Author's Note:
A Drow's Dilemma began as a one-on-one roleplaying project and has been converted into a chapter-by-chapter format for weekly posting with the permission and assistance from my partner. It will contain a considerable amount of sexual themes such as femdom, lesbian, straight, 'reverse' rape, BDSM, group sex, romance, and other themes. The main goal of the story, however, is to tell an epic tale of adventures, gods and goddesses, fae, and nymphomaniacs. This episode and every episode to come will be available for free on Literotica for the foreseeable future. All characters that engage in sexual or suggestive situations are mentally and sexually mature: the human equivalent of 18 for their race.
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Episode 89: Century
It was the evening before the day of her century party. Jhul had gone yet again to have a 'talk' with her mother. The conversation seemed especially bad, judging by the look of anger on her face as she opened the front door to her apartments much more strongly than she needed to, and closed it in a similar fashion. Jhul then went directly for her cabinet of highly fermented beverages, took a large bottle of clear liquid out, and drank deeply directly from the bottle.
Caleldir still did not like the inferior alcohol not produced by his homeland, but he had drunk a little when offered some. That stuff was not the sort that one should be drinking directly. He addressed her in a soft tone, "I take it things are not going well?"
"No," Jhul snapped in reply. All the venom in her voice was directed at the bottle in her hand, and not at Caleldir. As if the bottle was her mother and she was drinking her to death. Or something.
"Mother is-" Jhul began, then huffed out a frustrated sigh. This was not something she was supposed to be speaking about with someone not of her house, let alone a slave. So she took another long drink from her bottle. It took a lot for a drow to get drunk quickly, after all. Once she was done with that particular swig of her bottle, she took it and flopped down on one of her soft couches - the thumb over the mouth of the bottle to prevent spillage.
Now, in situations like this around Ashyr or Selene, Caleldir would have been inclined to respond by talking about his own family and past as a way of bringing down the other person's defenses so that they could open up and he could help them, but that was not going to work in this case. Because he was not going to blow his disguise and tell the full truth of his background. So, instead, he just sat down on the couch near her.
"If you want to talk about it, I am willing to listen," he said in a low tone.
Jhul looked over to Cal. Then she took one quick swig of the bottle before handing it over to him. Caleldir drank a sip of the bottle before setting it down next to the two of them.
"I suppose you are," Jhul's tone was wry, and there was a smirk on her face which was somehow not a pleasant expression. Then her lips faltered, and she frowned. "It affects you, so I might as well say. Mother wants me to work longer with each cycle. But she also ordered me to send fewer people to her. She says she's busy with, well, whatever." She made a sweeping, dismissive motion with her arm. "It's all lizardshit if she neglects the school with whatever idiot scheming she's doing. If only she would let me solve the students' problems again, but NO I just make things more difficult with my giving in to their simple, reasonable requests. Says it makes Dinoryn look weak."
"I do not wish to speak ill of your mother," he said. "But this seems to be a rather poor business model. Do you not provide the other Noble Houses an important service? Are your wealth and power not dependent on keeping your near-monopoly on formal magical education? How can it not be in Dinoryn's best interests to provide as good of a service to the other noble houses as possible? Your goals are to maintain your power, privilege, and relative immunity from being the target of other ambitious houses, but if you ignore the very people that give you that immunity: the students, then does that not jeopardize it?"
"That's what I think," Jhul agreed in an exasperated tone. "Yeah, we bend over backward to accommodate the richer houses, but most of our funds come from the multitude lesser houses. We can't afford to lose all of them, and that is something we're very likely to do if we continue to treat them as we do. I would be whipped to an inch of my life if she heard me say this, but Iiv'lua is a short-sighted fool, and she should have never taken over the House when grandmother retired. And now here we are, slowly losing the support of people Mother won't admit we rely on so heavily."
A wince. "That seems an unwise thing to say," Caleldir said quietly. "I, of course, will not repeat anything you tell me, but there may be others listening in."
