I chose to tell this tale is because it has holds a special place in my heart. There is just something special about a female who is no longer a girl but not yet a woman. She was at that glorious stage of life where she didn't know a thing about life but thought she knew it all. Patricia was perfect; if she hadn't been I wouldn't have come to her.
Patricia Royson was twenty years old and still at that precarious portal to womanhood. It had been nearly a year since her last (her first) boyfriend had dumped her. She'd spent most of the year drowning in her studies, she'd been accepted into MIT and dreamt one day of being a Web Designer. She was still a virgin, unfamiliar with her own body and pleasures of the flesh. (Something I would change soon enough.) It wasn't entirely her fault; she'd been brought up in a repressed Christian house. Patricia had been taught that sex was the devil's tool since she was old enough to know that the stork didn't bring babies. (Which wasn't really that long ago since her mother didn't allow her to attend sex ed in school. How dare the government teach such a delicate subject to impressionable children through pornography.)
Patricia's mother was a frigid woman who was born Victoria Blackman and kept that name, her virginity and her first copy of the St. James Bible until she was twenty-three. At forty-nine it was rumored that the Bible, now confined to a space on the wall might not be the only thing she'd kept all her life. It was well known amongst her friends, and her frustrated husband (His story will be told later) that she had not had sex since September of 1979. She'd only lost her virginity six months earlier and she only wanted one child. Sex was about procreation not recreation she often preached.
Patricia's father was a frustrated man of fifty suffering through an enforced abstinence for over twenty years. Victoria was queen in the house and while Benjamin may have worn the pants it was only the literal sense that he could be considered the man of the house. Victoria controlled his finances; she controlled when he was allowed to leave the house and what could come into the house. She didn't allow sex magazines in her house. Sex magazines didn't only cover pornography and Playboy but also extended to include men's magazines like Maxim or FHM. Once a year Sports Illustrated was banned from her house.
Victoria had more bans on her house than just no explicit material. She had a ban on anything she thought would offend the Lord God. Harry Potter books were banned for encouraging witchcraft. Shows like Law and Order or NYPD Blue were banned for romanticizing violence. Video games were banned almost universally for the before mentioned reasons. She even banned Pokemon from her home because evolution was against Christianity, an insult to the Lord.
Both parents shared their love of religion and from the time Patricia was able to walk she was being taught the ways of the church. Her first book was The Christmas Donkey, a tale of how Joseph had bought a donkey so Mary wouldn't have to walk to Bethlehem. She was enlisted in St. Clarence Catholic School at age six where she remembered nothing so much as the disapproving scowls of the nuns.
Like all people on that cusp between being a woman and being a girl she had a sense of what the world had in store for her. She was naΓ―ve but she was far from stupid. Even in St. Clarence girls talked and she had heard stories about girls "giving head." Patricia found it secretly exciting, the idea of sucking a boy's penis until he ejaculated. She still couldn't bring herself to say cock or cum not even in her mind but the idea still set a warm glow in her belly. Patricia had heard other things too but the rest were to embarrassing even to think of, but those things warmed her too.
The night it happened was like any other. Patricia had barely finished reading her nightly verses from the Bible, Psalm 33, when her mother called up the stairs. "Are you still up Trish?"
"Yeah mom." Patricia yelled back.
"Well hurry up and go to sleep, you know Daddy is taking you to work for a job interview tomorrow. We want you all bright eyed and bushy tailed when you go don't we?" The voice called back.
"Yes Mommie, I'll be in bed in a few minutes, I just finished my nightly reading!" Patricia put her Bible aside. "Good night mommie."
"Good night Trish. Sleep tight." Her mother shouted back and then went silent. Part of Patricia despised that she was still being treated like a child even though she was going on twenty-one. The rest of her loved the secure feeling that it gave her.
Despite her Mother's rules Patricia had snuck a few things over the years. A peck on Tony Maken's cheek in the seventh grade that still sent pleasant shivers up her spine. Later that same year she had seen Tony again and wished he'd hold her in his strong arms (he was on the wrestling team and the football team.) And once in tenth grade she'd spent the night at her friend Stephanie's house and they'd watched Friday the 13th Jason Goes to Hell. The title enough would have gotten Patricia a sound spanking from her father.
Not that she would have minded. She was two weeks away from Graduation when she'd been caught stealing Oreos (she was only allowed two of the cookies for desert, any more and she'd go to Hell for gluttony but she'd wanted a third cookie so badly) her father had pulled her over his knee (she'd been seventeen at the time) and spanked. Ten swats he given her pert bottom with his leather belt and the warm singe of it against her upturned behind had brought an unfamiliar warmth between her thighs. It was a warmth that she wanted again.
Tonight though, tonight was special she was going to do something very bad. Patricia couldn't even imagine what her mother would do if she caught her in the act. If it was a spanking it would be more than ten. This was so much worse than stealing a third Oreo after dinner.
Patricia crept to her from her bed and pressed her ear against her door listening. In her blue nightie she resembled nothing so much as a tiny fairy, she was petite 5'3 and if she weighed one hundred pounds it was only because her school books weighed twenty. Her breasts were smallish, not even a full handful like her behind and even at twenty she didn't look legal. She hardly looked old enough to drive. Right now, this fairy was perched against her door listening to her mother walk up the stairs and down the hall. . Then she heard what she'd been waiting for. . Two clicks: the first of the hallway and a second of her mother's room. . Her parents didn't sleep together; it might arouse lustful thoughts and condemn the innocent girl's parents to an eternity in The Pit.
It was this innocent girl who waited by the door a little longer before she cracked it open to peer into the darkness, ensuring that she was indeed the only person awake. Her father was away on some project that would keep him away for most of the night. He hadn't wanted to go, he would have enjoyed some time to relax but you know what they say about idle hands. Well Victoria Laura Blackman Royson said it whenever she thought one of her flock might be slipping into that simple snug irreconcilable sin named sloth. . That left only Victoria, Patricia and Buttercup, an albino dwarf bunny. Patricia was less than concerned about the bunny as she crept on silent tiptoe to the door of her mother's room and listened for any movement. When Patricia heard nothing, she gently lowered herself to the floor and peered under the door. . No feet. No nothing actually it was pure black inside the room and after a steady count of ten, Patricia moved first to her knees then to her feet and finally back to her toes.
A slight rustle froze her in place but she convinced herself it was just her mother rolling over in the bed. It was nothing to be concerned with, but just to be sure, Patricia leaned her ear against the doorway again and waited. She had to be sure her Mother was asleep, what she was going to do was so bad that she couldn't get caught. This was even worse than January of that same year when she'd discovered that if she turned the shower water on her vagina (she couldn't think of it as a pussy, that sounded so vulgar) that it would send shivers and chills that made her knees shake. This was much much worse than just playing with the water in the shower Patricia thought as she crept back into her room.