I TRIED TO MAKE IT LONGER THIS TIME. PLEASE TELL ME IS GOOD.
Also, thanks for waiting everyone. I really do appreciate the patience. As always, comments and feedback are what I long for. And if you're ever looking for news on the status of the next chapter, I will keep good on posting updates for the series to my profile. Enjoy!
* * *
A couple weeks had passed since the incident with Erik. The way we were, you would've never guessed that anything had happened between us. If I ever had suspicions that the others knew, it was the morning after, when Erik said something along the lines of, "Every girl gives in to me at some point," and the two of them both stared right at me, gauging a reaction. But after that, there was no change in conduct.
Erik was the same as ever; flirty in a passive aggressive way - holding true to his statement about waiting for me to make the next move. His patience was impressive as well as unnerving. I was always on my toes, wondering when he would spill the beans. When I felt safe, he gave me a sort of look that had only one thing perceivable in its gaze: that he knew my secret. When I started to get anxious that he'd tell Everett or Oliver, he would get me alone and rekindle a sense of trust and friendship. I don't know exactly why I am so worried about the two of them finding out. Am I worried that they might not take me seriously? Yes. Why? Because I didn't want them to think that they could pass me around or lose all respect for me as a woman. It was annoying to me, thinking that what they felt and thought about me actually mattered, but it did.
"Freya, you ought to make something for Oliver and Everett. They're running late," Erik mumbled, breaking me away from my thoughts. He was sitting at the dining room table. An ice pack was stuck to his forehead thanks to a thin rubber sash that wrapped around his head, kind of like a sleeping mask. His head was on its side, resting on the table, all its weight on his cheek. His hair wasn't in its usual gelled glory but stuck in an number of angles from an undoubtedly restless sleep.
"Maybe they shouldn't have gotten so screwed up last night when the three of you went out," I replied, my tone colder than was fair.
"Freya, just fucking do it," Erik groaned. His words were forceful at first, as though he was giving a command, but it turned into a plead by the end with his voice but a whimper.
I sighed. "Why don't you take something for that headache, hon?" I asked, resigned.
"I did," he mumbled, "Please make them something. I would do it but I'm indisposed. I'll owe you one." I turned away with a disapproving shake of my head and pulled out some cereal, milk and toast. "Freya, make them a real breakfast," he groaned.
I exhaled forcibly. "You're annoying when you have a hangover," I whispered under my breath.
"So are you, sweetheart, hangover or no," he mumbled.
I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "How did you even hear that?"
He paused for a moment, silent. Then he said, "I'm especially sensitive to light and sound right now, babe. Give me a break."
I tried to analyze what he said. I was barely audible, especially to him when he was 20 feet away.
Whatever, its not important. His senses are probably acute right now, like he said
, I thought dismissively. "I'm not annoying," I grumbled, while pulling the ingredients of a "real breakfast" out of the fridge, as Erik had requested. I beat some eggs with a whisk in a bowl, humming a tune to myself cheerfully while bacon sizzled in a pan on the stove.
"What are you humming there, Freya?" I heard Oliver ask. I turned my head to look over my shoulder at him. He was leaning his hip against a counter, arms crossed with the rolled up sleeves of his dress shirt exposing two flexing forearms. The top few buttons of the shirt were undone, revealing the base of his neck and, with it, his collarbone. He looked very...appetizing.
"Nothing worth naming, just a simple tune," I said quietly, smiling to myself. I loved living with excessively attractive men.
I heard the sound of his footsteps as he drew closer to me. I could feel the heat radiating off his person when he leaned in to look over my shoulder at, I'm assuming, the state of his meal. He slid a hand around my waist and said, "Looks delicious. I can't wait to taste it." There was something about the way he said it. Perhaps it was the hint of a growl in the undertones of his voice, perhaps it was his heated breath hitting my neck as he said it. Maybe it was the way his hand was sliding down my side along the curve of my hip, inch by achingly slow inch. "But," he began, breaking my reverie with a clear and poignant tone to his once sultry voice, "you're making a little too much for just me. Everett already headed out."
That was confusing as it was only six in the morning. "When?" I asked.
"At four or so. There was a problem at the construction site."
"Oh. The boss called him in?"
The corners of his lips twitched up in a smile. "Something like that."
I was a bit puzzled by his reaction but quieted my curiosity, lest the bacon burn while I idled away with something that wasn't really my business in the first place. "You can have Everett's share of the bacon if you want," I said, changing the subject.
"You don't like bacon?" he asked, a little surprised. I wanted to say duh but he and Everett always left too early in the morning to see what I ate for breakfast.
"I'm not a big fan of pork," I said, adding, "Honestly," in reaction to his astonished expression.
"What about beef?" he asked.
"Maybe. When I'm craving iron," I responded, my shoulders raising with my level of discomfort. I'd had this conversation many times before whenever I expressed my distaste for the holy grail that was bacon. I poured the whipped eggs into the pan and started mixing them with a spatula.
"So you don't like red meat?" he asked with the heaviness of disbelief weighing on his voice.
"No, not really. Well, not domestic," I explained, trying to plead my case.
"Domestic?" he inquired, obviously bemused.
"Yeah, domestic. Like, raised by people on a farm. The meat is too fatty and tender. Whenever I see those vegan commercials," I began, waving the spatula in my hand as I spoke, "you know, the overly depressing ones," I continued, he nodded in recognition, "you see the animals in these crates, unable to move a muscle. They sit there crowded and filthy. Too cramped to move, unable to run around and grow strong muscles. I can taste that when I eat the meat."
"I think I'm going to be sick," Erik groaned. I turned my head to look at him clutching his abdomen as he hurried out of the room. I chuckled and focused my attention back on the eggs.
"I suppose you can," Oliver murmured, having withdrawn his hand from my side as soon as I began and only now I noticed its absence.
"But," I continued, rambling at this point, "I love wild game."