Edited by Wicked
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All I could think of was
The Wizard of Oz
. "My, but people certainly do come and go quickly around here," I said. Dakota shifted on my back, bringing my attention back to the matter at hand. I lowered myself down so she could slide off. There was
something
between us, but damned if I could figure it out. That feeling I had of her was still there, centered around my pearl. It was persistent and, like Dakota, sweet, gracious, pleasurable, and entirely agreeable. The question plaguing me was how did it get there?
"Yeah, um, thanks for taking my pearl. And getting Chang," I said, completely unsure of what else to say.
Dakota walked over to my head and ran her fingers through my fur again. I loved it when she did it before, and it felt every bit as good this time. But the look in her eyes floored me. The easy and kind manner I had come to adore was still there, but just beneath it appeared to be a desire that was new. It spoke to that part of me that had been falling for her all along. I wanted her, without question. And I was beginning to suspect that if I wasn't already in love with her, it was quickly heading that way. However I was still trying to think rationally.
This won't work
, I told myself again. I was stern about it, too.
"Sebastian, we've got to talk about some things."
Okay, that sent me into a full-blown panic. I jerked my head out of her hands, backed away, and blocked myself from her view. Effectively, I vanished right in front of her eyes.
"Sebastian!" she yelled. I remained hidden. She looked around as though expecting me to reappear. When I didn't, she crossed her arms in front of herself as though she were giving herself a sad hug and walked away.
Oh, I was getting so far away from the sensitivity award, it wasn't even funny. Even the river seemed shocked by my actions. I felt like crap. And I was about to feel even crappier.
"That was ill-done," Chang said. It was the first time he sounded disappointed in me.
I turned to face him, and confirmed by looking at him what his voice already indicated. He was not pleased with me.
"Well, what was I supposed to do?" I asked.
"While there are a number of suggestion I would make, running doesn't appear on the list."
"I didn't mean to..." I started, then stopped when I didn't have a finishing thought.
"Didn't mean to what?" Chang asked.
I looked away. "Hurt her," I responded softly.
"Well, that's what you did," Chang said, a little more mild. "But what I don't understand is this: part of the reason you stayed was for love of Dakota. Then, when she seems about to return your feelings, you flee. I don't understand."
"I don't know if I would say love," I hedged.
Chang was unimpressed and unconvinced. "I would," he said simply. "Further, dishonesty is one of things I do not tolerate well. To say you are uncertain of how to proceed, fine. That this is perhaps the first time that you've felt this way, understandable. Even that it frightens you. But do not deny the basic feeling itself."
"I don't know anything about love. Or at least not grown up, commitment-style love."
Chang shook his head. "Of course you don't. But that doesn't mean that's not what you're feeling."
"Well, okay, I guess. But there's still this whole human-dragon thing. I mean, you've got to see that."
In response, Chang merely went back to human form.
" I see what you're saying..." I said, my voice trailing off.
Chang grasped his wrist with his other hand and calmly walked in front of me. "Do you, now?" he asked cryptically, while looking up at me.
"Well, yeah. Okay, I can sort of turn human, assuming nothing disturbs my concentration. But, it'll never work. She would be better off if we didn't go there," I argued.
Chang cocked his head in apparent agreement. "Perhaps you're correct that you're not right for her," he conceded. "I don't think Dakota would much care for someone who tried to make her decisions for her."
I didn't even catch the slam at first. "Exact- What? Wait, I'm not trying to make her decisions."
"You certainly haven't consulted her regarding her thoughts on this subject," he pointed out.
I was quickly getting backed into a corner. "Well, no but-"
"But what?" he asked, still looking up at me. "And, if it's not too much of a bother, could you please shift? My neck is getting a crick."
"All right." With my emotions going everywhere it was a terrible struggle, but eventually, I managed.
"Thank you," he responded, looking at me levelly. "Now, then, the problem that you think is somehow unique to you is simply unique to your experience. Are you aware, Sebastian, that the Chinese Imperial line was descended from dragons?" he asked.
I was taken aback by that. "What do you mean?" I asked, wanting to make sure I was following.
"I mean one progenitor was a human, and one was a dragon. Now, how do you suppose that was accomplished?"
I could only see one way. "Dragon on human action?" I ventured.
"If by that you mean dragon and human copulation, then you would be correct. In fact, it wasn't just in the Imperial line. The human race is fascinating, vibrant, and very attractive. Why do you think it is that humans are chosen as pearl bearers to become dragons? Any creature a dragon pearl is fed to will become a dragon. Other creatures have been chosen with no ill effects. But time and again, we come back to humans as our creature of choice to bear our pearls. And be our lovers. Even though we mate and love amongst our own kind, there is something inescapably captivating and ephemeral about the human race."