTER JAMES CARTZ - LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT, addressed to Miss Lana VanDuran executor.
I pressed both hands to my face and rubbed at the tears falling freely down my cheeks. I looked around for the tissues and grabbed a handful.
'I've cried plenty of times,' I told myself, 'So suck it the hell up long enough to deal with that poor guy waiting outside.'
I wiped my tears away frantically, blew my nose, stood up straight and walked back to the speaker.
"I am opening the door now," I informed him. I could see he'd taken a step backwards to make room for the door to swing open.
"Come on in. I've verified your statements. Maybe you could answer a few questions for me," I invited.
"Yes ma'am, I will be happy to," he offered as he stepped inside far enough so that I could close the door again and flip all the locks.
"Where shall I put this box for you ma'am?" he proceeded.
I led him over by the sofa and indicated that he set it on the coffee table.
"Please have a seat --- aahh......?" I offered.
"Adam, ma'am and thank you." He took a seat in the chair facing one end of the short table.
"Would you like a coffee. tea or soda, Adam?" I asked.
"No ma'am, but thank you for asking," he said.
He smiled up at me with the most beautiful golden eyes. His hair was shoulder length and dirty blond, held back in a pony tail. One strand was loose on his forehead.
"No problem, I'll just get my coffee. If you happen to change your mind just let me know," I answered back, as I sort of drifted towards the kitchen. Everything in my head was churning around and making me lightheaded and slightly nauseous.
I made a cup of mocha in my Keurig. Then I added two scoops of sugar and some cream. I stirred it up with the spoon, then tossed the spoon in the sink and returned to my guest.
I set the cup down after taking a sip. Yes, it was still very hot. I made sure I sat it on a coaster. Then I settled on the sofa. I crossed my legs while pulling my robe over to make sure everything stayed covered.
"So Adam, could you please tell me what happened to Walter? I haven't open his email yet. I don't think I'm ready for that," I began.
"Certainly ma'am. I would be happy to answer any questions I have the answers to and find the answers to those I don't.
First of all, since the Professor always took care of himself and seemed quite healthy, it came as a surprise when he was discovered dead.
His housekeeper found him when she started work this morning," he answered.
"Found? In what way?" I questioned.
"He was slumped over his desk as if sleeping, but when she couldn't wake him, she called for an in house emergency tech who rushed to give him oxygen and CPR.
After the main team of health professionals arrived, they tried to bring him back, even going so far as using a defibrillator. I'm sorry to say that none of it prevailed. Prognosis until autopsy, is heart attack," he finished.
"I see. Thank you. I will have to follow up and see what the autopsy report shows us," I said thoughtfully. But what I was thinking is 'Oh-my-Fuck'n-damn-Damn'it-DAMN-IT what am I going to do?' Walter was the one who saw me through traumatic episodes like this.
"Is there any thing else besides the box?" I said standing up. I fully expected Adam to get up ready to depart after having concluded his delivery. It's not as if I could throw myself at his feet and beg him to stay, to be my Walter until I get through this mess.
Adam stood when I did but he didn't start towards the door.
"Yes ma'am, the things in the box will explain everything to you, but in a nut shell, Walter wanted to give you ME." He just stood there smiling with his hands behind him in a 'parade rest' way and awaited my response.
How the Hell do you respond to that? What? Was there a contest and Adam won. Or did Walter have them fill out resumes. How did he choose the perfect man? The dizziness was back with a vengeance.
"Exactly....HOW did he choose you? To be.... my.... what!?" I staggered a bit and Adam reached out to steady me. I placed my hand on his arm, it was either that or fall on my face.
"Ma'am. Professor Cartz made Me, For You.
I was designed especially to fit your needs and specifications. He felt like he probably knew you the best. I hope you're not displeased," he said, seemingly quite concerned as he steadied my arm.
"Made you?....." I stammered.
"Yes ma'am. AI," Adam responded.
"A...I.... what the fuc....?" I tried to say, just before my eyes rolled up and my legs folded. Total darkness fell over me or did I fall over it?
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It's still dark, but I feel like I'm awake....
"Lights up," I said and just as quickly screamed.
Adam. What are you doing in my room?"
"Yes ma'am. After you fainted I thought your bed would be the most comfortable place for you. I was waiting to make sure you were ok."
"Thank you, I think," I said. At least I was modestly covered with my robe and a light blanket. "Sit.... in the chair. It's creepy with you standing over me, especially in the dark."
*Yes ma'am. I'll be sure to remember that. Thank you ma'am. I'm programmed to learn your preferences and meet your needs," Adam responded with a smile.
"Wow...." I huffed out on a sigh. "Well then, my name is Lana."
"Yes ma'am, Mistress Lana," Adam replied. So conciliatory and agreeable he is. The smile, the eyes, the whole package made it so easy to Not think of him as AI.
"Just Miss Lana or Lana is fine," I instructed.
"Yes Ms Lana," he says and I can only roll my eyes. I'll save it for a later conversation? It seems I've accepted that he's here to stay. It's not like I can send him back to Walter now is it?
I turned and threw my legs over the side of the bed. The night stand elongated into an over the bed desk like in the hospitals. I pulled it around resting my elbows on it.
"Adam would you please go get me the delivery box?" I asked. I needed to check out his story.
"Yes ma'am," he replied. Adam was quick and efficient. He brought the box in and set it in front of me. It wasn't much bigger than a box that would hold a bowling ball or some other ball. But, it was no where near as heavy.
From somewhere on his person, Adam slipped out a box cutter and slid it over to me.
After cutting open the package, I took a quick look. Some disks, a manual, a book (that looked a lot like Walter's diary), a smaller box, some writing utensils and papers of diagrams and sketches. A vase. An envelope. A ring of keys.
At some point Adam had re-pocketed the cutter and.... left the room.
'Hmmm... just how much trouble could he get into?' I wondered.
I sifted through what looked like all the specifics on Adam. So that's what Walter had been working on so much lately.
On top of it all was a folder with just my name scrawled across the top. Inside was a personal letter and the original will, signed and sealed and not just a copy. It's the Privilege of the executor.