Keeping her hand on the mark gave Lily a sense of comfort that she hadn't felt in a long time. It almost felt like she had regained that piece of her body. Logically she knew that wasn't true. So much of her life had been focused on getting them back, and she supposed she had, but it was in the most unconventional way possible. Could she trust Luke to keep them safe? Lily stroked the outline with her fingers. Luke still had her pressed up against his chest, the beating of his heart was keeping her emotions in check.
"You'll keep them safe, won't you?" She asked. Luke tightened his grip on her.
"As safe as I can. Doesn't seem like I have much of a choice." he muttered. He was stroking her shoulder. He knew full well he would do whatever he could to keep his demon happy. He just didn't want her to know that.
"You always have a choice. It's I that doesn't have one," Lily said wistfully.
"What do you mean?"
"You like that question, don't you, Priest?" Lily laughed. "I mean you have my life force on your back. Wherever you go, I must go. I don't know much about it, but I can feel that."
"Chained to a demon, what has my life come to?" Sarcasm laced his tone. He sighed heavily and Lily pulled away from his grasp. Of course, this caused her to lose contact with the mark, and that caused a little bit of anxiety.
"We've got to find out more information about this. Did any of your books mention it?" Lily asked.
Luke shook his head, "No. But they were religious texts, so they probably wouldn't."
Lily stepped back from him and stood up. She wasn't aware of how Luke's gaze was fixed to her chest. He cleared his throat. "Can you put some clothes on, Lily?"
Lily looked down at him and then down at her naked body. She smiled as she walked over to the dress he had discarded earlier, "Am I distracting you?"
"No, something bothers me about seeing a creature of Hell strutting around naked in front of me," he snapped.
"Funny, didn't seem to bother you an hour ago," Lily said with a hint of humor as she slid the dress over her head, "But, I wouldn't want your holy eyes to be assaulted by my unholy form, now would I?"
Luke grunted in response but didn't say anything. He crossed his arms over his chest. This cheeky demon was testing his very last nerve. What was more curious to him was exactly how human she looked. He knew it wasn't her true form, but she mastered the body she controlled quite well. He shuttered as he remembered the pitch black of her eyes from earlier. The first night he slept with her, they had been ringed red, but he supposed she did that to line up with demon lore.
"You had red eyes the first night we were together, why were they black last night?" He asked.
"You humans think we have red eyes, so I gave you red eyes." Lily shrugged.
"What do you really look like?" He asked, "I saw your skin darken earlier."
"Hmmm, I must have been out of it. You don't really want to know, Luke. Take me as I am, because right now I am your fantasy."
"The pictures in my books showed horned monsters," He was curious. He wouldn't stop pushing. Lily looked down at him, amusement glinting on her features.
"Don't believe everything you see. I don't have horns. And I'm not red skinned, either." With that, Lily let some of her true skin color through. It wasn't exactly a human shade of brown, but it was brown. She snapped quickly back into the pale color she had been fronting for the past several years. "I look closer to you than you think, Priest. But you like pale noble girls, don't you?"
Luke's eyes widened. "I don't know what you mean."
"Yes, you do. We both live in this world, Priest. You are attracted to stature that your skin color will never afford you. In my true form, I have the same problem. But your fantasy is to marry a rich noblewoman."
"I've never had fantasies of marriage," Luke said weakly.
"Don't lie to me, Priest. I've been in your head." Lily backed up and sat on the couch. This man was exhausting. "It's normal to dream of a life you can't have. You can have it now, though."
"With a demon," he said with defeat. Truth was, if he hadn't joined the priesthood, he would have done exactly what she said.
"Perhaps, but I can make you happy." She had the feeling that there was no use trying to convince him. He wouldn't believe her until he felt it himself.
"I don't want to talk about this anymore." He said suddenly, "Too much has changed and neither of us have any idea why. How can we figure it out?"
Lily thought for a moment, "I can think of one way, but I'm not sure if it's possible."
"What's that?" He was annoyed. He clenched his arms tighter to his chest and tapped his foot.
"Go to the demon realm," she said simply. Luke scoffed.
"That's all?" he said incredulously. Lily nodded.
"Yes, to get answers for a demon problem, we need demons. But I don't know if I can take you there, Priest. Not safely." Her eyes softened, "I'm not sure if my wings will protect you from the travel. I'm not even sure if a mortal can enter the realm without dying."
"Can you go without me?" He asked. Lily laughed, the sound was full and rich, and it filled him with contentment.
"And leave my most precious possession behind unprotected? I think not." She leveled her gaze on him, "You will go nowhere without my protection, Priest."
"Is it me you want to protect, or the mark?" He asked, annoyed. Was her concern truly for him?
"You are one and the same." she replied. "We will figure out how to fix this, I promise. But I'm not going to take you anywhere that could get you killed."
"I liked you better when you were pretending to be human." Luke rolled his eyes.
"Didn't we both?"
Lily turned her head towards the cottage window. Her priest was rightfully aggravated with her, but she didn't have any answers for him. Nothing she could offer him at the moment would give him any solace. He would be just as angry with her half truths as he would be with her silence. She thought briefly about his request. He wanted to see her in her true form. Would showing him her true self make him trust her motivations? Most humans were terrified of her true form, the black eyes and the otherworldly tone of her skin. She sighed. If their roles were reversed, she would be just as angry as he was.
Against her better judgment, she started to let her magic down. Her skin slowly changed from the ghostly paleness of the Priest's preference to its natural brown glow. She felt as her eyes reverted to their natural blackness, and her hair flowed even longer down her back in raven curls. The only part she wanted to shield him from was the absence of her wings. Much to her dismay, the base of them remained attached to her back jutting from either side of her spine. It looked painful and it was painful, but she would not garner his trust by hiding from him. She was, in her true form, much like she was in the visions she had placed in his mind.
All she could feel in this form was pain. The pain of not being complete, the pain of losing her family. The pain of being chained to an existence that solely fed on deceiving innocent humans into taking her into their bed. Her whole existence depended on that. Would her new bond with the Priest mean she wouldn't have to feed on others anymore? Trying to find a new willing participant sometimes took months, as it had with the Priest, and the extended time between feedings brought her closer and closer to death. Her immortality only stretched so far as a disgrace. Even in the stifling dress, Lily suddenly felt cold. She hugged her arms around her, feeling strangely vulnerable. She knew Luke was watching her, but she didn't care to know what he was thinking.
She jumped a little as his hands cupped her face. She wasn't expecting tenderness from him. She had tried to kill him a few nights ago. That much he had been right about. How much easier would her life be if he had just died as he should have? She shuddered at the thought. She couldn't imagine what her life would be like without him. Without him she may have never seen her wings again.
"What are you doing, Lily?" he asked softly.
"Trying to gain your trust." she looked up at him with wide eyes. They were swirling black, but the depths of her emotions played across them plainly.