"Of course I still want you." Robert says, pulling her into him. "None of what happened is your fault."
Amber breaks, sobbing hard in Robert's arms.
"What in the hell is going on?" Jane asks.
"I promise I'll explain." Robert says quietly. "Just give me a minute."
As he holds Amber, she begins to try to talk. "I'm sorry." and "Didn't want you to know."
"I know you didn't." Robert says. "But I'm glad you aren't carrying this alone, anymore. And we don't have to tell the rest of the girls, if you don't want them to know."
"Robert." Jane says. "Out with it."
"Amber, are you ok with me telling her now? Or do you want to step out while I tell her?" Robert asks.
Amber just stays in his arms, not moving, so Robert looks at Jane, and says. "Amber has a child. Her mother forced her to give the baby up for adoption, and then threw her out of the house when she turned 18. That's how she ended up with Jackson. She literally had nowhere else to go."
Amber sobs harder, nearly collapsing when Robert speaks. "Oh, you poor thing." Jane says, coming over to embrace her.
After a few minutes, Robert continues. "Do you want to talk about it?" Robert asks. "Or would you rather we didn't?"
Amber shakes her head, not looking up, and between bouts of sobbing, says. "I don't know, Master."
"I'm sorry if mentioning it makes it worse." Robert says. "But we are here for you. If you want to talk about it, you can."
"It's so embarrassing." Amber says. "I was so stupid. I hate younger me."
"You were young, and in an awful situation." Robert says. "Coerced into doing things you didn't want to do, over and over."
"I'm sorry, Master." Amber says, beginning to control her emotions. "I should have been honest with you. But I never wanted anyone to know."
"It's ok." Robert says. "I understand, I really do."
"Did Katie tell you about the boy, Master?" Amber asks tentatively.
"She told me everything." Robert says. "Or at least, she said she did."
"I didn't even want to date him." Amber says angrily, cuffing away tears. "But he just wouldn't take no for an answer, and I was too shy to put my foot down."
"She told me." Robert says. "It sounds like she blames herself for not stopping it. And then letting you go to Jackson's."
"It's not her fault." Amber says. "She was even more shy than I was. She was a good friend."
"Robert." Jane says. "At some point, I need the full story. I feel like I'm hearing half of a conversation over here."
"I'm sorry. I should have told you before we did this." Robert says apologetically.
"I'll let you two talk." Jane says. "Amber, I'm here if you ever need to talk about any of this."
After Jane leaves, Robert says. "You don't have to talk about any of it, if you don't want to. But if there is anything I can do to help you get some closure, I'm here. Katie gave me her phone number, she would love to hear from you."
"I don't know if I can, Master." Amber says. "That whole thing broke me. I had Katie drive me as far as she could. I hoped I could outrun the memories."
"I know." Robert says. "Can I let her know you are ok?"
Amber nods. "Did my mother tell you what happened to my baby, Master?" Amber asks, looking at the floor again. "She made me sign the papers, but I never got to read them. I don't know where they are, or even if it was a boy or girl."
"I'll do everything I can to find out." Robert says. "I promise."
"Thank you, Master." Amber says, pulling away from him to go to her knees in front of him. "I am yours, forever and always. For anything you need."
Robert pulls her back up, giving her a hug. "And I am yours. And so is Jane. We think the world of you. Two nights ago you told me we could talk about what you want privately. Are you up to doing that now?"
"If that would please you, Master." Amber says.
"It would." Robert says. "If you are ready."
"I want to be a mother." Amber says. "I never thought I wanted another child after what happened, until I began doing the work Master Jackson required of me, in order to make his decision. When you find me ready, I would like to have my implant removed, and to have your child."
"You still have that?!?" Robert asks, alarmed and astounded. "I thought they removed it at testing."
"They mentioned I needed to get it removed." Amber says. "But because I was not detained, they didn't do it."
"We need to talk to Jane about this." Robert says. "And get it out ASAP, before you land in hot water."
"Yes, Master." Amber says, and then hesitantly asks. "Master, will you consider my request?"
"Request?" Robert asks. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm just thinking through how we get the implant removed if we are past any sort of deadline. The request to have a child?"
"Yes, Master." Amber says, not looking at him.
"Of course." Robert says. "As soon as Samira clears you medically, and Jane gives her stamp of approval. Obviously we don't want everyone pregnant at once."
"Thank you, Master." Amber says. "I was worried that you might no longer find me worthy of carrying your child."
Robert reaches over, pulling her to him again. "What happened was not your fault. At all. You are just as worthy today as you were yesterday, or the day before that. I want you to stop blaming yourself, or assuming that anyone else will blame you."
"Yes, Master." Amber says, so softly he can barely hear it.
