Assigned an equally meek lady's maid, she was brought to a bathing chamber and scrubbed from head to toe. Dressed in a pale blue gown that hung a little large, and shoved into shoes that pinched too tight, Gretel tried not to let another fit of tears overwhelm her.
This was a nightmare. It had to be. She was still safe at home sleeping. When she woke up she would sit for embroidery with her mother. Her father would recite more of her history lesson while her brothers regaled her with tales of woe over the newest pretty thing that they had fallen in love with, and how they were ignored completely.
A knock on the door brought in her breakfast and the tray was set upon a small tea table before her maid curtsied to back out of the room. "What is your name?" The small thing paused, bowing her head, "Elenor, M'lady." Gretel nodded slightly, "thank you, Elenor." The maid blinked in surprise, not used to anyone in the household offering thanks for any sort of service. One did what they were told and that was that. Smiling tentatively at Gretel, Eleanor gave her a quiet, "welcome, Lady," before she hurried out of the room.
Sitting in the oak chair that matched the pretty little table, Gretel picked at her breakfast. Yet no matter how tantalizing it looked, and no matter how long it had been since she had eaten last, the food stuck in her throat and was tasteless in her mouth.
The man she loved had brutalized her, shunned her, and embarrassed her completely in the span of less than a day. What made it worse was the feeling of that kiss. She could not forget it. No matter how rough and punishing it had been, somewhere inside of her the memory caused her stomach to flutter. The man he had become was much harder than the boy he had been. In that instant Gretel realized that she had been in love with an imaginary person. Rubbing her face, she felt very tired. She just wanted to go home.
Stirring at a knock at her door, she rose to open it and looked out to see Eleanor. "Sorry to interrupt you, Lady. His Majesty said that you are to join him in the courtyard in five minutes. He wanted you to have this as well." Handing Gretel a small package, Eleanor curtsied then backed out of the door. Opening the paper slowly, Gretel revealed a fine velvet cloak within. Unlike the gown and the shoes, it fit her perfectly and was a deep shade of blue. Clasping it at her throat she sighed slightly, trying not to enjoy the gift. "Please, Lady, we should not keep his Majesty waiting." Nodding once more, Gretel followed her maid back through the maze of corridors that would lead outside.
When she stepped into the courtyard, Hansel was already standing near the carriage. As a footman hurried over to help her alight within, Gretel gathered what little of her spirit she had left, "where are we going?" Hansel did not answer her until he had entered the coach himself and the door had been shut. "We are heading to your father's estate. He should have the privilege of knowing what is happening with his daughter straight from me."
Gretel's features suddenly broke into happiness, a bright smile crossing her face and her eyes sparkling with joy. Impulsively moving across the carriage, she hugged him tightly. Hansel stiffened, the urge to wrap his arms around her and pull her into his lap making his fingers twitch. The instant she had smiled he had wanted to kiss her. Scowling, he wondered what Rayvnth had done to him. Yes, she was a pretty girl, but he barely knew her- and he was in love with Marianne. Much to his relief and regret, Gretel came to her senses and gasped softly, scrambling backwards to her own seat. "I apologize, Majesty."
Pulling her cloak around herself, she tucked into the corner as tightly as she could. He merely grunted and crossed his arms, turning to look out the window as the carriage began to move. Truth be, he wanted nothing more than to pull her back again.
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Somewhere along the way Gretel had found a comfortable enough position to nap. It was the jar of the horses' halt the brought her slowly awake to find Hansel's hooded eyes staring at her intently. Blushing slightly, she sat up as the door of the carriage was opened and the step lowered for their descent. Unfolding himself first, Hansel exited to turn and offer her a gentlemanly hand down. Taking it with more than a little hesitation, she stepped out delicately and found herself looking upon her home. Tucking her hand into the crook of his arm, Hansel began to walk forward, his herald announcing his presence to those gathered within. Gretel could not help but glance up at him sideways through her lashes. After all that had happened before she could not believe that he would want to be near her, let alone touch her as he walked her in. Surely allowing her to precede him slightly would have been enough.
