Chapter 53: "Parting is such sweet sorrow"
I now have an editor, so you all shouldn't need to put up with my typos and poor/dyslexic editing skills anymore.
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"Have a great night." Ethan waved to the dinner guests as they disembarked from the Argo. The families of Lord Kalus and Arven, plus Matthew, waved back, all with large smiles. As they walked away, Ethan thought he heard Ketura invite Shara and Lyra over for dinner to discuss something, though by that point they were far enough away that he didn't hear what it was.
"Okay, so what did Lord Kalus say?" Beth asked the moment they were out of easy earshot.
"About what?" Ethan replied, playing dumb.
"Dom-i-nus." She groaned while his other wives and Selene shook their heads, rolled their eyes, or both.
"He had some good advice." He said, then related it, finishing with how the lord had suggested that they get Selene back to Earth ASAP to deal with the portal problem.
"Oh." The Brazilian woman nodded slowly, but she was also frowning slightly. "I knew I would be heading back to Earth eventually, I just thought I had more time."
Behind her, Kendra's face became a neutral mask. The happiness and joy that had been displayed on her face mere moments ago disappeared behind that mask, leaving behind an expression that was unnaturally neutral.
He reached out and pulled her to him.
She didn't resist.
Selene looked at Kendra, her face falling as she did. "I thought I would have more time."
"Me too." The raven-haired woman said quietly.
Alana led the charge to give Kendra a group hug and Ethan pulled Selene into it as well. The caramel-haired beauty didn't resist, but she did look a little uncomfortable.
"I should get to bed." Selene said when the group hug had broken. She looked about as happy as Kendra while she said it though.
"Yeah, we probably should too." Ethan nodded.
No one moved.
Kendra swallowed hard, then stepped forward and gave Selene a tight hug which she returned. The dragon huntress held on for several long seconds and then stepped back. "Good night."
"Night." Selene appeared to attempt a smile, but she wasn't very successful. In fact, it almost looked like she felt a bit... guilty?
The Brazilian woman went below decks, though Thor didn't follow her immediately. Instead, the kitten walked over to Kendra and rubbed up against her ankle before following Selene.
"That is one smart kitty." Alana said.
"He is." Ethan nodded.
"He'll go with Selene after the portal mission when she moves back to Earth, won't he?" Beth asked.
"Probably." Rachel replied. "We all love him and he loves all of us, but he really is her cat."
"Yeah." Ethan nodded, then headed into the captain's cabin with his wives following him.
The moment the door was closed, Kendra spoke. "Is this what it's like having friends?"
"Only when they move away." Ethan replied. "It stings."
Kendra blinked a few times and sniffled slightly, though her expression was still carefully neutral. "Then I'm never going to make friends with anyone who isn't married to Ethan ever again."
"I think you'll find that hard." Alana said with a pained smile on her face.
"I can do hard." The raven-haired woman sniffled.
Ethan pulled her into another hug and she seemed almost anxious for this one. His other wives gathered around and made it the second group hug of the night.
"I'm sorry, you all wanted to..." She pointed to the bed. "And I ruined the mood."
"I think Smithbond and the portal had more to do with that." Alana replied.
"Yeah." Ethan gave her an extra squeeze and then let go.
Kendra's neutral mask had slipped by now and she swallowed. "I'm really grateful that Illuminar led Selene into my life, but why does she have to leave?" She sniffled and blinked rather more rapidly than normal.
"I don't want her to go either." Tee said. " Master, I really wish you were going to marry her, but if Illuminar decided not..." The Fey teen frowned and looked down, a sad smile on her face.
"I'll miss Selene too." Beth said. "I really wish she was going to stay."
"So do I." Alana nodded.
"The Argo won't be the same without her." Rachel nodded.
"No, it won't." Ethan agreed.
Kendra sniffled and wiped one of her eyes. Her finger might have been slightly wet when she was done.
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Selene lay in her hammock, jaw clenched and breathing rather heavily as she contemplated recent events. She couldn't get the look on Kendra's face out of her mind. It seemed to have glued itself to her eyeballs and...
She took a deep, calming breath.
Okay, it wasn't actually calming and came out more as a huff than anything else, but that's what she had intended it to be.
She was going to leave the Argo.
That was final.
She had decided that she was going to become an FBI agent and she was going to stick to that plan, assuming that was still an option after dealing with Smithbond and the portal. Something in her was absolutely convinced that she could still have a career as an FBI agent but she wasn't sure why. She knew that Smithbond's agency had made that seemingly impossible, but she still couldn't shake the feeling that it was possible. Maybe she was being stupid, but that's how she felt.
She wasn't going to marry Ethan and she certainly didn't want to live the rest of her life on this God-forsaken world that didn't even have coffee. Besides, she'd made her decision during the whole birthday thing.
The birthday thing...
"Birthdays." She scowled and pushed that incident as far from her mind as she could.
"Meow." Thor was looking at her reprovingly.
"Yes, I know I royally fucked up that whole birthday thing; you don't need to keep reminding me." She almost growled in frustration, though more at herself than him. "But there's no way in hell that I'm going to let that asshole in the sky tell me how to live my own life."
Thor just stared at her, looking neither happy nor convinced.
"What?!" She said a little more sharply than she had intended. She sighed, then spoke in a more normal tone. "Sorry."
The kitten laid down on her chest and rubbed his head against her affectionately, then returned to his reproving look.
"What's done is done and I have to go to Earth anyway, so there's no point in coming clean to fix my fuck-up now, no matter how large it is." The Brazilian woman said, only realizing that her tone was defensive after she'd spoken.