After his conversation with Lily, Luke couldn't stand being in her room any longer. The only place in this house he felt comfortable was in the room he had shared with Asmodeus. To his dismay, the Guard followed him through the castle. Luke detested his royalty status. Could he take back what he said to Samael? Could he change his mind? He didn't want to be King.
When he reached the other room, Luke was pleasantly surprised when Asmodeus's scent washed over him. If the demon hadn't left a few hours earlier, Luke would have summoned him. The staff hadn't bothered to make the bed or do any cleaning. It bothered Luke, but at the same time he was glad his demon's presence was still noticeable.
As,
Luke reached out.
Wake up you nasty demon.
A deep chuckle resonated in his mind. The sound did things to him,
Who is As? Is he someone I should know about, Priest?
Luke scowled,
Very funny.
Oh! I get it! You're giving me a nickname. How touching. But what about Mo? Or... wait. Deus. It's fitting. I'm the God of your ass. I like it.
Blasphemy,
Luke laughed.
I'm the definition of blasphemy, lover. What do you need?
The softness of Asmodeus' voice put Luke at ease.
Company. I need company. I'm in our room.
The demon growled in his head,
Are you now? Remembering our night together? Do you want more, Priest? I can be there shortly.
Luke stroked the mark that sat over his heart and shook his head,
More than anything, but not right now.
The more you rub that mark, the more I want to come and join you,
Asmodeus warned.
You can feel that?
The demon's answer came from a rush of lust that ran through Luke's body and settled between his legs. He hardened almost immediately.
I'm not sure, but did you feel that?
Stop it, demon,
Luke laughed,
I want you, but not like this.
Luke knew Asmodeus wouldn't listen to him. He was going to be insistent. Cheeky demon.
Very well, Priest. I'm tired anyway. You've been stroking that mark all day, I've had to take care of business a few times,
Asmodeus teased. Luke blushed.
Good night, As,
Luke shook his head as he thought it.
That's Deus to you,
Asmodeus said with a laugh.
But don't forget about me. I want you in my arms again.
Soon, I promise.
Luke sighed as he felt the demon leave his mind. Knowing that he could call on him at any time made Luke feel more comfortable. He knew he had made the wrong choice by staying with Lily as soon as Asmodeus took him to bed properly. The difference between Asmodeus and Lily wasn't the attention he received from them; it was their intent. As much as Lily said she didn't want power, he could feel her ambition.
Knowing he made the wrong choice only made him want to fix his mistake more. Lily wouldn't let him go back on his word, but would Samael? The king wanted what was best for his realm. Luke knew he wasn't that. He didn't want the fate of demons in his hands, he just wanted to worry about what to make for dinner. Or something domestic like that. He highly doubted that Asmodeus would ever let him step foot in a kitchen. No, life with the demon would be a luxurious one.
Luke felt Lily's presence before he saw her. He sighed. He didn't want to deal with her right now. As much as his words had hurt her earlier, hers had injured him as well. Her promises to him meant nothing. She only cared about him when he was of service to her, and he didn't appreciate that.
"Why are you here, Shynra?" He said coolly. He didn't want to use the name he was familiar with. He didn't want any kind of fondness between them.
"Using my real name. You must be upset," there was no hint of regret in her voice.
That only made Luke more upset. He sat down on the bed. He wasn't in the mood for this conversation, and he didn't want her in this space. This was meant for him and his lover. Not him and his captor.
"You know, the ironic thing about all of this is that you want to paint Asmodeus as this person who wants to take advantage of me and hurt me. But he hasn't done any of those things, Shynra, you have. You took advantage of me in the church, you have been taking advantage of my lack of knowledge, and now you're taking advantage of your power over me. You're no better than what you say he is, but at least he is honest about it."
Luke watched as she rolled her eyes, "He kidnapped you. I saved you from that. He had no feelings for you then, Priest. He happily would have torn you limb from limb to get back at me."
"He did nothing but make me comfortable while I was there. The way you say that lets me know that you don't know him at all."
"
I
don't know him? I've suffered through the last millennium with him. My life has been in constant danger for the last five hundred
years
because of him. Don't you dare tell me I don't know him. Priest, you are the one who doesn't know him. Your five minutes of interaction with him holds nothing to my lifetime."
"Just let me go, Lily." Luke pleaded, "I don't want this life. I never wanted this life. Please, just let me go."
Lily sauntered into the room. Luke balked at it. He didn't want her here.
"I will not let you go. I do not care how much you beg. I do not care if you grovel at my feet. I will not let you go."
Luke flinched as she took his chin into her hand. Her touch was light as it always was. One promise she would always keep- he would never be physically hurt. That was to preserve herself. It had nothing to do with him, and he realized that now. Nevertheless, he still felt threatened. He shook, much to his dismay. He wanted to reach up and trace the mark. He wanted As. He wanted his lover. He didn't want this.
"Please," he said softly.
"If you try to leave, I will have you locked in the dungeon I tore your beloved apart in.
That
I promise you."
Samael couldn't make sense of what the fumbling human was trying to say. The man was standing in front of him wide-eyed, terrified, and talking way too fast for comprehensible speech. Samael lifted his hand, trying to signal the man to stop speaking. The urgency in the Priest's voice was hard to miss. The terror was what confused him.
"Slow down, boy, and tell me what is going on." He laid his hand softly back on his desk. He didn't want to frighten Luke, not given his current state.
"How do I give these back?" Luke asked. "I don't want them. I don't want
this.
I want to go with As. I want out."