Chapter 40: Ruth
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"Is that all of it?" Ethan asked as he held Kendra's hair so it didn't fall into the puddle of vomit that had resided in her stomach up until a minute ago. Ordinarily, he might've been rather insulted that a woman literally threw up after having sex with him. However, he understood that Kendra had some struggles that other women didn't. Besides, she'd seemed to enjoy it until he had released the compulsion that had been keeping her stomach calm.
She nodded and then shuddered as she spat out what he assumed were the last vestiges.
"I'm sorry." She whispered.
"For...?"
She sat up, moving away from the puddle of sick and gesturing to it. "That."
"Well, I might've taken it as a reflection of my performance if you weren't so insistent that you enjoyed it." He winked.
She blushed scarlet, then cocked her head to one side and looked at him with confusion in her eyes. "You held my hair."
"Well yeah; I assumed you wouldn't want to get vomit in it."
She teared up slightly, and then tried to surreptitiously wipe those tears away. "I'm not supposed to get choked up because someone held my hair while I threw up."
"I know how hard this has been for you." He shrugged. "Plus, I'm not dumb enough to get mad at you for not liking my dragon side. I don't even like the asshole most of the time."
She gave him a half smile, then averted her eyes. "Can I say something that's stupid?"
"Of course; I do all the time."
She glanced at him and half-smiled for a moment before her face became more serious and sincere. "I think that a husband holding his wife's hair while she vomits because she just had sex with him is one of the most pure expressions of love I've ever heard of."
She was being honest; absolutely genuine.
She radiated sincerity.
"It's been like that our whole relationship." She continued quietly, not meeting his eyes. "You've been nothing but wonderful to me and I've been..." She took a deep breath and sniffled slightly. "I've been a horrible, standoffish, and occasionally murderous bitch to you and--"
"Stop." He held up his hand. "You don't need to apologize again."
"But may I please finish Drago?"
He almost commented on her new nickname for him, but figured this wasn't the time and so nodded.
"You just gave me one of the-- no,
the
best experience of my entire life. The only other one that comes close is the night you said that I could make the Argo my home. You've done so much for me and I'm so far in your debt that I'll never be able to--"
"Stop." He held up his hand again and shook his head. "You need to stop thinking that way, and I mean right now."
"What way?"
He smiled kindly at her. "We got married today, and thus all of that 'I-owe-you-and-you-owe-me' stuff went right out the window when we did. That's not how a
good
marriage works. In a
good
marriage, I do what's best for you and you do what's best for me; always. We don't keep score. All debts and 'I-owe-you's were wiped out the moment we said 'I do', so consider us even; now and forevermore."
"Really?" Her voice cracked slightly as she spoke.
"Yes." He replied firmly. "If we want to have a good marriage, it would probably help if we didn't start by keeping score."
She nodded, still wiping the tears that were leaking from her eyes, though she was smiling too. "Thank you, that... that sounds wonderful."
"Speaking from experience, it is." He nodded. "So please, let's have no more of this 'I owe you' stuff."
Kendra's eyes suddenly became even more watery as her smile grew wider. She blinked several times trying to clear them. After several seconds she started wiping her eyes with her hands, trying to wipe the tears away.
It wasn't working.
They kept coming.
"Come here." He opened his arms.
She started to move his way, but then grabbed her stomach. "Maybe I better not." She grimaced apologetically. "Sorry."
"I hope you get over that, but I understand."
She nodded, then grimaced slightly again. "I don't know anything about being a wife." She averted her eyes again. "I'd like to be a good wife, but I don't know how. I was never trained for it and I don't... I don't know how."
He smiled at her. "You've already nailed step number one to being a good wife."
"I have?"
"Want to be one, and try to be one."
She sighed in relief, then grinned slightly at him. "That's two steps."
"Even better." He grinned back.
She closed her eyes, got a contented smile on her face, took a deep breath, and then moved in his direction slightly. However, she started to go green almost instantly and put a hand on her stomach.
"I could probably deal with your nausea permanently via compulsion." He suggested.
She bit her lip and averted her eyes.
"You don't want me to?"
She hesitated a moment, then shook her head slightly. "I um, I didn't mind the temporary compulsion just now, but permanent..." She frowned, though still didn't meet his eye. "I would like to see if I can get over it by myself first. Is that okay?"
He nodded. "Just aim away if your stomach wins."
She chuckled, then glanced at the gross puddle. "That's going to stink pretty soon. Stink worse I mean."
He nodded. "Yeah, we should get that cleaned up as soon as possible. I know the sheets are self-cleaning, but I highly doubt they'll vaporize the solid bits."
"Ethan." She looked at him, her eyes shining as she wiped the tears from her smiling cheeks. She sniffled slightly too, and wiped her nose with the back of her hand. "Oh, I must look like a mess."
"Yeah." He nodded, but added with a smile. "A beautiful mess."
"You can't mean that."