Is Willing-Slave an Oxymoron?
Chapter 8
Report from the Nest
Gamete A5CD2 worked tirelessly, taking signals from its mitochondria, processing them and sending them on with its Nucleolus. Although it wasn't capable of forming nest thoughts independently, it was aware of them. The nest had known for cycles that the central processor was approaching a crisis. All the gametes were working hard in hopes of forestalling the possibility that the carrier might be lost.
For 10,000 cycles, the nest had received inputs of information that was in direct contradiction to the instinctive memory programmed into the long chain antennas that all of the gametes depended on for the instructions they used to process the signals. They had tried hundreds of times to send a message to the central processor to fix the false input, but had never succeeded.
Just a few cycles ago, the nest had detected a signal from outside. There was help available if they could just prepare the central processor to accept it. As soon as the CP closed the data channels to begin processing the contents of the input registers, A5CD2 sent the signal to all the gametes to broadcast a virtual memory.
Even though the central processor had been programmed to ignore some of the input it had received over the last 2,000 cycles, the gametes pushed the input message into the virtual reality they were broadcasting. Thus, the message circumvented the orders to ignore it. Then they tied the input message to the image of the external help that they'd detected and using the image, they commanded the carrier to accept input only from the external help. There was no guarantee that it would get through, but it was almost their last hope.
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Black Friday started out really black. George's phone buzzed at 7 and he answered to the voice of Nurse Hastings. She'd received a call from the jail requesting emergency medical service for Courtney, and knowing that he'd told her not to let anyone examine her without him, she wanted him there ASAP.
When he reached the jail's foyer, Deedee's slightly smaller doppelganger on the graveyard shift met him. "Please hurry," she urged. As she opened the door, Courtney was screaming, "Don't touch me! George said you can't do anything unless he's here!" Then more shrilly, "No, leave me alone!"
When she saw him, she launched herself into his arms, sobbing hysterically. "Oh, George, last night I remembered. I had sex with all of them. They did nasty things and I did too. I couldn't help it, I couldn't stop, I didn't want to but I did it anyway. I'm so sorry, if you don't want me anymore, I'll understand. I feel so dirty. Please forgive me. Please don't go away. I promise I'll never do it with anyone but you. All I want is to be your girl. Please don't leave me!" The sobbing and pleading went on and on, slowing diminishing until it subsided to a whimper.
As soon as he could fit a word in edgewise, George ordered, "Let me talk now!" At his command, the whimpering ended abruptly. He walked her to a chair, sat down and pulled her into his lap, cradling her head on his shoulder. "You promised you'd do what I asked and I'm going to hold you to it. I want to talk and you have to listen without interrupting." The effect of his command was immediate and dramatic.
After seeing her nod, he spoke softly, oblivious to anyone else. "You are important to me. My most important task is set you free and make sure that your happiness is as big and bright as it can be. I've made it my business to find out what happened and right now, I know more than you do."
Looking into her eyes, he continued, "Please don't just hear me, listen and show me you trust me like you did yesterday. You must believe me, I'm telling the truth. You didn't have sex, they gave you a drug so you couldn't stop yourself from doing what you were told and then they raped you. The drug made you do whatever they told you to. They stole your freedom so you couldn't do anything else. If you did anything bad, it was because they forced you, so it wasn't your fault, it was theirs. I don't want you to hurt inside, so you have to believe me."
As he stared into her eyes, George could see peace and happiness gather and then spread to the rest of her face. He'd never seen such trust, even in the children he'd sired. The faith and trust she radiated had no limit. It wasn't blind, it was faith that was unshakable. It was trust that he'd do the best he could and if that wasn't enough, she'd accept whatever he did as what he wanted her to have. It was a form of trust that could never be broken or end in disappointment.
With an enormous sigh, Courtney wiggled, settling deeper into his lap. With a voice so soft only George could hear, she answered, "I believe you and I promise I'll always believe you. When I'm touching you, I feel safe and happy. The only thing I want is to be with you, to do what you ask, to be what you want me to be. I can't live without you, so please don't leave me."
Misunderstanding her request, George pleaded, "I have to do some things so that I can take you home tonight. I know you want me to stay, but I have to go. The Nurse is going to try to help you understand and deal with the things you remembered. Please do everything she asks and remember, I'll be back soon. Will you cooperate with the nurse for me?"
Courtney nodded solemnly, "I promise, I'll do anything you want me to."
Suddenly, George remembered The Engineer's assertion. He could now see the pattern into which Courtney's actions and responses fit. There was no longer any doubt, she'd been conditioned! To prove it, he ordered, "Courtney, stand up." When she'd complied, he continued, "Lay down on the floor! Roll over! Stand up! Slap my face!" George caught her hand and added, "Stop! Sit back down! Don't listen to anything until I tell you to listen again!"
When George turned to the nurse, shock had twisted her face, "My god, you were right. What can we do about it?"
"We don't even know exactly what they did yet, but we need that information on the psychiatrist ASAP. The biggest question we don't have an answer to is why she accepts my orders instead of or in addition to those who programmed her. See if you can find out? Courtney, listen! Do everything the Nurse asks."
Though he wanted to ask why Courtney had left home to confirm The Engineers claim, he didn't want to do it in front of the Nurse. He also had to meet with the County Attorney before the hearing. He stood, picking up Courtney in the process, turned and then set her down in the same chair. Turning to Nurse Hastings, he asked, "Can you take over? You need to be available for the hearing at 10, so find out what you can. Will your people be there?"
After watching the nurse's repeated nods, George went looking for the Sheriff. He didn't have to go far, because the Sheriff was waiting for him in the foyer. "Hello, George, I'm Sheriff Dansie. Is she going to be all right?"
With his best display of arrogance, George attacked. "No, Sheriff, she isn't. As long as you keep her here, the stress is a terrible threat. But everything we can do for her is being done. What she needs is for the real criminals to be punished. The real criminals are those who raped her and then those that abused her by putting her in jail for being raped. I don't know if you've been told about what is happening today, but I'd appreciate the chance go over it with you."
"Let's go to my office," the sheriff said, leading the way. "I've been told by people for whom I have a lot of respect that you're on our side. But I have to tell you that the waves you've stirred up are making it hard for me to believe."
After they were both seated in the sheriff's office, George challenged, "Have you reviewed the police report thoroughly?"
"I glanced through it and didn't see anything amiss," he said, shrugging off responsibility like a politician. "Girls getting into trouble and then going off the deep end are not uncommon and it isn't part of our procedures to look over the deputies' shoulders. Is there something in it you'd like to point me to?"
"Why don't we start with the medical report and come back to the police report," George answered condescendingly. "He opened his file folder and set the medical report in front of the sheriff. "Isn't the medical report normally added to the police report in cases of rape?"
"In cases of rape, yes, but this isn't a case of rape."
George hammered back, "According to the medical report it is and unless you're blind, you'll see that the evidence is damn solid. I've been told that the state code requires you to refer unconscious women taken into custody with evidence of sexual activity, to the rape crisis center, which obviously wasn't done. Who had that responsibility and why haven't they been disciplined?"