He sighed, staring ahead and looking thoughtful. "What if one were to compile a financial report, show her where to bulk of the money is coming from? Perhaps, if she were to see that the lesser houses as a collective supply the massive majority of her income, she would be willing to take steps not to jeopardize that. And as for making Dinoryn look weak, well, nothing makes a House look as weak as does kowtowing to power. If you listen to everyone's complaints without thought for rank, that makes you seem strong enough to be impartial. If you only listen to the powerful and ignore the weak, that makes it clear who you regard as a threat, and who you do not. By giving in to the powerful houses, you clearly display to those houses which have a chance at harming you. This is not a good long-term strategy."
"Something needs to be done about her attitude. But she thinks I'M the one who needs to learn about life. She thinks I'M weak. I bet that that's why she gave you to me. So I can learn how to dominate an unruly slave." But domination and discipline were not what made Caleldir cooperative in the end. So he turned out to be a poor object lesson. Not that Jhul was going to complain about him now, not considering how much help he had been in the short two weeks of their acquaintance. "So she isn't going to listen to me. She'll just say I falsified the numbers or I just plain don't understand. She's twice my age, so she must have twice my wisdom, by her reckoning. Instead, she's just twice as stubborn, and twice as foolish because of it."
Jhul didn't seem to care who heard her damning words. Her apartments were warded from prying eyes. She was confident that even her mother wouldn't be able to listen in.
Caleldir sighed again. "I fear that the only way for your mother to see reason will be to have to be dominated, then. If she respects only strength, then you will have to be stronger than her. But that road seems to be too dangerous to truly consider."
She scoffed. "And so I drink. And waste my time being the one that everyone is annoyed with because I won't let them speak with my mother. At least, for now, people can blame Dinoryn weakness on one daughter barely a century old. But if this lasts for too much longer..." Something would have to be done. Jhul shook her head and grabbed the bottle from the table to take another long pull.
When she set it back down again, she gave Caleldir a long look. Then she shifted, her movements made only slightly clumsy by the drink that began to hit her mind. She ended sitting, straddling his lap. Her hand slipped into his robe automatically to feel his flesh beneath. "You seem a smart one, for a male and a slave. How do you think I could dominate my own mother?"
Caleldir had expected a partly drunken Jhul to end up straddling and fondling him. For now, though, he was going to mostly ignore that in fact. He put his arms around her, but otherwise continued on the conversation.
"I do not know enough about the situation to tell you that for certain," he confessed. "But although my spells are sealed so I cannot use any real magic, I can still give you the instructions on quite a few very useful rituals. I have a few thousand memorized. We can empower you in a number of ways, but I cannot really offer anything beyond nebulous power at this point. I would have to know more."
His response made her sigh. "I know rituals. But at this point, I think magical power is not quite as useful as political power. The former I have quite a bit of strength in, the latter I have none. Perhaps that will change tomorrow. With the party."
She was right, of course. And that was what Caleldir feared. He had nothing but magic to offer. He certainly did not have political power. Not yet. Not until Duskhaven was restored. But when that happened... ugh. He was not sure how this all would work out. A restored House Duskhaven, with the vastly enhanced powers of Ashyr and Selene, and of course, with himself and Althaia in their drow guises (with R.I.S.A. supporting from the shadows), would be a potent force physically and politically. And financially, if they began selling the wood from R.I.S.A.'s pocket dimension. But how would that help Jhul'une? He would no longer be her slave, at that point. The only thing he could think of would be to negotiate freedom for himself in exchange for removing Iiv'lua from power and putting Jhul'une in her place, which would cement Dinoryn very firmly as Duskhaven's ally. Not that that plan was likely.
While Caleldir thought things over, Jhul's mind appeared to stray in other directions. She concluded that there was nothing to be done at the present, and felt better for talking about her frustrations. It helped that she was rapidly falling into drunkenness