Jessie's POV
Hundred Lakes Pack
As dawn broke over the trees she walked stiffly onto the porch and sat down, wrapping a blanket tightly around her. It was time for another patrol shift change, several dozen people were moving in and out of the large communal kitchen on the ground floor of the house. There was nowhere to be alone, but she was grateful all of them just nodded as they passed by and didn't try to talk to her.
Jessie hadn't felt this sore, hadn't been this black & blue all over, since she'd been flung around inside her house when it blew up just over six months ago. Had it really only been six months? She'd read somewhere that a single major life change can significantly affect a person's mental and physical health, and can take anywhere from a year to eighteen months to adjust to. What happens to a person when almost everything in their life changes completely, when even the notion that they are just a plain human being gets taken away? Was she making rational decisions about anything right now? Could she? Eight hours from now she'd be making a claim for the Richard Trust, a claim to be recognized as an Alpha in werewolf society ... Kyle was right, she knew nothing. What the hell was she thinking?!
She let out a long low groan and hunched over, her head in her hands.
"Not a morning person? Do you need some caffeine to start your day?"
Jessie lifted her head to see Beth standing beside her chair, looking far too awake and cheerful for the time of day.
"Whoa! Your face looks awful."
"Gee, thanks Beth. Nice way to give a girl confidence on such an important day. I feel like I've been run over by a fleet of trucks."
"I'll get us some tea and something to eat. Back in a minute."
A short while later as she ate very slowly (it hurt even to chew) Beth looked at her, "What's wrong? You've hardly uttered a word since we all met at the challenge circle yesterday."
Jessie sighed, "Some things Kyle said. Beth, I have the ability to shift into a gryphon ... wolf-like but NOT a wolf ... and I've only been able to do that for less than six months. I know nothing about how to live like one of you. I've never seen any bit of pack life until I came here -- so a couple of days total. What if gryphons don't live in packs? What if I can't do it? And I'm apparently too small to be a proper wolfpack Alpha. I don't fit in, maybe I never will."
Beth nodded, "Don't try to fit in. Be yourself. You are an outsider, you'll question everything ... use what works, change what doesn't. If, as the curse says, you are meant to 'build a new pack on the bones of the old' then maybe it's going to be something different, something more than just a new group of wolves following the same old ways."
Jessie groaned, "Great. You know how hard it is to be different don't you?"
Beth laughed, "Well, the curse didn't say 'build a new pack on the bones of the old ... and it will be easy, no problems at all'. I think you are stuck with the basic instruction and the details are all up to you to figure out ... and different isn't wrong, it's just full of challenges and opportunities!"
"You are so full of sunshine and positivity this morning ... just so you know, it's rather hard to take at the moment! Well then, step one: my claim is accepted and I get the Richard Trust. Does that mean I have to live on the property right away? It would put my pack in the middle of the war won't it? I'm on Helen's side, which means the Algonquin Pack might attack us. The four of us can't possibly defend the whole place alone. Hum ..."
Beth stared out at the trees for a few moments, then said "There is something you could do, if you can figure out how to do it ... I'm not sure I should even tell you ... somebody is bound to give me hell later for bringing it up."
"Tell me. I need all the ideas I can get right now."
Beth sighed, "Challenge the Algonquin leader. If you win, you get the Algonquin Pack and you can stop the war."
"Beth, I can barely walk at the moment! I'm praying nobody challenges me during the Council meeting today. And Kyle pretty much said I don't have a chance against Alphas or Betas right now or maybe ever!"
"Did Kyle tell you that the challenger gets to pick the place, the time, and whether you fight as wolves or in human form? You are in control of the challenge if you make it. So wait until you are ready, and choose to fight in human form -- your special abilities will give you the edge that way. Wolves want to fight as wolves, but you can be different."
"Ok, let's believe in miracles for a minute and say I can win that challenge. Won't that just mean others start challenging me for control of the pack? There are more beta wolves in the Algonquin Pack and in other packs, won't they all just come after me?"
Beth nodded, "Yes, that is the tricky bit. How many wolves in that pack would be unwilling to accept your leadership for whatever reason? How many betas there want to lead that pack if given the chance? Wolves may choose to leave when leadership changes, as long as there is another pack willing to take them -- otherwise they'd become rogues. You don't have to accept every wolf that's there either. If you touch each one before accepting them, you'll find out who the bad ones are and you can refuse them. You'd need to fight your challenge in the Algonquin circle so they can see you win, see and feel your alpha strength, so you can choose and bond with pack members immediately after you win. You can insist they are all there, which would be interesting given that a lot of them are currently surrounding Helen's property."
Jessie actually found herself becoming intrigued by this idea, though the details of it were complicated. "I want to discuss this further with the others. We need to talk this through before the meeting this afternoon".
Jacob! Liam! Wake up! We've got lots to do before the meeting today!
She and Beth laughed at the grumpy responses that came back. Jessie had no sympathy.
I am in MUCH more pain than either of you so stop fussing and get down here for breakfast. Beth has an interesting idea and I need your help to consider it.
Beth chuckled, "You remember, don't you, that Mark and Stephen Richard are betas in the Algonquin Pack. How would you like to be their Alpha ... or better yet, refuse to take them and hope nobody else does either. They could end up rogues."
Jessie almost choked on her tea, "No way that happens. They've got enough to bribe somebody to take them if no Alpha volunteers. But do they have to be present if their Alpha is challenged in case they have to bond to a new leader? Would it force them back to this country?"
Beth nodded, "You could insist all pack members be present at the challenge. They would have to come, or relinquish their bond and find another pack. You may be wrong about them being able to bribe an Alpha. The Algonquin Pack took them because the Richard Trust came with them - it won't if your claim is accepted, and would any existing Alpha really want them topping from below? They may be in a very precarious position, even though they are still incredibly wealthy and scary."
Jessie sighed, "Trying to figure out all the ways your idea could play out is going take forever and we have very little time. I hope Billings and Jenkins have time this morning to talk about this."
She was about to ask Beth to find Billings when he walked out of the house with a phone in his hand, "Jenkins needs to talk to you."
She nodded, "Put it on speaker. No secrets."
"Jessie, I've had the call from Gordon."
It took her a moment to remember. Beth got it before she did. "The Algonquin wolf!"