Winter
December was dark and cold. It snowed every week until they were buried in it. They shoveled out pathways and doorways to keep everything open. Another old female died the first week of December. Doug had set up a heater on the floor in the middle of the barn. However, it only kept the temperature around 45 degrees at night. This was going to be a long winter. The herd was huddled together in each of their groupings.
The men riding the border began bringing home some game. It seemed that without people around the valley the wildlife was making a comeback. They were mostly bringing in some rabbits. However, they saw prints in the snow that told them there were more types of wildlife around the valley.
The female dog had five puppies. Lawanda made sure they were well cared for and the mother had plenty of food. Liz gave the puppies their distemper shots when they were old enough. By spring, those puppies would have a dog pack around the ranch.
As Christmas approached, Rick was concerned about the outlooks of each person in the community. Wally had found Christmas decorations in the attic and Rick had them decorate the ranch house. It was in the middle of December when Susan came running to Rick.
"Liz says I'm pregnant." She was breathless with excitement. "She says the end of September." Rick hugged her and they sat down in the great hall and talked about their future child.
They now had six women pregnant. Juan would have to make more bassinettes and cribs. That gave them something to do in the dark, cold days of December. By Christmas, they had four bassinettes and six cribs ready.
Lilly was the furthest along. She was still five months away and only now beginning to show. Joe would rub her tummy in bed and talk to the baby. He held her through the cold nights. They would make love, but not as often as before. She was more tired, and Joe wanted her to reserve her strength for the baby. She couldn't convince him that it would be okay to fool around.
Willie watched the other women get pregnant with mixed emotions. She had never wanted children, and she still didn't. However, she was wondering what Bobby was thinking. They weren't like the other couples. They were only together for convenience. They had never talked about love, or anything like a commitment. She decided she had to talk to Bobby about this. She got her chance later that night as they were preparing for bed.
There were many nights they just held onto each other and went to sleep without sex. They weren't losing their ardor, but the cold, dark days were weighing heavily on them. She decided to talk to Bobby about it.
"Bobby, I want to talk to you about something on my mind."
Bobby sat up and looked her in the eyes. "Okay, shoot."
Willie didn't know how to start. She finally said. "I have been wondering what you thought about all the pregnancies we have now. I was thinking about our relationship, and what it means to each of us."
Bobby looked down at his hands. "I've been thinking about that, too. We had a "marriage" of convenience, and I am not sure how you really feel about me. I don't think I want any children. Not that I think there is anything wrong with children. It is just something that I have never seriously considered. What about you?"
"I have also never considered children, and I don't think that has changed. I am more concerned about the two of us. Where do we stand with each other?"
Bobby was silent for a few minutes. "I have used the word "love" so freely and nonchalantly for so long, I had never thought about it in the permanent sense." He looked up at Willie and took her hand. "However, we are in a forever situation, and I have been considering our relationship in that light. I have come to realize that not only are you a beautiful woman, but you are also smart, kind, and gentle. I have been more content and happier with you than I ever have before. I am coming to realize that my life is better with you than it has ever been before. I don't want to upset our arrangement, but I am coming to realize that I do love you. I am content to spend the rest of my
life with you and try to make you happy. I had never thought of that before. You are the first woman that I think of your feelings first. I catch myself during the day wondering if you are okay, and if you are thinking of me. Since this is new to me, I am not sure what it means."
Willie was shocked. She had never considered that he would go in THAT direction. She assumed he was still nonchalant about her. This changed everything she was thinking.
Willie looked into his eyes. She smiled. "I have felt like that for a while. I was afraid to say anything for the same reasons you were. I do love you. I do want us to stay together. Whether that means children or not is something we can discuss later. Now, I want you to know that every time you enter my body, I feel complete and fulfilled. I was afraid to say anything. Now, thank you for what you said. I will love you for the rest of my life. If there is anything I can do to make you happier, I will be glad to do it."
Bobby reached out to her and took her in his arms. They made gentle love that night. He knew his life would never be the same. It is one thing to be with a woman. It was quite another thing to be totally committed to her with your body and soul.
Mary was happy for Susan, but a part of her was jealous that she got pregnant the first time and Mary had not. Rick could sense her thoughts and wanted to reassure her.
That night, as Susan was getting ready for bed, Rick sat on the bed beside Mary and took her hand. "My love, it is only the first try. I promise to get you pregnant. And remember, I get to keep trying until I succeed"
Mary hugged Rick and held on for a few minutes. Susan came out as they were breaking up and smiled at them. "You will be next, my dear. I know it."
They all got into bed and held each other until they went to sleep.
Christmas dawned with a blizzard. The power went out in the early morning hours, and Doug and Jesus fought the winds and snow to get to the generator shed. The batteries of the solar panels were almost empty. They would have to depend on the generator until the sun returned. The tank on the generator
was also almost dry. They grabbed a couple of empty cans and headed to the pump. The winds were howling, and they fought their way to the pump. They got the two cans filled and fought their way back to the shed. After filling the tank, they attempted to restart the generator. It would not start. Doug had been afraid of that and had brought a propane torch with them. The lines were probably frozen. He ran the torch over the lines until they warmed up and tried the generator again. It didn't want to start, but at least it had fuel. After several attempts, it finally fired up and the lights came on. They took the cans with them to fill them up. After filling them up, they took them to the house to keep them warm.
When it was a little lighter, the men headed toward the barn. They had to check the herd, cattle, and horses. The cattle and horses were fine, and they fed and watered them. They were huddled together and waiting out the storm.
The herd was a different matter. There were two more of the older one's dead. One female and one male. Doug called Rick on the walkie talkie and asked him to come to the barn.
When he and Ray arrived, Doug showed them the bodies. "They are not going to survive this winter."
Rick nodded. He had been afraid of this. He told Ray. "I want you to go down into the basement of the house and prepare it for the herd. At least until the weather breaks. Once you have it ready, I will get help leading them down into the basement. It is warmer there than this."
Ray and Doug agreed and headed toward the basement. Rick went with them as far as the living room. He called a meeting of everyone.
"We have two more dead old ones. They are not going to survive this storm if we don't do something. I have asked Doug and Ray to prepare the basement for the herd. It will be tight, but they will be warm enough to survive this storm. After the storm, we can address other measures." A couple of the ladies that weren't pregnant went down and began helping them to make it more comfortable for the herd. There were nearly eighty left. They could bring the heater in the barn to help.
Ray and Doug set up water troughs. There was no way to separate the bulls from the young females. They could not be sure the bulls would not leave their partners for new challenges. They decided to tie the bulls up and rope off each group.
When they were ready, the men bundled up and headed to the barn. They tied several together into a chain, and each took a chain and headed to the house. The naked herd would freeze if they didn't hurry.
The herd did not want to leave the barn. It took several of them to get one chain out the door. Once they were outside, it was easier to make them move quickly. The ladies had the doors ready, and they came into the living room. They stopped when they were there. It was warm and nice, and they wanted to look around. It took all the men's strength to get them to the door of the basement. They finally were able to pull them into the basement and tie them to a post. It took ten more trips to get all of them into the basement. When they were finally in the safety of the house, the men collapsed on the couches. They weren't done, but at least, no more of them would die tonight.
The winds howled outside, and everyone decided that was enough for that night. They went to bed.