As her father and mother gathered in the courtyard to see the King, Georgio's eyes widened to see his daughter and her mother let out an honest to goodness yelp before she rushed forward to embrace Gretel. Her happiness at seeing her daughter alive overrode the years of trained distance. It was only when she held Gretel in her arms that the realization occurred to her. "Gretel! The curse!" Moments later she found herself drawn into the house within a whirlwind of skirts and curious servants. Behind her, unseen to Gretel, Hansel's eyes followed her with an intensity that frightened Georgio. Clearing his throat slightly, Georgio lead his King within, "come, Majesty, let us retire to my library where we may take some refreshment and discuss to what we owe the honor of your presence."
It took a good half hour of fussing before Gretel could get down to telling her mother what had happened. Of course, the part about being drug up to the King's chambers in the middle of the night and waking in his bed were left out.
"Married?!" Her mother took her hands then gave her a large hug, holding her tight. "How wonderful for you!"
Gretel forced herself to smile, trying to enjoy the company, "yes, I suppose." Looking at her daughter now with concern and confusion, Gretel dropped her gaze. "It is all wrong. I do not want him to be forced to marry me. He hates me, Mother. Ha made that clear more than once. I know that this will be a political marriage; I know that- I will have duties to attend to. I had hoped that whomever I married would have at least a little affection for me." Gretel rambled her thoughts, "I suppose that I had become accustomed to the thought of being alone. All of this is too much," she hiccupped then on the tears that suddenly choked her throat and caused the world to become blurry.
Frowning, her mother engulfed her daughter tightly in her arms, shushing softly. "It will work out in the end, sweetheart." Rocking her gently, Lady Georgio motioned for one of the servants. "Please have a room prepared for my daughter. It has been a long ride and she needs some rest before dinner." Smiling gently, she stroked her daughter's hair, "head on up to bed dear for a nap." Nudging her to stand, Gretel gave her mother a weak smile and did as she was told, too exhausted from this whole thing to argue.
Chapter Nine: Wedding Bells
The days passed by quickly. Her visit at her parent's estate had gone smoothly after her rest. She had performed the role she knew she was supposed to take with calm dignity. The days that followed were filled with bridal fittings, final selections on flowers and platters of food. Marianne had excellent taste and much of the time Gretel found herself merely agreeing to what had already been selected.
Despite the face she put on, she felt the odd eyes from the servants. To change brides so suddenly was an odd thing to do. Of course, rumors of what had occurred on the Georgio estate had not stayed there for long. She could feel people staring at her almost constantly. Gretel had arrived in chains and would soon be queen to them all.
Her interactions with Hansel were even less than she had expected. She would only see him briefly at the evening meal. He was formally polite, but nothing they ever said in conversation held any weight. A week into her stay there she had found herself brought to the library. There she was drilled by an assemblage of tutors on her education. Both her academics and political know were tested. Though she was well read, her curse had rendered her useless in the political field and the men seemed to take great pleasure in showing how little she knew about the inner workings of the royal beast. It was determined that her education was incomplete and that she would be best suited for being seen and not heard.
Feeling defeated, Gretel began to withdraw into herself. Even the arrival of her parents did not seem to help any. She stopped eating, picking idly at the luscious foods offered to her. Breakfast and lunch trays would be returned to the kitchens untouched. In all the fuss, only her personal maid seemed to notice the difference. Seeing her lady's distress, she tried her hardest to bring little things to brighten Gretel's day. None of them mattered, though. She viewed the world with hollow eyes and a broken heart.
Then the day was upon them. Frowning, Hansel paced a bit outside of Gretel's chamber before knocking on the door. As it was opened, he stepped inside and his brows drew together, "are you unwell?" Gretel looked paler than he remembered. Deep hollows had formed beneath her eyes and the brightness that had followed her was gone.
Standing, Gretel curtsied deeply, "thank you for your concern, my King. I am well enough and shall be prepared appropriately." Her voice was flat and Hansel blinked slowly in surprise. This was not the girl he had expected to see this morning. Coughing a bit, he sat a large box down on a nearby chair. "These are for you, a wedding gift. I shall see you in a few hours." Without waiting for a response, he turned and walked out of the room. As Hansel headed to his own chambers, he could not understand why his chest pained him so much. Nor why his stomach was so suddenly twisted in knots.