Once again I am in the Naughty Moon Place. Trying to be ladylike. Ignoring the signs. Feeling what I feel, wanting what I want, needing what I need. And surpressing it. My gut screaming and pleading inside my own head.
"Ask him! Tell him! Say it!"
My head whispering back, fighting for control of my body.
"Not yet...be still. Not yet."
Yet, the moon! It is OUT there. A New Moon, just risen, last night. Looming there, calling me. Taunting me. Averting my eyes, but seeing it behind my closed lids, regardless. I could carve it, flawlessly, into the night sky. I prance, in the glow. Just in case you may be looking.
Ahhh, but you feel the Moon, too. Trying your best to find other activities. Ignoring it. Like a Man. Or, trying to. Surrounding yourself with normalcy. But, snarling, under your breath, despite your best efforts. Eyes like steel slits. Nostrils flaring, involuntarily tracking what may be out there. What awaits The Werewolf? Bare your teeth, Werewolf. They do not frighten me. The sharper, the better. Time to stalk the Naughty Moon. Come out, come out, wherever you are! Step into the dark with me, Werewolf.
Feel it? Feel the chill air? Feel it lifting the hairs on the back of your neck? What awaits you? What calls you? What makes your blood run hot, yet cold, at the same time? What is out there? Come. Come and see! The Naughty Moon calls.
What causes me to tempt my own fate? What strengthens me? What dares me to toy with certain disaster? The same dark things that allow you to seize and own the night. Oh, indeed. Here I am! Though you have long owned me as you chose, in most every realm and have trained me in most every regard, you cannot stop the pulse of the one thing that causes you to return. You return against your own best, human judgment. And, I am there, against my own.
I am the SheWolf on the ridge. Every, single time. My silhouette taunts your dreams when you wish for human things. In that way, you rear to your own calling. You submit to your own uncontrollable rages. There are no Silver Bullets for you. Half man, half Werewolf. And, you know I do not evaluate or hold expectation in the things you might have been. I accept the things that you are. It is your existence that I challenge. My howling desires find and eventually pierce your eardrums. We ravish. We heal. We rise. We return. We dare to meet under the Naughty Moon, again and again.
You can see into the hilltops of my mind. Me ascending the craggy cliffs. Blonde hair, cascading down my naked backside. Flowing, lifting wildly, in the night breeze. Silhouetting my slight frame. My stature, offering the perfect fit. Glistening, in the dark. Transforming from woman, into beast. Poised and ready; my back arched. Unafraid. Plump, round haunches...waiting. Enjoying the Naughty Moon. Feeling the velvet folds of my privates pulse. Panting, as the wetness builds, there. Needing...My Werewolf. Whisper-Woofing. Ever so softly. Sniffing the air. Hoping you will hear. Hoping you will come and silence me.
A shadow. A rustle in the distance. Is that you? Whiff, whiff. Yessss. I smell you. I sense you are near and are contemplating what must be done. Come forth! Oh, please come forth! My neck arches. I look up and thank the Naughty Moon. My Werewolf is here. I can feel you! I am, again, weakened, even by your hidden presence.