Author's Note:
A Drow's Dilemma began as a one-on-one roleplaying project and has been converted into a chapter-by-chapter format for weekly posting with the permission and assistance from my partner. It will contain a considerable amount of sexual themes such as femdom, lesbian, straight, 'reverse' rape, BDSM, group sex, romance, and other themes. The main goal of the story, however, is to tell an epic tale of adventures, gods and goddesses, fae, and nymphomaniacs. This episode and every episode to come will be available for free on Literotica for the foreseeable future. All characters that engage in sexual or suggestive situations are mentally and sexually mature: the human equivalent of 18 for their race.
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Episode 75: Infiltration
While Ashyr, Tsabdrin, and Althaia were doing their thing in Faust's old chambers, Selene had just finished her just-before-bed snack that she had sent to her room. She curled up on the bed completely naked, as she preferred to sleep when her brother wasn't there. In fact, there had been a strange lack of anything sexual in whichever rooms they stayed in, with Ashyr galavanting across the city and Tsabdrin there.
Caleldir's libido was nymphen, of course, but it took a bit of work to get it going. Most of the time it was dormant, with his thoughts elsewhere. So he was not all that upset about his recent chastity. Granted, this was pretty much the first night he had not had a sleepless, morose ghost watching him, and the first that Tsabdrin was not sleeping one bed over, but his thoughts had not gone any farther than thinking that Selene, even when a little more pregnant than before, still looked good naked.
"I think we're by ourselves tonight," Selene mentioned to Caleldir casually. "Ashyr said something about surprising Althaia and taking my brother with her." She made a face at the passing thought of her brother naked with those two, but her nose was still in the book she was reading. The mage was paying a bit more attention to the pages in front of her than to what she was saying.
"Althaia will be wanting to get some time in with us before we part ways," Caleldir noted. "She has grown quite attached to us since she first joined our group." He glanced over at Selene. "You know, she is an even better masseuse than I am. Perhaps you should spend some time with her. She would appreciate it."
Selene sighed, and let her hand that held her book fall to her lap. "Spend time with her? Alone?" The mage asked as if it was the biggest chore in the world. She shifted deeper into the bed, and pulled the blankets up to her stomach. Not that she needed them with the ever-present climate control her ring gave her. But there was something comforting about having blankets covering her. "I do like massages... but she's a paladin. She's supposed to be my natural enemy. Or something to that effect."
"Has she ever acted judgmental or hostile to you?" Caleldir inquired. "I mean, sometimes she can act disapproving, but that is about it. And she does share your regard for... well, a lot of topics. She is endlessly interested in spellcraft and arcana, I am sure she would love to hear you talk on them. She may not be very knowledgeable, but she is curious and a fast learner. She is really not your enemy. Especially now that you do not even ping as evil when she looks at you." He chuckled. "Sorry if that is a bit of a sore spot. You still do register as very Lawful to me."
"Well, no. She's been generally polite. It's the principle of the thing." Uncomfortable, Selene shifted more into the bed. At the same time, she curled closer to Caleldir until her breasts pressed against him and one of her legs was draped over one of his. Her book was completely forgotten at the side of the bed.
"Lolth, my mother would be so disappointed with me. She'd say I'd gotten soft or something. I blame you for this," she accused half-heartedly.
Caleldir was happy to wrap his arm around Selene and pull her a little closer to him. "Well, if your mother would be disappointed, then it seems to me that the best thing to do would be to surpass her. Remember that good does not mean soft. Cruelty is unnecessary for efficiency. Maybe we can even plot to carve out our own little empire! How would your mother feel about you being a queen or an empress? We already have Port Afron, and will soon have Duskhaven. After that, well, the sky is no limit at all!"
"If I wanted to rule, I could have let you and Ashyr die back then, in the woods. It wouldn't have worked out for me, but I didn't know that then. Even if we did build our own kingdom, Ashyr would be queen. I guess I can ask her if we can share in the queenship. That would be more than my mother accomplished. Our matron, her sister, did not share her title. Mother wasn't even near the top of the list if the matron died. Even so, Mother would be disappointed that I accomplished it at the cost of my character.
