Shafts of golden sunlight lanced through the littoral cave's ceiling to create warm pools of light throughout the cavern. A young woman, clad in a simple bikini, sat within one of the beams, just at the edge of the water. Her eyes were closed with her face raised to the sun. The corners of her mouth were upturned in a simple, happy smile. Far in the distance, the cry of seagulls broke the unceasing susurration of the sea-fed cave.
Her heartbeat slowed fractionally as she mentally pulled the sound of the sea and birds around her like a cloak. The seconds passed but she didn't bother to track them. Not yet. Not here.
She felt it within her chest first, tugging at her consciousness like a young child begging for her mother's attention. At this point, it was easy to ignore the twinge she ignored it. Instead, she began a litany in her mind.
It is nothing to me,
she thought.
I
am nothing. I am a single raindrop, cast off from blackened clouds over the ocean. Others scream around me but I fall alone. Accepting my fate. Striking the roiling, churning depths so that I am joined with it. My burning lungs are the crashing waves but I am the calm, fallen raindrop. Deeper. And deeper until I can hear the roaring in my ears.
Although she could continue to hold her breath despite the throbbing ache, she slowly exhaled. After years of diving, she'd come to appreciate the pain in a strange kind of way. It reminded her of how far she'd come, of the limits she'd pushed and the training she'd endured. It's a reminder of how alive she was.
The rocky ledge above the water gives way to bone-white sand. She unfurled herself, muscle by hard muscle as part of her stretching routine. Starting with her arms, she lifted herself up to tuck her legs beneath her body. Kneeling on the rock, she held the ledge to anchor herself and then lifted with her toes until her calves trembled. She bent, releasing her grip to stand, rocking back and forth while tensing her thigh muscles.
The warm sun high overhead helped to loosen her muscles as she worked through her stretching exercises one at a time.
With the stretching finished, she began to pace the cave while holding her breath. Unlike when diving or sitting, she had to watch her step so she distracted herself. The cave was newly discovered along the coast of Serifos. It was remote and difficult-
Exhale.
She checked her watch - a new Suunto diving computer courtesy of her boyfriend, and mentally noted the time before resetting the timer. Her lean chest swelled as she inhaled as much as possible.
Although the cave was remote and difficult for casual visitors, she'd expected more divers. The locals had shrugged when she'd mentioned the lack of people on her initial visit yesterday. They were an odd, apathetic bunch that seemed more interested in fishing than possible new tourist money.
She'd only heard of the cave from an off-hand remark on a forum. It'd been mentioned in passing by a new user that had never posted anything before or since. She was skeptical so she checked in with a friend who had family in the area and they confirmed-
Exhale.
Longer this time. White sparks flashed in the corner of her eyes but she drew in another lungful of air. The ritual continued with brief pauses for more stretching until she felt like she was finally ready.
Her gear is laid out near the water: buoy and rope, fins, mask and a diving light with a wrist strap. She frowned at the fins, briefly considering going back for her monofin but again decided to take it easy on this dive.
Plenty of time to try for a personal record,
she told herself. Her hotel room was booked for a week and her boyfriend would be joining her soon. There's no accommodations in the fishing village itself but the drive isn't too far at all so she knew she had plenty of time to push herself.
Tomorrow or the next day, perhaps.
Holding onto the weight attached to the rope, she cast out the buoy and then dropped the weight. The azure water lapped at the buoy but it held steady and she saw no major sway to the rope as it fell. She watched it for a time until it vanished into the deep below.
Despite how long she'd been diving, she was constantly amazed at the variation and beauty of each location. Here the water was as achingly blue as the purest iceberg. Yet, it grew dark quickly and she swayed as vertigo seized her. The shiver that suddenly seized her wasn't only due to the thrill of a new dive. For one brief moment, her view inverted and it appeared as if the rope trailed off through a perfect blue sky and far beyond.
Instincts born of years of training kicked in. She closed her eyes, steadied her breathing and the world righted itself.
One minute,
she thought, with her eyes still closed.
I'll be fine. I've given myself one minute for my initial dive. A minute down and however long it takes to surface. Less than a minute back.
She sat at the edge of the water again, in the same spot as before. The sound of the water soothed her and brought her back down to reality. Calm once more, she reached for her mask. It's a new gift to herself, purchased impulsively before the trip and she was excited to try it. She smiled again, a little sadly this time as she traced a finger along the edge of it. It's a new Omer mask and the first time she tried it on, she had to endure her boyfriend asking if she were going to be the villain in the next Spider-Man movie. She wished her were here but they flew separately from different locations and his flight was delayed.
He's wrong, anyway,
she thought to herself, turning the mask over in her hands.
I think it looks more like some cool noir superhero mask. Straight from old time radio dramas.
The young woman swirled her feet in the warm water to clear the sand clinging to her skin. She lifted them to slip her toes into the fins before securing the strap against her foot. Her heart began to beat faster as the dive drew near. Before her growing anxiety became worse, she pushed away to slide into the water, turning with one hand on the ledge to hold herself in place. She leaned back to wet her long, blonde hair while staring up at the cavern's ceiling as last time before her dive Finally, she slipped her mask on, moving it around until it was properly positioned and sealed. Satisfied that the mask was secured, she swam to the buoy.
With one hand around the rope and another on one of the straps surrounding the buoy, she floated and wait. Her strong legs worked back and forth in easy movements. Occasionally, the diving light secured to her left wrist bumped against her arm.