CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
"Lucas, would you like me to drive?" Damon offered sensing the other wolf had concerns about Gem. The pack bond wasn't as clear as a family or mate bon, unless you were the alpha.
"Thanks, nah I'm okay." Lucas looked at Gem and Damon knew instantly they were communicating. Gem continuing to reassure her mate who had his hands tightly clenched on the steering wheel. He took a deep breath and Damon watched him release one hand to now hold Gem's on his lap, his other hand loosened slightly as he turned, and while looking at her he addressed their alpha. "Ok, we good to go Thorn?"
"Get us home Luc."
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Thorn looked at Luna. He couldn't believe how close he had been to losing her. "Please wake up Luna. We're going home. Please wake up." He gently wiped a lock of her hair back from her face. "You're safe now baby. We've got you." He watched her face carefully but detected no change.
"Thorn?" Gem turned in the front seat to look back at them.
"She's fine Gem. I'd know. Wouldn't I know?" Thorn raised his eyes and looked at Gemma. His question shaking her a little when she realised he was actually worried Luna might not be okay after all.
"I'm sure you'd know. Besides, she is Mother Luna. Maybe she just needs a bit more time. She will have to think about everything that happened, and feel the pain when she wakes up. At least at the moment she isn't suffering. You've done all we can and I'm sure your mum and the pack doctor will meet us back at your place."
"Her colour is good. Her heart rate is steady." Damon offered his support.
"I'll contact mum. She will probably beat me senseless when she knows this is all my fault."
"Mum, you probably already know but we've had a bit of drama and Luna needs you and the doctor."
"I know son, we're already at the lodge. Alex came too. We weren't sure if you might need some help. Thorn, don't beat yourself up too much about this. You have to realise just because you are mates doesn't mean you won't ever make mistakes with each other. She knows you love her. She just wanted to prove herself to you. So don't be too hard on her either."
"Mum can you hold off on the pep talk at the moment."
"Sorry. Rose is on her way too. I'll see you when you get here."
"Thanks. By the way I heard you."
"You usually do."
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"Luna, honey I don't know if you can hear me, I am so sorry. Please forgive me."
"It's all my fault. I was acting like a little brat. I'm such an idiot Thorn. I think a twelve year old would have behaved better."
"Luna?" Thorn wondered if her being able to hear him was a sign she was coming around. "Baby?"
"I'm fine Thorn, just too embarrassed to face everyone."
"Luna, Gem is worried about you, and Damon really wants to meet his sister you can't hide forever. Besides everyone is well aware this was entirely my fault. We are mates, equals. I should never have said you couldn't be with me when I apologised to your brother."
"Rubbish. I'm not stupid Thorn. I could have outsmarted your plan to shut me out. Remember when we met Michael. All I would have needed to do was stand my ground and walk in. Instead I sulked and threw a two year old tantrum and have now been well and truly punished for my stupidity. Has he changed me Thorn?"
"I don't think so. But I can't be sure. Mum and the doctor are meeting us at the lodge."
"Shit. Way to impress the family. Too embarrassed to meet my brother. About to face up to your mother who will be so disappointed with me."
"You aren't up to a spanking right now but you better watch yourself baby. Now be brave and wake up."
"Do I have to?"
"Yes honey, you do, now."
"I am sorry Thorn. I swear I'll do better."
"Me too baby, me too. Now wake up so I can see those beautiful eyes of yours."
Luna opened her eyes her heart rate picking up slightly as a light pink tinge stained her cheeks. "Hi."
"Welcome back baby."
"Sorry to ruin your day Gem. Sorry Luc." She turned her head slightly. "Hi Damon. This wasn't quite how I thought we would meet."
"It was already exciting to find out I had a sister, you didn't need to add the extra drama. How are you feeling?"
"Other than foolish?" She gave him a gentle smile, "I'm okay. It is nice to have a brother."
Gem piped up from the front seat, "You better make the most of meeting him LJ because your brother was only in the house moments before he met his mate."
"You've met your mate? At the house?" Luna smiled at her brother. "Guess you're definitely staying then."
"Well I think we can worry about my mating sometime tomorrow, or the next day, or a year from now."
"Damon is a little worried about the mating. You can work on that with him while you recover." Thorn spoke quietly, drawing her eyes back to him. "Are you in much pain Luna? We don't really have anything we can offer you but we could stop at the hospital here rather than waiting till we get back to the house?"
"Please, just take me home." Luna looked at Thorn as a tear rolled down her cheek. "I really need to know if he changed me."
"Luna, I meant what I said." He growled lightly hearing where her thoughts were going. "No matter what. You are mine."
"Yes Thorn." She said meekly. He wasn't distracted enough to not realise her meek response was a concern.
"Don't pull that shit with me baby. I know you're feeling guilty and you are in more pain than you are admitting, but don't play the meek and mild card with me. Be my strong and brave mate. Fight me or set me straight. Swear to me, forever and always, but please don't fob me off with timid agreements you don't believe."
"And there's the Thorn we know and love. Thought we had lost you there for a moment." Gem clapped her hands. "Luna, pull your head out of your butt and listen up, you fucked up, but we all fuck up now and then. The Luna I know wouldn't just give up like you are. If he changed you, do you really think that means you are his? Look at me and tell me you believe the wolf that changes you owns you."
"Of course the wolf that changes you doesn't own you. Nobody owns you."
"Has a right to you? Does the filthy dog that changed me have rights to me?"
"No."
"So if he changed you, what changes?"
"Nothing. Nothing changes." Luna had tears running down her face as she came to this truth. "Thanks Gem. You okay?"
"With my mate beside me, my alphas behind me? Of course I'm okay."
"Liar." Luna grinned. "But guess we all pretend we're okay sometimes." Luna paled slightly as she turned back to Thorn. "How far?"
"A while still."