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I've got a bunch more to put up for this, but every one takes forEVer to post, given the crappy internet connection that I've got.
This is where I trot out the main protagonist for much of this: "Captain" Morgan Brock, former Major, U.S.Army.
Former ranchhand.
Former crop-duster pilot.
Former sort of bush pilot.
Former airline re-positioning pilot.
Presently a very confused field operative.
This is a work of fiction, though I do use the war in Southeast Asia long ago as a bit of a backdrop for this one chapter. The transfer of his workplace probably couldn't ever have happened in reality, but hey ...
Fiction, remember?
0_o
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1972 Taiwan
Morgan awoke in darkness feeling a slight need to urinate, though it wasn't urgent or anything. He wondered about it, but only briefly. The center of his attention shifted to the other thing after a moment.
However much there was in his bladder, he guessed that it and maybe the way that he'd been lying here asleep must have been enough and now, besides an odd feeling as though there was a headache receding in his skull and the way that his mouth tasted like a dried out old cesspool, there was this other thing.
He had a fat, mildly throbbing semi-erection.
The shifting of his thoughts to that only caused the rest of the trigger process and several seconds later, there was another thing requiring his attention. He didn't mind it all that much, but the facts were that you can't do two things at once, can you?
Morgan groaned softly, though he hadn't meant to. He was stuck now, mired in that slightly male thing of wanting what you can't have at the moment.
All of this deep thinking just brought the need to pee out front now.
He moved his hand, guessing in his semi-awakened state that with a little luck, he could deal with the boner and then get up to pee. But as his fingers curled around his shaft, he became aware of the way that it felt in his hand.
There was a way that his skin there felt after he'd had a shower.
This wasn't that feeling.
This was the warm, heavy, and very, very slightly damp way that it felt to him if he'd been busting his ass working hard and been sweating his balls off doing something and then gone to sleep without a bath or a shower for some reason. It was more a difference in texture than of actually being damp.
This felt as though he'd been in the bush for about three days.
He almost groaned again, amazed at the crap that he could think of and ponder while only half-awake.
Though it felt good in that familiar old way as he stroked it a little, his mind wouldn't let it go.
How had he gone to bed sweaty? He didn't remember doing anything like what he'd have had to do to have the skin there feel this way to him.
He remembered getting up the day before and going for his run on the roads around the base where he was to transition through. Ten miles the easy way and no fucking around with gear. Just his T-shirt, shorts and runners on his feet, a regular Joe out on civvy street. After that, it had been only some familiarisation classes with new vehicle types.
He'd had a shower after the run, and he could remember having one before bed because those classes had been out in a couple of hangars and this was fucking Alabama after all.
Then why?
His thoughts went back to the debrief session on his way back from Laos. His handler Schuyler had let him know that there was a 'fiscal restructuring' on the way down. Morgan had lived through a couple before. The aftermath always left more empty office space and less of the old familiar faces around.
"We'll talk about it when you're a little closer in on your way back," Schuyler had said, "From here, it looks like I'll about be one of the few left anywhere and I can't even say that with any certainty."
Morgan hadn't liked the sound of that at all. It was always cutbacks which he heard about on the wind. He thought that maybe he should have listened to his mother and just stayed in Wyoming to run the family business way back when. Why if he had, he'd be fat and probably at least a little well-off by now.
Well, or dead, or maybe full of cancer from the things that he'd had to fly around back then.
But he'd said no thanks and now Mom was living it up in Florida after helping his kid brother to finance the takeover of the business which had kept them all fed until he'd gone off to serve his country.
He tried to toss all of his considerations aside and just work what he had in his hand.
But the thought kept coming back.
And he still needed to pee.
Fuck.
He gave it up, knowing now that he'd get up, have the struggle over commanding his thoughts as he stood over the toilet bowl until - at bloody last - he'd be able to pee.
After that, if it was still that important, he guessed, ... well then he'd deal with the erection which by then would have abated at least enough to urinate.
He thought about biology for a moment as he began to roll over to stretch for the light on the nightstand in his quarters. Why did males have to double up on these functions? Why couldn't they have a place to pee out of and a different one for R&R?
He had a thought then wondering if women could just stop in middle of, ... and then ...
He didn't really want to go down that road of thought, because if they could do that, he'd feel a little jealous, because that would be convenient, wouldn't it?
He remembered asking a girlfriend about it one time long ago. She'd answered sensibly by asking him in return if he was aware that he was given to having idiotic thoughts now and then.
He stretched a little farther, thinking that his hand was missing the lamp switch and if he could just stretch a little, ...
The floor was a lot harder than he thought that it might be.
It was also a lot colder than he thought that it ought to be as well.
His cheek stung a bit, and a few other bits of him were complaining over the rude awakening, but on the whole, he hadn't broken his nose and his tackle seemed to have avoided the impact as well, though one of his knees and both of his elbows chimed in with their damage reports.
So what the fuck was going on here?
Morgan raised his head and looked around. The room was black, though there was that dim little blinking thing way the hell over there someplace. He'd have gotten to his feet to walk over, but he knew there was something very wrong now. The floor of his temporary quarters was linoleum tile.
What was under his hands and knees felt more like terrazzo marble or maybe finished concrete or something. If he was someplace other than where he thought that he was, then his recollection of the layout of his room would be wrong as well.
He was about to just crawl toward the blinking light when the overhead lights came on, glaring harshly as though they were themselves intent on eradicating any sort of shadow. Morgan got to his feet slowly and looked around.
This wasn't the room where he'd gone to sleep.
He didn't say 'What the Fuck', out loud, though it was on his lips.
Where he was looked rather like a prison; all cinder-block walls painted in a hideous shade of green. The blinking light was on a telephone - a strange old-fashioned kind that Morgan was certain must have escaped the notice of any decent phone system technician to even still be in service. He'd never seen a phone like it anywhere - in North America.
He walked over and lifted the receiver. He heard nothing other than the soft static which told him that this was a live line.
"Hello?"
He heard the voice of Bobby Schuyler at the other end. "Morg? Hey, sorry about the rude awakening, but things have changed. You need to get dressed and head out the door to meet your new boss."
Morgan shook his head, trying to clear it. "Bobby? What the hell is this? Where am I? How did I get here and - "
"Just listen," his superior said," and I'll give you a little background. You were on the list for forced retirement, though you're far too young. They don't give a shit about much when they decide these things. I fought tooth and nail to keep you but there was nothing I could do.