Hello. First submission. Apologies if unsatisfactory. Comments appreciated.
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Crunch, pit pat, crunch. Ah. Crunch, pit pat pit pat. Crunch.
It was the same rhythm every time. As I strolled down the untouched path in the forest, my dog would take a few quick steps ahead. The forest was typically quiet when I walked my dog, whom I address as Felix by the way. Usually the only sounds that could be heard were my stealthless stomping - credit which is due to my warm but waterproof Eskimo style boots - the quick trotting of Felix, and my quiet panting. I like to think of myself as a strong, athletic girl but there was something about walking through a foot of snow everyday to exercise my dog that just winded me.
Why did we have to move to a place with such harsh weather? The question had been circulating in my head for months but never addressed. Tonight was the night to change that. "Because mom couldn't stand city life any longer," I muttered to myself as I continued to maneuver through the soft but bone chillingly cold snow. I found it amusing at first, when my mom decided to move to the chilly countryside in a very vacant location to "purify our minds and souls" as she put it. She was always the frivolous sort, but she'd crossed the line this time.
I suppose my frustration was for not, as I'd always been quite the hermit. Going out was a bit of a hassle, since I had my appearance to worry about -- especially at a high end sort of place. Making friends was an annoying activity for me, as everyone seemed so ready to share the first draft of what was seemingly their autobiography. I'd always been an introvert at heart, so it shouldn't come as a surprise to most that I prefer my own company to even my closest companions. It just so happens that the experiences in my life left me a mess. I was now a secluded, antisocial misanthrope who was fully aware of all her flaws but still deemed herself superior to the rest of the cretins inhabiting the planet.
It was New Year's Eve, and while mom probably planned on staying up and watching the ball drop on the television, I planned on skipping the ridiculous tradition and getting some rest. I shook my head in disapproval before looking ahead of me. I had no idea where I was. "Damn it," I criticized myself. I whipped my phone out from my pocket and practically ripped the glove off my hand to enter my password. Despite the fact that it was freezing outside, I was warm enough in my hefty winter coat, beanie, thick scarf, and gloves; but my nose felt like Jack Frost was licking it with ice and my thighs were tired from the strenuous walking I'd pushed myself to accomplish. Felix trotted over after pissing near a tree and rubbed his head against my palm like he was trying to comfort me through my plight. I patted his head and affectionately tugged at his ear. "What a sweet boy you are," I praised, scratching at his head.
I turned my attention back to my phone. I went to my GPS app but apparently had no service and thus could not be located. I huffed with irritation. I wiped my face with a gloved hand to calm myself and turned around to face the direction from which I'd come and looked at the trail I'd left behind already disappearing under the influence of the currently falling snow. "Again, just why did we have to move here!" I groaned, throwing my hands up in the air frustratedly. Felix just patiently stared at me with his big, brown eyes as I paced back and forth.
Dying of hypothermia is now an option
, I thought darkly. I shook my head, disregarding the notion. The first step to survival was not cynicism.
I lifted up the hood of my coat and fell back to the ground. Felix groaned beside me and I turned my head to smile at him. "Looks like we'll be camping here for the night. I think I'll be fine for the night in my apparel, but I'm not so sure about you with your thin coat. ," I explained. Felix was a black and tan Doberman Pinscher, his coat wasn't built to endure such cold weather. He nudged at my side with his nose when I didn't get up and I gently pushed him away. "Go home," I commanded. He took a few steps back and stared at me. "Go!" I urged him, and he just continued to stare. I turned on my side, away from him, but felt him curl up next to me on the ground.
I just didn't want to go home. I'm nineteen for God's sake, my mom shouldn't be part of the home image! Some would agree with my outlook and some would not, but what they didn't realize was the lack of space I had at home. My mother was constantly smothering me or patronizing me or securing her parental authority, which led me to assume that she had some serious issues that she needed to address.