September 20, 1754
I am barely allowed to rise from the bed any longer. When I wake, a root is pressed in to my hand and I am to eat it where I lay. The entity does not trust me any longer. It is keeping me captive and God help me, I love my captivity.
Until you learn to be a proper wife. Until you learn to accept your fate as my chalice.
I sleep sporadically, and when I need to relieve the calls of nature, the chamber pot is brought to me along with water and milk. When I am through, the entity takes me again, sometimes with both it's cocks - one for my mouth, one for my cunt.
I watch as the lesser, invisible beings keep the cabin neat and tidy - cleaning up after their master - our master - roughly uses me, whenever and however it desires. It coaxes my body to passion with gentle touches as I doze, until certain I am awake and then it uses my sex, abusing it until I am tender and sore, but sated.
It once forced itself into my poor, abused channel while I ate. Simply bent me over the table and lifted my shift to rock me back and forth on it's length. After it spilled it's seed inside of my womb, I finished eating as his children sucked me dry of our juices.
Sometimes I fight it, I scream and swing my arms at the air that shimmers with it's presence which makes it laugh, but does not stop it.
Once I ran again for the door, only to be hauled back to my father's bed and thrown down upon it to be used again. The force of that brutal fucking made the bed stand creak and snap, but I enjoyed it.
I am lying in bed now, the chemise it tore hanging in tatters on my body as it idly strokes my thighs while I write. I glance up at the sunlight beyond the opened door of the cabin now and then, surprised when I see wrapped bundles of food that have been placed outside the door floating in on unseen hands.
Our people leave you offerings. It whispers in my head, answering my unvoiced question. They wish you to be a good wife to their Great Spirit.
Naked to any being which should wander past, I am beyond caring as I lie on my side, the quill pot balanced precariously on the bed beside me as my phantom lover lifts one thigh and plasters it's greedy mouth to my weeping sex.
I sigh in pleasure as it suckles me, opening my mouth when I feel the thick head of one of it's cocks push gently at my lips for entry.
I shall continue later. The bed movements from our pleasure may upset the inkpot and stain the sheets.