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I've got a bunch more to put up for this, but every one takes forEVer to post, given the crappy internet connection that I've got.
This is where I trot out the main protagonist for much of this: "Captain" Morgan Brock, former Major, U.S.Army.
Former ranchhand.
Former crop-duster pilot.
Former sort of bush pilot.
Former airline re-positioning pilot.
Presently a very confused field operative.
This is a work of fiction, though I do use the war in Southeast Asia long ago as a bit of a backdrop for this one chapter. The transfer of his workplace probably couldn't ever have happened in reality, but hey ...
Fiction, remember?
0_o
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1972 Taiwan
Morgan awoke in darkness feeling a slight need to urinate, though it wasn't urgent or anything. He wondered about it, but only briefly. The center of his attention shifted to the other thing after a moment.
However much there was in his bladder, he guessed that it and maybe the way that he'd been lying here asleep must have been enough and now, besides an odd feeling as though there was a headache receding in his skull and the way that his mouth tasted like a dried out old cesspool, there was this other thing.
He had a fat, mildly throbbing semi-erection.
The shifting of his thoughts to that only caused the rest of the trigger process and several seconds later, there was another thing requiring his attention. He didn't mind it all that much, but the facts were that you can't do two things at once, can you?
Morgan groaned softly, though he hadn't meant to. He was stuck now, mired in that slightly male thing of wanting what you can't have at the moment.
All of this deep thinking just brought the need to pee out front now.
He moved his hand, guessing in his semi-awakened state that with a little luck, he could deal with the boner and then get up to pee. But as his fingers curled around his shaft, he became aware of the way that it felt in his hand.
There was a way that his skin there felt after he'd had a shower.
This wasn't that feeling.
This was the warm, heavy, and very, very slightly damp way that it felt to him if he'd been busting his ass working hard and been sweating his balls off doing something and then gone to sleep without a bath or a shower for some reason. It was more a difference in texture than of actually being damp.
This felt as though he'd been in the bush for about three days.
He almost groaned again, amazed at the crap that he could think of and ponder while only half-awake.
Though it felt good in that familiar old way as he stroked it a little, his mind wouldn't let it go.
How had he gone to bed sweaty? He didn't remember doing anything like what he'd have had to do to have the skin there feel this way to him.
He remembered getting up the day before and going for his run on the roads around the base where he was to transition through. Ten miles the easy way and no fucking around with gear. Just his T-shirt, shorts and runners on his feet, a regular Joe out on civvy street. After that, it had been only some familiarisation classes with new vehicle types.
He'd had a shower after the run, and he could remember having one before bed because those classes had been out in a couple of hangars and this was fucking Alabama after all.
Then why?
His thoughts went back to the debrief session on his way back from Laos. His handler Schuyler had let him know that there was a 'fiscal restructuring' on the way down. Morgan had lived through a couple before. The aftermath always left more empty office space and less of the old familiar faces around.
"We'll talk about it when you're a little closer in on your way back," Schuyler had said, "From here, it looks like I'll about be one of the few left anywhere and I can't even say that with any certainty."
Morgan hadn't liked the sound of that at all. It was always cutbacks which he heard about on the wind. He thought that maybe he should have listened to his mother and just stayed in Wyoming to run the family business way back when. Why if he had, he'd be fat and probably at least a little well-off by now.
Well, or dead, or maybe full of cancer from the things that he'd had to fly around back then.
But he'd said no thanks and now Mom was living it up in Florida after helping his kid brother to finance the takeover of the business which had kept them all fed until he'd gone off to serve his country.
He tried to toss all of his considerations aside and just work what he had in his hand.
But the thought kept coming back.
And he still needed to pee.
Fuck.
He gave it up, knowing now that he'd get up, have the struggle over commanding his thoughts as he stood over the toilet bowl until - at bloody last - he'd be able to pee.