Anika walked ahead of Kal and Kashka, trying hard not to eavesdrop on what felt like a private conversation, but voices bounced freely around the labyrinth's stone walls and easily reached her ears. Something happened to the cat and mage that left the girl badly shaken, though whatever they experienced didn't appear to have the same effect on Kal. While admittedly short, in the time she knew the mage and assassin, not once had she seen such tension between them.
"Stop apologizing, dammit!" Kashka snapped loud enough for the spider to hear clearly before lowering her voice again.
Something in the scrying pool made the cat-girl scream and collapse. A split second later, Kal groaned and dropped to one knee before throwing his hands out to either side as if forming some invisible barrier. Anika looked around but couldn't see anything attacking them. As the mage gathered the cat in his arms, she gasped and clutched him in desperation. Kal sat rocking and whispering to her as Anika approached but held up a hand before she could get close enough to hear his words, although his tone was that of a parent comforting a child. A few minutes passed before Kal stood up, holding Kashka in his arms. But the cat pushed him away, insisting she could walk on her own. His face creased with worry, the mage asked if there was anything more Anika needed to do. The spider shook her head, deciding that she wanted to study the room some more before sealing it for good.
As they left and closed the door to the Ancient's armory behind them, Anika noted the cat holding her head in pain. Kal would never willingly let Kashka suffer, making the spider wonder what happened that the mage's healing spell couldn't fix. Kal came dangerously close to dying during the battle with the Reavers but still managed to come out on top. Such a feat combined with his magical, and admittedly sexual, prowess, Anika built an image of the mage solving any problem he faced. That Kal couldn't fix the cat's headache unnerved her more than expected.
She peeked back to make sure they were still inside her pendant's light and saw Kal's arm around Kashka as he whispered something in her ear. The cat took a long, shuddering breath before looking up at him with a weak smile. Anika sighed as well. Seeing a hint of the Kashka's normal demeanor filled the spider with the hope things weren't as bad as they seemed.
The rest of the trip home was quiet except for the taps of Anika's legs and Kal's boots on the stone.
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The glow of starlight illuminated the top of the steps as they emerged from the temple's lower chambers. According to Anika, they spent most of the day below ground, and it was well past midnight. Stepping out into the temple breezeway, Kal shared a look with Anika and dipped his head in farewell before steering Kashka toward the tent.
The cat slipped out from under his arm. "You go check on Ria," she told the confused mage. "I'll follow in a few minutes. After an entire day underground, I want to enjoy the open air and sky above my head for a little while."
Kal hesitated briefly, then nodded and made his way to the tent alone.
Kashka's ear flicked backward at the tap of many small feet. "Kashka? If you don't mind me asking, what happened?" asked Anika.
The cat sighed before looking up at the arachne. The scant light made her eyes glow as she tried to smile. "No, I don't mind. After looking at our families in the scrying pool, Kal wanted to check up on Azrin, the man who killed Kal's lover and started him on this journey. Azrin is a lich, a powerful undead mage, and he somehow detected Kal spying on him. Kal thinks that because Azrin is animated by magic, it allowed him to sense the pool's magic. When Ikuno gave up her life for Kal, they were bonded like he and I are now. While Kal doesn't believe Azrin touched his mind directly back then, he did touch Ikuno's. Because he and Ikuno were connected, Azrin recognized him.
"Kal has spells and training to defend himself from mental attacks and immediately blocked Azrin. So, he found another way to get to him."
"Through your bond with Kal," said Anika.
Kashka nodded. "His goal was to get at Kal, but on his way, he left memories in my head. Horrible, awful memories."
The spider was confused, "How could this Azrin's memories be that bad?"
"They weren't his memories, but the final moments of women he abducted. He took control of their bodies and forced them to do things with him. They're so vivid I can almost taste his leathery shriveled-up dick in my mouth."
Anika made a face, "That's... gross."
The cat-girl nodded. "But that wasn't why I screamed. The unluckiest were taken with their families. He threw me into a memory of a mother stabbing her own child. Anika... in her head, she begged and pleaded and tried with all of her might to make her hand stop." Kashka's eyes glistened in the starlight, "But she couldn't stop herself, and I couldn't stop it from happening. I feel like I killed my own kit."
Emerging from the tent, Kal walked up behind Kashka and put his arms around her. "The memories will fade."
The cat gripped his arms and took a few calming breaths. "I know. And I know that they aren't my memories. But right now, they feel like mine. Maybe if I hadn't just seen my niece a few minutes earlier this wouldn't have hit me so hard."
"I'm glad I didn't bother you earlier. That sounds awful."
"Back in the Labyrinth, I was mostly trying to convince her not to leave me," Kal chuckled.
Anika stared at the cat in shock. "Leave him?"
"Azrin used me to get to Kal. I'm a liability to him."
"Unfortunately, it's not a simple as severing the bond and sending her on her way. Now that he's touched her mind, he can find her again with relative ease. I had to convince her she would be an even greater liability if Azrin took control of her, like the women in her implanted memories, and used her to hunt me down. I doubt I'd get a chance to even defend myself."
"Can he really do that?" she asked. "All these memories are of women in his keep. Do you think he could control me from afar?"
"Probably not, but are you willing to take that chance?" Kal leaned to the side and peered at the cat. "What was that thought? Sick of being my servant all of a sudden?"
Anika coughed. "Yeah, servant, whatever."
Kashka ignored her. "It's different when the cage is of my own making. Now I'm stuck with you because of Azrin, not just because I want to be with you."
"How about if you look at it as you want to be with me and Azrin only gave you some extra incentive."
"I like that," she said, leaning her head back against his chest and closing her eyes. "It takes away his power over my life." She turned around in his arms. "Kal, I want to be alone tonight. Completely alone. This may sound strange but, I need to grieve. Those women's families may not have been mine, but right now, I'm having a hard time differentiating their memories from my own. And... most of those women died by the same blade that killed their loved ones. Maybe it will give their souls some rest if I do what they never got a chance to."
Worry etched Kal's face. "You don't have to do this alone."
"I do. You have daughters and a son. I won't put you through what I felt reliving those moments."
He leaned down and kissed her head. "Are you sure about this?"
Kashka nodded, then squeezed him as tight as she could before pushing him away. "Go. Have some fun with Anika tonight. I felt your happiness when you checked on Ria. I'm guessing we will be leaving in the next day or so. Get your time in with her while you can."
"I'm hardly going to be in the mood knowing what you are going through. Don't forget, you need to kick our visitors out first."
"Then I'd better go. I don't know how much longer I can hold myself together."
"I love you," said Kal. "Yell, and I'll come running.
"I love you too, and I know you will," she answered, rising up on her tiptoes for a kiss. A soon as their lips parted, she darted around the mage and sprinted for the tent. Two sleepy and disheveled former slave girls hastily exited the magical shelter a few seconds later. The flap dropped into place and glowed around the edge, sealing it from the rest of the world.