A/N: Greetings sexy readers! Kitty here, back with another installment. Forgive me for the wait, I am the queen of procrastination lol and I need a new computer. :( No more excuses for now though so on with the story for you guys!! Feedback welcomed.
P.S. Hope you enjoy!
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Ch.08
~Tiffany Solis~
I'm not sure how I managed to get into bed next to my twin but I guess it was his doing. Remembering the past events, I awoken and rose from the bed. I will not stay here any longer!
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~~Delano Solis
"Twin where ya goin'?" barely awake, the whisper was low but audible.
"For a run Lano..."
"'Kay." I responded, my body reacted on autopilot getting ready to shift. Tiffany's hands pushed me back down to the mattress,
"No Delano, stay I'll be back. I just want to be alone, ok?"
"Tiffany", quickly opening my eyes, I looked at my twin truly surprised and confused. The stern tone of my deep voice made her sigh.
"You ran without me yesterday morning and stayed gone all night until I found you and Yamasuki outside. Now you want to be alone, so you can disappear, again? What's going on with you, really?"
I watched as she straightened up her back and turned from me, depriving me sight of her face so I couldn't read the emotions from her expressive eyes. I didn't like that. Scooting to her side of the bed I reached for her plait, wrapping and rubbing it between my fist and fingers.
"Why are you shutting me out Tiff? Let me in, you always do." She turned her head slightly and snorted a little before responding.
"It's fine Lano, drop it. Look, I'm just ready to get out of here, ok?"
"Ok Twin and we will, just let me in. I know how it hurts you not connecting to me for long periods. Please, you don't have to shelter your mind from me..." Releasing her hair I grabbed her arm, spinning her around to look into her face. She stared straight above my head then looked down into my eyes, her face a blank mask.
"You love me right, twin brother?" of course I did, she needn't even ask but I don't like the way the question sounded.
"Why, Tiffany?" She read my mind then pushed her love for me into my head then put up a wall when I tried to push past that further into her psyche. The deep frown and furrow of my brows caused my forehead to wrinkle with worry. She giggled softly and smoothed the lines on my face with her thumb then rubbed my cheek.
"I'm worried you'll break again Tiffany..." concern flashed in her eyes before I pressed forward and hugged her stomach to my face tightly. Her breast heavily pressed down atop my head as she leaned forward to embrace me back. She spoke with care and truth as she stroked my hair,
"I love you Delano, I want you to stop worrying. I'm just conflicted right now as soon as I find myself I'll let you in right that moment. And I won't think to ever shut you out again, I promise. This hurts but in order for me to get better I don't need you to share the burden of my pain but let me feed off your strength. Let me go, I'll be back."
I wanted more than anything to just tell her "no" like a child but it took all my willpower to release my clasped fists from the back of her night shirt and push her from me.
"Come back Tiffany, come back for me. Go..." She grabbed my face and kissed my forehead before walking to the window and jumping out without looking back. I had a feeling she'd be gone awhile longer than before. Hearing cloth tearing and her heavy paws thud against the ground as she took off running, I frowned and closed my eyes.
Where are you going twin? The question frustrating me. And it hurt me to think she could not confide in me. Laying back down, I stared up at the ceiling with my hands behind my head and pondered where she might go. If she'd leave me and go home to Crestfront after Billy...without me...
I don't know when sleep consumed me but I do know I was out for a long time.
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"Are you alive?" awaking slowly, I lifted my head. Blinking groggily I looked around for the voice, feeling for my twin.
"Your sister is no longer here, why do you remain?"
Pausing my motions and stopping to regain my bearings, I remembered all that had happened.
"How long was I out?" I asked as I stretched my stiff limbs. I looked over at the female standing in the doorway wearing a sleeveless hoodie with her arms crossed over her chest. She wasn't completely covered like she normally would be. Her hair in a low ponytail with her long bangs in her face and her hood draped loosely over her head.
My dreads were a knotted mess I could feel, I must have been sleeping pretty wildly for them to tangle as they were.
"Couple days. Are you ill?" On her arms were red scars, probably from that altercation with Tiffany.
"Why were you two fighting anyway?" I realized I ignored her question but I was not too concerned about myself at the moment.
"She wanted to leave so I told her she was welcome to." Raising up out of the bed I watched her as her bi colored gaze traveled down my body and stopping at my morning wood as I re positioned it. I raised an eyebrow waiting for her to say more but I guess I distracted her.
"So you're not going to help us at all?" walking towards the bathroom, leaving the door open so I could hear her response but she didn't say anything so I peeked my head out as I finished washing my hands. Drying them on the sides of my pajama bottoms, I approached her until I was a foot in front of her, looking down at her.
She slowly raised her head to look at me, her hood slipping off and her hair moving out her eyes. I never noticed that her bottom lip was so pink and the top lip though partially cleft like a cats, was so much darker almost purple in color. They parted slightly as she studied my face as well.
"Yamasuki?" The way her name rolled off my tongue sent a little tingle down my spine. She blinked a couple times then backed out the room and spoke low before she disappeared down the hall.
"Whenever you are ready..." My face broke into a smile as I slipped into her mind and listened to her jumbled thoughts and emotions. She's so sexually charged, maybe I could be of assistance this time...
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Chapter 9
Tiffany Solis~
Enter the woods
I don't know how long I ran but it felt like years had past as I ran and let my wolf's instinct rule free, without my normal interjections. I grew numb to my human side, forgetting myself and the problems I was having. What were they even?
-Doesn't matter, we are happy now, right?-
My wolf soothed me, mentally coaxing my growing anxiety out of mind. I could not help but wonder why it was exactly that we had to leave. It was nice running and hunting freely. However it was beginning to feel as though I was still incarcerated, I was getting lonely.
-Caged!- my wolf corrected me.
-They caged us because we protected ourselves.-
But I didn't protect us, I couldn't. I wasn't even aware there was an "us" at that point.
-Does it matter? You kept me safe while I slumbered and I just returned the favor before it was my time to awaken.-
How do I know she wasn't just keeping me alive to save herself? Surely she would not survive without me, no?
-Stop talking to yourself as if I do not exist. Of course however, I am you as you are me. We are one being I am just a different way of thinking, your raw mental thoughts personified, natural instinct if you will, yes?-
She is right otherwise I'm not sure two beings could really coexist in one body without a constant struggle of power.
-That is how one goes rogue. They completely lose themselves to that thought of having to share a body with another though it is only them, so their minds snap literally separating their thinking and they become illogical.-