"But I don't even know if I want the title. Sometimes it's nice to sit and imagine being a rich and powerful queen. But it my imaginings, I'm just sitting on a pile of wealth with pretty men fulfilling my every desire. Actual queenship is more involved." Selene explained. Her voice was soft, her expression contemplative. "I'm not even sure if I hate the fact that Mother would be disappointed or if I simply... I don't know. 'Miss her' seems an awfully strong way to put it. Drow do not miss their mothers like you surface worlders do. But..." Selene trailed off and shrugged, unable and unwilling to find the words for how she felt.
"With my mother being an undead Archfey of some type, I am not sure how to relate to your position. All I can say is that if you are looking to impress a dead drow, I am not sure how that is really possible. In general, I think that drow are impressed by people powerful enough to hurt them without risking themselves. So really, all you have to do is be in a powerful enough position that other drow cannot talk crap about you for fear of what you would do to them. Evil alignment not needed."
"Impress a dead drow. Makes it sound stupid. I can't impress her; I'm pretty sure her soul was destroyed, like they did-" Selene stopped her words abruptly, and let out a heavy sigh. This was a really depressing conversation.
There was a visible grimace on Caleldir's face. "That sounds horrible," he exhaled. What could he say to a woman whose mother and daughter had both had their soul's shredded? "I do not know what I can say to that, since nothing I could ever say or do would make up for it. But I will promise that we will make sure that our daughter will not suffer a similar fate." He smiled grimly. "For I have made sure that no one will be strong enough to do that. Not once she is full grown."
Selene wrapped her arm around Caleldir and squeezed slightly when he made his promise. It wasn't the first time he said such a thing, but it still made her feel better about that situation.
"I'll just... continue to gather power, as you say. That can't completely dishonor her memory." But saying that didn't make Selene feel any better about the situation. She had no idea what she wanted. She did know that things that defined who she was for over a hundred years changing, and it was unsettling. She also knew that she missed her old life.
"I'd talk to Ashyr about it, but I've barely had the chance to say a word to her since Phanuel woke." Another sigh of discontent, but this time it was more out of annoyance than sadness. "When she was in Duskhaven, she would at least come back to the manor to sleep."
Caleldir sighed and shook his head. "Is it just me, or has she gotten more... flighty recently? I mean, I lo- I like her and all, but she seems to be becoming a bit more immature as of late."
"I wouldn't say immature," Selene corrected primly. "Easily distracted, perhaps. There are things here that she cannot do down there... she could just be getting it out of her system. I hope. Maybe tomorrow I can remind her that we exist, too. And we're far more loyal to her than any of them could ever be." There was a definite hint of jealousy in her voice. She shifted until she was all the way in Caleldir's lap, and her head was rested on his shoulder.
He adjusted his arms so that they were wrapped around her waist. Given it was just the two of them, he was not wearing anything more than she was; her body began to have the predictable effect on him. Selene's mind was just as much on other things as Caleldir's. So much so, that she didn't really notice when his body responded to hers though it meant that his cock would begin to press against her womanhood. And if her body was responding in kind, it would take her a while to realize.
"I have only known Ashyr for a few months, and though she is behaving more manically than I have seen her before, I have not had centuries of experience with her to form a truly profound conclusion. I will just say that I have faith that she will eventually realize what we are compared to them." He would have said a lot that was far more gushy and sappy, but Selene was not fond of that sort of thing. Instead, he just put a soft kiss on Selene's neck.
"Well, the most we must wait is a week. Ashyr will be stuck with us when we start to travel. Then maybe we can show her- do you hear that?" Selene interrupted herself suddenly then fell quiet, listening.
Softly - far too soft for those on the other side of the castle, where Ashyr, Althaia, and Tsabdrin were entangled together - there came the sound of a woman's voice. Or perhaps it was two or three. Then again, it sounded like a very convincing mournful sigh of the wind. It was sort of windy up this high in the castle.
"Hear what?" Caleldir asked, craning his head. He heard the wind in the night, and perhaps distant singing. Or something similar. "I hear many things... maybe the Rusalka in the sewers are singing and it is carried to us by evening winds?" It was quite dark outside. He yawned. "It is probably nothing."
Selene shrugged. He was probably right. The rusalka wouldn't very well be able to get anywhere near the two of them. Naked women with wild, living hair would not get very far within the city, and - as far as she knew - they couldn't use the teleport circle within the castle. She was just hearing things.
Snuggling against Selene and the bed a little, he closed his eyes. "This is a good way to sleep."