Chapter 66: The Wilderness Outpost
I now have an editor, so you all shouldn't need to put up with my typos and poor/dyslexic editing skills anymore.
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Ethan looked out over the Argo's bow at the scenery below him. To his right, the Ivernian mountains were scrolling past and the Gulf of Sayora was doing the same to his left, and below the airship as well. Also to the right and slightly to the rear was Falkaan's airship, the Midnight Sun.
The vacation had been wonderful, and his wives had convinced him that technically, it should start the day
after
Myla and Falkaan's wedding since helping the villagers was
technically
'prophet work', and it wasn't a vacation until one stopped working.
It hadn't taken much convincing.
Thus, they'd had a whole week of not worrying about anything except enjoying being married. They had eaten good food, gone swimming, slept in late, and done all the other things one usually does on vacation, including spending rather a lot of time 'exercising' in the captain's cabin.
Sarah had led them on more than one expedition onto more than one island to collect fruits, nuts, berries, and mushrooms. She had come up with some very creative ways to cook them too, and they'd done that in the wilderness more than once. His dragon breath had come in handy when starting fires, over which they had roasted many things together. It was really nice to do things like that as a family.
They had even tried a few ball games from the Ten Kingdoms, none of which Ethan was very good at. However, one of them was similar to volleyball and they had spent many long hours on the beach playing it together as a family.
He loved that.
But like all things, and despite how much everyone had loved it, it had eventually come to an end. They had bidden a fond farewell to the villagers, who thanked all of them and especially Talven for their help. Apparently, their crops were starting to grow well thanks to his input. Ethan had had a short conversation with the excitable naiad -- with Alana translating -- and after Thea and Alana had given the villagers a crash course in how to be respectful to her, they seemed to be getting along well despite neither speaking the other's language.
The Argo had departed four days ago, and they had now crossed much of Ivernia's southern border with excellent wind, traveling on the south side of the Ivernian mountains over the Gulf of Sayora. Ahead of him, he could see a small tower had been erected on a rocky outcropping surrounded by the beach. Just beyond the tower, there was a wall reaching from the mountainside across the beach and into the water.
"That's the Wilderness Outpost." A feminine voice said from behind him.
"Hi Victoria." He said after glancing behind him.
"Mind if I join you?" The platinum blonde asked.
"Be my guest." He replied, then moved over to make room for her.
"What are you doing?" She asked after joining him.
"Mostly just letting my mind wander." He replied. "I started reading that book that Lucien lent me about tactics and strategy. It's good, but it's a doozy. I feel like I'm starting from square one and I need to get better, but don't know how." He looked at her. "What about you?"
"I've been thinking ever since Myla and Falkaan's wedding." She replied, and her tone was thoughtful. "They fell for each other instantly, and I think everyone could see it."
He chuckled. "Yup, though Myla was slow to admit it to herself."
Victoria laughed. "True, but it was obvious and she is so happy now. Did you see them swimming that last day of vacation?"
"I did." He nodded, the glow about the newlywed couple had been pretty obvious.
"I think she sorted out her... um, 'intimacy issues' the night before." Victoria said. "She looked like your wives do after you've had a long session together in the captain's cabin."
"I'll take that as a compliment." He smiled.
"It was meant as one." She glanced at him, then looked toward the horizon again. "I want that."
"That meaning...?" He prompted, since her statement could be taken more than one way.
"What Myla and Falkaan have; that passion for each other." She replied, then looked at him. "I faded into the background lately, haven't I? I mean, when compared to Thea?"
"Maybe?" He sighed. "Honestly, when I think about my sixth wife, the only face I can see there is still Selene." He almost winced as he said her name.
He had done his best not to try and contact her telepathically since vacation had started. He wanted to, he wanted to so badly, but in some ways, it hurt too much. He still missed her, and his heart still felt like it had a piece missing. Maybe not a large piece, but certainly an important one, and its absence stung like a splinter in his heart whenever he thought about her.
Still, her absence really made him appreciate the wives he did have. Every single one of them was absolutely incredible and he felt lucky to have even met them, let alone married all of them. It was amazing how missing someone you loved helped you treasure others more.
"I'm sorry." She gave him a smile, but it had a sad tinge to it. "But she will be back to visit. She'll be back and she might not be yours, but you'll see her again."
"Always looking on the bright side." He smiled at her. "That's a good thing."
"Thank you."
"Anyway, you were saying something before I so rudely started talking about another woman."
She chuckled. "I want that, what you and Selene have -- or at least the attraction -- and what Myla and Falkaan have. I want that passion."
"You're leading up to something." He replied.
"I am." She took a deep breath. "Myla said that she thought Illuminar had husbands prepared for whoever you didn't marry. And while I realize that you're a good man and I would be happy as your wife, I don't have that passion with you; I don't have that fire. I want that fire; I want that passion." She took a deep breath. "So what I'm saying is, I think Myla is right. And so..." She took another deep breath. "I realize it's not my decision to make, but I would ask that you don't marry me; that you choose Thea. She actually
wants
to marry you. I wouldn't mind it, but I want passion, and hopefully from the beginning."
He chuckled. "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it."
"I want this." She replied. "I've thought and prayed about it a lot, and if Myla is right -- and I think she is -- then I think Illuminar will have someone lined up for me with whom I can have that passion. I might even meet him soon, given how quickly Myla met Falkaan after she decided not to marry you."
"Yeah, it could be soon." He mused, then pointed toward the Ivernian military outpost just in front of them. "Careful, it might be an Ivernian soldier." He winked at her.
She gave him a look. "Given all we've learned about Illuminar and free will, even He couldn't make me fall in love with an Ivernian soldier."
"Jinx." Ethan laughed, and then of course he had to explain the concept to Victoria.
"It'll never happen." She said firmly when he was done. "Ever."
"Tempting fate I see." He winked at her.
She rolled her eyes and after a moment, spoke more seriously. "Is that okay? That I would rather marry someone else?"
"Of course." He smiled at her. "I would never force someone to marry me. Ever. In some ways, this should make things easier on me."
"Should?" She raised her eyebrow. "Selene?"
"I'll get over her someday." He replied, hoping it was true. However, he somehow doubted that the small piece of his heart and soul that he'd given to her would ever truly grow back. Maybe heal a little, and hopefully hurt less with time, but not grow back.
She looked at him for a moment. "I think you should talk with Thea about that."
"Yeah, probably so."
"Someone call my name?" Thea asked from behind him.
He smiled, then looked between the two of them. "I see the new telepathic group chat is working well."
"It is." Thea confirmed, then pointed to the Midnight Sun.
On the Midnight Sun, Myla turned to face them and waved cheerfully with a dazzling smile. Ethan waved back and then she went back to whatever she had been doing. She looked happy; very happy. She'd spent most of her days since marrying Falkaan with a smile on her face and that did Ethan's heart good. It was incredible to see how much she was blossoming from the shell-shocked woman she'd been when Ethan had met her.
"I'll leave you two to talk." Victoria said, then walked towards the stern of the ship.
Thea took Victoria's place at the front of the ship and stood shoulder-to-shoulder with him, looking out to the horizon. Neither said anything for several minutes, and for him at least, it was because he was lost in thought. Honestly, he thought things with the potential 'wife number 6' candidates had worked out well. Of them, Thea was the one he had connected the most with. Well, besides Selene obviously.
"You always get this certain air about you when you think of her." Thea said.
He looked at the elf.
"Selene, I mean." Thea clarified. "I'm not sure I could describe it, but it's definitely unique to her."