Brittney followed Jian back to the house. She had the feeling that she had somehow upset him. The person that had been following them showed herself and Brittney didn't like what she saw. She gave the beautiful black woman a dirty look and kept going. Jian had said that the woman was from the neighborhood but she didn't remember ever seeing her and wondered why Jian hadn't mentioned her before. Her second thought was this woman was the reason why Jian ran again after he finished his run with her. She flushed with embarrassment. Jealousy was a new emotion for her in regards to men and she didn't like it. As she ran back, she pushed the woman out of her mind. The eerie feeling that she had a few minutes before faded and she turned her thoughts to the conversation that she and Jian had before going on the run.
She no had problem believing Jian and Paul about the vampires. To some extent she had always believed that other life forms existed. She hadn't given a lot of thought as to what those life forms were, only that they did exist. That made it easy for her to believe that Jian wasn't human, but why was she so resistant to the idea that he and her belonged together? In all of the vampire stories she had ever read, the vampire had a preordained mate. She didn't know much about the things called the rogue- except in the books they were vampires who chose to change or changed because they hadn't found their mates. When she got a chance, she would have to ask Jian to separate fact from fiction. What she didn't understand was her reluctance to believe that Jian had a mate. No, she amended. She found it difficult to believe that she was his mate. The very thought of it made her nervous and it scared her. How does one go from being friends to being married?
She was a pretty girl who had grown into a pretty woman but men just weren't attracted to her the way that they had been to Amanda. But then she hadn't been the social butterfly that Amanda had been. She had been on a few dates and her longest relationship had lasted four months. The man was someone that she went to college with and was ready for the white picket fence, two point five kids and the dog. But she wasn't ready for that. In her mind four months wasn't long enough to decide if they should be together until death did them part. They had been intimate and she had enjoyed it so that wasn't the issue. It just hadn't felt right. They parted ways and six months later, he was married with a baby on the way. She met Jian not long after that.
By the time thy reached Jian's house, he was running beside her instead of slightly in front of her. The woman who had been trailing them now joined them.
"Let's go inside and I will make the introductions," Jian said as he ran up the stairs and unlocked the door.
"Can I shower and change first?" Brittney asked glad that she had brought more than one change of clothes.
"That's sounds good," Winona replied. "I need a shower too. I'll be back in thirty minutes."
Brittney took a quick shower so that Jian would have time to shower and change before the woman came back. She prepared herself for a long night. She had so many questions and she knew that Jian would tell her what she said that upset him. The more she thought about it, the more she didn't understand his reaction.
Thirty minutes later, Winona was back. Jian served water and tea and made the introductions.
"Brittney, this is Winona Trump. She like us is a slayer. Winona this is Brittney Marsh my partner and mate. Brittney, Winona is here to help us and is the woman that I mentioned that would be training with us. Winona has a gift that I am hoping that you possess. If you do, it will be an added defense mechanism for you. Winona, will you show her?"
Before her eyes, Winona changed into the elderly woman that lived two doors down from Jian and then back into herself. Brittney was flabbergasted and speechless.
"Jian can do it too," Winona said. "His gift is actually much stronger than mine. He is able to change into anything."
"Can I do that?" Brittney asked now intrigued. Her earlier jealousy at Winona was forgotten as she waited for an answer.
"I hope so," Jian replied. "In theory the female mate is supposed to possess whatever gifts the male mate does. That however hasn't always been the case. On occasion the female mate will possess a gift that the male doesn't."
"So how do we find out?" Brittney asked excitedly.
"We will do a series of examinations," Jian replied. "By the time we are through we will know if you at least have the capability."
"What happens if I do? How do I learn how to do it?"
Winona and Jian looked at each other but it was Jian who spoke.
"We will talk about that later. For now I want to see if you have the capability. If you do, Winona will teach you how to control it."
"Why not you?" Brittney asked Jian.
"Because he wants you to have a female to help you adjust to your new life," Winona said. "There are things that I am better able to help you with and there are things that you might feel more comfortable discussing with a woman."
Jian watched Brittney as Winona explained her role to her. On the face of it she didn't seem upset, but he knew differently. She was nervously picking at her sweatpants and wouldn't look at him. He knew that many of the male mates coddled their females. He had never coddled Brittney and he wasn't about to start. When Winona left he would lay it out for her, leave her alone and then move from there. She wasn't a virgin; he knew that because he knew about the man that wanted to marry her. He unlike many males wasn't bothered by the fact that she had been touched by another. He was no virgin himself and to his way of thinking, it would make their first joining easier.
"Jian has my number if you want to talk about anything," Winona said, "or if you just want some female company. Also let me know when the cremation service is, I'll go as extra security."
"Thank you Winona," Jian said on behalf of him and Brittney. "We will start training with the real weapons tomorrow night."
"Good, I'll see you then," Winona said as she stood up.
"I will see you home," Jian said standing. "Brittney, I will be back. We have things to discuss."
When he came back five minutes later, Brittney hadn't moved.
"She didn't do the tests," she said not looking at him.
"Yes she did, you weren't aware of it," Jian said as he sat down. "You do have the capability to change your form. But in order for it to be activated, we must lie together as mates. This is difficult for you and I understand, but..."
"Why didn't you say something sooner?" Brittney asked. "How long have you known?"
"I have known since we first met," Jian replied. "I didn't tell you because there was no real reason to. I had the rare opportunity to get to know you as a person and a friend before I got to know you as a mate. The past four years have been in preparation for this time and we are better connected than couples who have been together for years. There is also this, you knew and chose not to see it."
She didn't try to deny it. What he said about her being in denial was true.
"So now what?" She asked.
"We discuss what being my mate means for us," Jian replied. "You asked me how you didn't see how --I think bossy was the word that you used I was. I have always been as you now see me. The ultimate responsibility for your safety and care lies with me. That means that I am the ultimate decision maker. That does not mean that you cannot disagree with me or fight with me about a decision, but in the end the decision is mine. In an emergency situation you will always leave first and not come back for me. If you were caught you would be used to extract information from me and then they would rape and kill you while I watched."
He waited to give her a chance to ask questions. When she didn't speak, he continued.
"My other responsibility is to care for you at home. That means that I cook for you and take care of any other needs that you may have."