It was amazing and terrifying. I had summoned an incubus with no effort, but I wasn't sure what to do with him now that he was here. His eyes were unnerving, especially his snake-like pupils. He looked like a horror movie brought to life, a nervous one.
His eyes flicked constantly from one thing to another and there were times when his eyes would go dead and his head would jerk around animalistically, like he could see things I couldn't. The thought scared me, but he didn't seem worried and that, for some odd reason, comforted me. If I had to choose a way to describe him, it would be metallic. He was smooth and beautifully sharp at the same time. His body could be described as imperfectly gorgeous, muscles rippling beneath his skin with every shift, tightening his skin and then pulling it to an almost unrealistic sharpness.
He had a cautious edge to his movements that made him seem almost fake, but his warm scent and darting eyes brought him back to the real world and seemed to staple him back in place in the room. He was constantly smiling and shying away from me, like he had a secret, and it made me curious about him. We watched each other shuffle through the kitchen, he seemed oddly comfortable with the space already.
I finished up the cooking, though he hadn't done a bad job to start with, feeling a bit protective of my kitchen. I scraped out a couple of plates of food and offered him one, he accepted the plate with a rueful smile and picked quietly at it. He looked odd, the way he held his plate from the bottom with one hand, balancing it on careful fingertips, and nudged the food around on the plate occasionally taking a bite of it and chewing for too long, like it was too bitter to swallow a mouthful.
I was the one that broke the silence again.
"So... How's it taste?"
His shoulders tensed and he swallowed, keeping his eyes down. He hesitated too long and I realized he didn't want to answer.
"It's okay, if you don't want it. You don't have to eat it to be polite."
The muscles of his jaw pulled the skin of his throat taut and his eyes flicked around anxiously.
"Hey.." I pressed slightly, then hesitated when he looked up again.
He blinked, it should have been completely insignificant, but I flinched. He flinched at almost the same time and then looked away.
"What's wrong?" I asked a bit nervous.
He let out a breath and a sound that was somewhere between a groan and a snarl. I stepped back and watched him, more than a little uneasy.
"I-I.." His face was getting adorably red and he kept glancing back to me, some part of me at least. "I can't taste it..."
My train of thought slammed into his mountain of a response and I stared at him for a moment.
"You.. can't taste it..?"
He cleared his throat and set the plate behind him, drawing my attention to the end of his tail, curling and twitching like a cat's.
"It's more that to me it doesn't have flavor," He explained, something reluctant in the tone of his voice and the tilt of his shoulders. "How people have different preferences in food. I just don't like any of it.. It all tastes like ash and dirt."
It occurred to me instantly and the question popped out of my mouth before he had the chance to continue what he was saying.
"How do you know what anything tastes like if there's no flavor?"
He became incredibly pensive suddenly and looked up at me, his eyes holding a sadness that his smile couldn't wipe away.
"It's.. complicated. So," He took a long enough breath for me to interrupt him again.
"What's complicated about it?"
He looked away again, refusing to answer, so I changed the subject.
"What do you do? You know, like for money. Do you need money? You still have to eat right? Where do you live?"
His shoulders gave a helpless twitch, that I could only assume was his attempt at a shrug.
"I work... Odd jobs mostly. Fixing random things, teaching people things like playing instruments or cooking, sometimes teaching them other languages.. I do what I can, and what I have to." His voice steadily got softer and quieter, I could see him trying to imagine a way to steer the conversation.
"Still, where do you live?" I pressed curiously.
"On earth."
"You really don't have a place to stay?"
"I always have a place to stay, it just isn't usually in the same place every night. What about you? What do you do?" His voice was frigid and his eyes were locked on the floor in front of him, he didn't give a shit what I did he just wanted me to stop prying into his life.
"I'm a waitress and I work part-time at the local library."
"Where do you wait?" His voice was suddenly different again, calmer, instantaneous sainthood. His eyes flicked over my body and then to my eyes before rolling away as he half closed them.