I chose to tell this tale is because it has holds a special place in my heart. There is just something special about a female who is no longer a girl but not yet a woman. She was at that glorious stage of life where she didn't know a thing about life but thought she knew it all. Patricia was perfect; if she hadn't been I wouldn't have come to her.
Patricia Royson was twenty years old and still at that precarious portal to womanhood. It had been nearly a year since her last (her first) boyfriend had dumped her. She'd spent most of the year drowning in her studies, she'd been accepted into MIT and dreamt one day of being a Web Designer. She was still a virgin, unfamiliar with her own body and pleasures of the flesh. (Something I would change soon enough.) It wasn't entirely her fault; she'd been brought up in a repressed Christian house. Patricia had been taught that sex was the devil's tool since she was old enough to know that the stork didn't bring babies. (Which wasn't really that long ago since her mother didn't allow her to attend sex ed in school. How dare the government teach such a delicate subject to impressionable children through pornography.)
Patricia's mother was a frigid woman who was born Victoria Blackman and kept that name, her virginity and her first copy of the St. James Bible until she was twenty-three. At forty-nine it was rumored that the Bible, now confined to a space on the wall might not be the only thing she'd kept all her life. It was well known amongst her friends, and her frustrated husband (His story will be told later) that she had not had sex since September of 1979. She'd only lost her virginity six months earlier and she only wanted one child. Sex was about procreation not recreation she often preached.
Patricia's father was a frustrated man of fifty suffering through an enforced abstinence for over twenty years. Victoria was queen in the house and while Benjamin may have worn the pants it was only the literal sense that he could be considered the man of the house. Victoria controlled his finances; she controlled when he was allowed to leave the house and what could come into the house. She didn't allow sex magazines in her house. Sex magazines didn't only cover pornography and Playboy but also extended to include men's magazines like Maxim or FHM. Once a year Sports Illustrated was banned from her house.
Victoria had more bans on her house than just no explicit material. She had a ban on anything she thought would offend the Lord God. Harry Potter books were banned for encouraging witchcraft. Shows like Law and Order or NYPD Blue were banned for romanticizing violence. Video games were banned almost universally for the before mentioned reasons. She even banned Pokemon from her home because evolution was against Christianity, an insult to the Lord.
Both parents shared their love of religion and from the time Patricia was able to walk she was being taught the ways of the church. Her first book was The Christmas Donkey, a tale of how Joseph had bought a donkey so Mary wouldn't have to walk to Bethlehem. She was enlisted in St. Clarence Catholic School at age six where she remembered nothing so much as the disapproving scowls of the nuns.
Like all people on that cusp between being a woman and being a girl she had a sense of what the world had in store for her. She was naΓ―ve but she was far from stupid. Even in St. Clarence girls talked and she had heard stories about girls "giving head." Patricia found it secretly exciting, the idea of sucking a boy's penis until he ejaculated. She still couldn't bring herself to say cock or cum not even in her mind but the idea still set a warm glow in her belly. Patricia had heard other things too but the rest were to embarrassing even to think of, but those things warmed her too.
The night it happened was like any other. Patricia had barely finished reading her nightly verses from the Bible, Psalm 33, when her mother called up the stairs. "Are you still up Trish?"
"Yeah mom." Patricia yelled back.
"Well hurry up and go to sleep, you know Daddy is taking you to work for a job interview tomorrow. We want you all bright eyed and bushy tailed when you go don't we?" The voice called back.
"Yes Mommie, I'll be in bed in a few minutes, I just finished my nightly reading!" Patricia put her Bible aside. "Good night mommie."
"Good night Trish. Sleep tight." Her mother shouted back and then went silent. Part of Patricia despised that she was still being treated like a child even though she was going on twenty-one. The rest of her loved the secure feeling that it gave her.