***
"Jane." Robert says as he enters the kitchen, Amber in tow. "Do you have a second?"
"Your lunch is ready." Lucia says. "Do you need privacy?"
Robert looks back at Amber, who shakes her head. "You can stay."
As the three of them sit, and Mei and Lucia bring over the food, Robert says. "Did you realize that Amber still has her implant?"
Jane nearly chokes on her drink, and coughs loudly. "No, I did not." She says, and looks at Amber. "They didn't remove it?"
"They said they don't remove them if you aren't detained, Mistress." Amber says. "I thought you both knew."
"No, I didn't." Jane says.
"Is there a deadline for removal?" Robert asks. "Like, are we already too late?"
"I have no idea." Jane says. "We need to look it up as soon as we are done eating."
"Samira might be able to take it out." Lucia says from behind Robert. "Sorry, couldn't help overhearing."
"Good idea." Jane says. "If we are over the deadline, we'll have to ask her. As long as she can do it just as well as a doctor, I don't see a problem with it, if Amber is ok with that."
"Whatever my Mistress decides." Amber says. "I apologize for causing a problem."
"None of that." Robert says. "You didn't do anything intentionally. This is an honest misunderstanding."
"Agreed." Jane says, smiling at her. "We will figure it out, together. All of it."
***
"Jane, Is there any way I can go check on my grandmother today?" Lindsey asks Jane after lunch.
"Tomorrow." Jane says. "I'll take you in the morning, for an hour. We've got a busy week ahead, with the renovation plans, and attending the auction tomorrow. If we can take you again during the week, we will."
"But... I'm sorry. Ok." Lindsey says, clearly disappointed, and wanting to push, but recognizing that it wouldn't help.
"Once we are settled at the new house, you can visit more." Jane says. "From what Tom was saying, he may be able to get her into a house only a mile or so away."
"Thank you." Lindsey says, turning to walk upstairs.
"Do you want me to run her over there?" Robert offers.
"No." Jane says. "I want you to relax, and enjoy the last bit of peaceful weekend you have left. Amber and I can deal with her implant. Why don't you go have some quality time with Lucia? It's her night."
"We haven't had one on one time in a bit." Robert says. "Are you sure?"
"Have fun." Jane says. "And if Mei begs to come along, don't let her unless you think Lucia really wants that. If she argues, tell her that I said 'A good sub is seen and not heard'."
"Like that will stop her." Robert laughs. "I think some one on one time will be good for Lucia and I, though. First I have a phone call to make."
Getting up from the table, Robert goes over to Lucia, who is already prepping dinner. "Can Mei handle dinner by herself?" Robert whispers, grinding himself against her tiny ass.
"I'm sure she can figure it out." Lucia says, leaning her head back far enough for him to lean in and get a kiss. "Now?"
"Give me 15 minutes." Robert says. "I need to make a phone call. Meet you in the master bedroom then though?"
"I wouldn't miss it." Lucia says, wiggling her ass back against him before he goes.
"What was that?" Mei asks Lucia as Robert begins to walk away.
Robert doesn't hear Lucia's response, but he does hear Mei's "I get to come too, right?" and then a loud "Fuck!".
***
"Did your phone call go ok?" Lucia asks, already nude and posed on the bed as he enters.
Robert pauses, blinking, before asking. "I'm sorry, did you say something?"
"You know I did." Lucia laughs. "Seriously, did it go ok? It had to be somewhat important, if you are doing it on a Sunday, and making me wait."
"It was important." Robert says. "I'm sorry, I can't tell you the details. It concerns one of the girls, and I think she wants it kept private, at least for now."
"It's not something bad, I hope." Lucia asks, concern on her face as she sits up.
"It's complicated." Robert says. "I promise, if and when I can tell you about it, I will. I offered to keep it private though, and I'm not going to break my promise."
"I'm not asking you to." Lucia says, reaching up to hold his hand. "Consider me your afternoon delight. How may I distract you, Master?"
Robert flops on the bed next to her, and pulls her into an embrace. "Can we just stay like this for a minute?" He asks.
"Of course." Lucia says. "For as long as my Master needs."
***
"I spoke with Katie, and then to your mother, again." Robert tells Amber that evening. "You said earlier that you wanted to know. Are you SURE you want to know? Once you know, you can't stop knowing."
"I need to know, Master." Amber says. "Even if it's bad."
"Katie didn't really know anything." Robert says. "So I called your mother. You have a daughter. Your mother said she directed the lawyer who handled the adoption to place her... well, I'll spare you exactly what she said, but basically, of a similar ethnic background to her father."
"Wait..." Amber says, alarm entering her voice. "She put her with a family who was detained?!?"
"It sounds like it." Robert says. "Which means she has likely been detained, as well."