II
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After a long morning and afternoon in the deli, Alice was glad to be on her way home. But there was one detour she needed to take, and it was to a place that felt more like home than her drafty warehouse apartment.
The library had been her refuge when she'd fled to this city from her hometown and her narcissistic, abusive family. Books had been her refuge when she was a child and dealing with the stress that her parents' narcissism put on her, and books had remained her steadfast friend through her teenage years and now, they helped keep her centered as she tried to learn, and handle, the various aspects of 'adulting'.
She pulled out the books she'd taken in her messenger bag, dropping them through the book return slot before moving further into the old building.
Built at the end of the 19th century, the interior of the building maintained much of its old charm. Stately wooden bookcases held books old and new, and lamps in the style of old Victorian lamps further accented the decor of the old wooden desks and tables. One could almost feel as if they were stepping back into time, if not for the computers that sat here and there.
Last year, she'd printed off a list of Top 100 Books, compiled from various sources. When she was younger, she'd read lots of typical YA stuff like Nancy Drew, Harry Potter, and the like, but she wanted to expand her repertoire with classical novels. Her goal was one classic novel per week on top of whatever else she might read. She'd just finished Jane Eyre and immensely enjoyed that book. Next on the list was A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. She'd be grabbing that, and maybe the newest Anne Rice novel, though the previous one hadn't been very good.
As she turned around the end of one of the grand bookshelves, she suddenly stopped as she saw a lanky figure further down the aisle.
She'd seen him several times in the library, and he had what many women would heatedly call a 'silver fox'. His dark brown hair was liberally streaked with gray at the temples, but aside from a couple of crow's feet at his eyes, he had a rather youthful-looking face. He looked up as she stopped her advance, and their eyes met for a moment. He had eyes so dark brown they seemed almost black, and she gave out an almost indiscernible squeak before making a quick retreat.
Alice knew she didn't look very glamorous. She had on the black pants she wore for work and on top of that the polyester shirt that was part of her uniform. Her hair had been pulled back in a messy bun, and her jacket was old and threadbare.
Figures that he'd see her when she was looking all bleh like that. Her heart was pounding, and she felt a slight warmth to her cheeks.
As she was registering all this, he came from around the shelf, and she froze like a deer in headlights.
"Hi. I didn't mean to scare you. I've just been wanting to talk to you for some time, I've seen you here several times, reading a book. And... I think that you're someone I'd like to get to know." He offered her a warm smile.
"...." Alice felt her cheeks warm further before she managed to speak. "What's your name?" she blurted out.
"Oh, that certainly is a good place to start. I'm Rafe. And you are...?"
"Alice," she said quietly.
"Alice. Nice to meet you." He held out his hand. Automatically, her own hand rose to meet his, and she felt it enveloped in a strong, warm grasp. She plastered a smile on her face until he let go, and they stared at one another for a moment.
"You look like you've had a long day and are ready to just curl up with a good book, huh?" he asked. She blinked and nodded.
"Anything you're looking for?"
"Um, yeah. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn."
His eyes lit up. "That's a wonderful book! But don't worry, I won't spoil it for you." He mimed turning a key against his lips, indicating he was worthy of keeping a secret.
She smiled at that, this time warmly. "Thanks. Um, I was thinking of getting the newest Anne Rice novel. Any commentary on that?"
"No, because I've never read her."
"Hmm. Her early books are better, but I'm hoping the new one is better than her last few have been. Oh well, we'll see."
"After you get your books, would you like to grab a bite?" he asked. Alice blinked before she replied.
"Um... sure." There were several places nearby with affordable food, and if he turned out to be crazy or something, she could duck out. She had to remind herself that she couldn't let her past control her future, and it had been over a year. Time to move on.
"Great! I guess I should move aside and let you get your books?" he asked. She nodded and smiled as he moved aside. Happily, both of the books she sought were available, and she walked over to the counter, checking them out before taking one of the comfortable seats near the windows.
She decided to go ahead and start reading the first chapter of one of her books, checking her phone quickly for the time. Within minutes, she was lost in the opening for A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, barely noticing when Rafe took the seat next to her.
"I can wait until you finish that chapter," he offered as he pulled out his book. She smiled at that.
"It's pretty good so far, perhaps I won't want to stop after one chapter," she teased.
"Take as long as you like, then," he replied, leaning back and making himself comfortable as he lifted his book. When she raised an eyebrow, he looked up at her and smiled. She turned back to her book and read until the end of the chapter before dutifully putting it away in her bag and turning back to him.
"Where would you like to go?" he asked as they stood outside, observing people and cars moving up and down the street.
"It's not exactly as if I'm dressed for something fancy," she replied dryly. He grinned at that.
"I hardly think any place around here is going to turn up their nose at someone in their work uniform. Do you have any food allergies?"
She shook her head.
"How about Panera then?"
"Sure." Quickly, she tried to remember how much money she had in her wallet at the moment. Twelve bucks and some change. This wasn't something she'd planned fr but it had been a long time since she'd eaten out. Much less with anybody. As they waited in line, Alice casually glanced at the menu before deciding on turkey chili.
"What will you have?" he asked as they approached the counter.
"I was thinking a bowl of hot chili sounded good."
"You heard the lady," Rafe said casually before ordering French onion soup for himself, and after a quick look at the case and asking what was the freshest, selected a couple of their multigrain rolls.
"But I-" Alice said, pulling a ten-dollar bill out of her wallet. He shook his head.
"My treat. No worries," he said as he slid a twenty across the counter. Her therapist had encouraged her to stand up for herself if other people tried to override her choices, but now seemed hardly the place to do that, especially as Rafe apparently thought that what he was doing was a kindness.
After they were seated at a table with their food and he gave her one of the rolls, he started the conversation.
"So, what is it you do at the store?" he asked before taking a spoonful of his soup.
"I work in the deli," she said, feeling a little embarrassed, and trying to shake that off. It was honest work, and as she'd already rationalized, there was no reason to go into debt for a degree. At least not until she had a definite idea of what she wanted for the future.
"There's plenty of good food to be had from a deli," he remarked as he broke off a couple of pieces from his roll, dropping them into his soup. "Some days, a cold-cut sandwich with a liberal dash of mustard or Miracle Whip just hits the spot."
She smiled, relaxing as she started eating. "And what do you do?" she asked.
"I work at the library, though it's mainly in the archives. Old books, deeds, other paperwork, helping with research. I was just done with my shift when I noticed you."
"Lucky timing," she quipped.
"Nothing like being in the right place at the right time. How's your food by the way?"
"It's really good, thanks." She dipped a piece of her roll into the chili, letting it absorb some of the savory juices. "So what made you decide to be a librarian?" she asked.
"I don't know. I guess I'm just a big nerd."
She shook her head at that. "You don't look like one."
He sat back and laughed softly, flashing a neat row of teeth. Given the weather, he was wearing a knit sweater made of blue, brown, and green yarn that fitted him nicely, and a pair of gray slacks so dark they were almost black. "No?" he asked lightly. "What do I look like, then?"