I am potential. I am hominoid, instantiated on the main drag of Rust, Stewardland. No one notices me appear--the examiner's charms take care of that--but they notice me. They couldn't not. The sky is dark, but the sidewalk is well-lit by lamps, and I am not hiding. I present myself as I begin walking. To some I am swaying, fluid, sensual; to others I am poised, chiseled, rock-confident. I broadcast my appeal: it is all I have.
My body barely feels real still as I descend on the gentleman locking up the hardware store. I sense glass under my palm as I plant a new-formed hand on the door. My other hand takes his collar. He has nowhere to go, and he doesn't want to go anywhere. I lean in without hesitation.
He is delicious, a new flavor, an alien sensation. Exactly what I want. Exactly what I
need
, to walk this path. I breathe him in. His lips brush mine, and I realize I have lips. A shock of energy flows down my throat, reifying me. The door hardens against my palm, his collar resists my tug. I feel the pavement against my feet. My chest brushes his as I press into the kiss. I have nipples, and they tingle.
We have an audience. One older woman passes without a second glance, but the younger guys with their bikes and boomboxes gape. I press my tongue between the hardware guy's lips, licking up the dregs. I thought I entered this world hungry. That hunger was a premonition. A hint. A fraction of a granule of a concept for the hunger that followed. My body screams for more as the dazzled hardware guy sinks to his knees, task forgotten.
I round on the bike dudes.
I think I might have a voice, but I'm not ready to test it. I have a finger, and it curls just so as I extend my arm. They understand "come here."
I take a collar in each hand and pull them to me. Their bikes lie in the lamplight as we retreat into the shadows behind the Nation's. We are still visible, but anyone who wants to watch is welcome. They'll be added to the queue.
"Fuck's wrong with you, lady," says one of the bike guys as I tear his belt to shreds, my fingers briefly blade-like.
"No ladies here," says the other, reaching for my chest, fingers fluttering over what he perceives as a strong masculine pec. Guess he's into guys.
I get my hands inside their jeans, feeling the immediate thrill of cock. Cock. I have one, and the gay bicyclist is rubbing it through the leather pants I seem to be wearing. The other sees a different me, a different motion. I am not in full control of the illusion; my body is still barely mine. Shaping will come later.
We rub each other like this for a bit--too long, I worry--and then I sink to my knees.
"Oh fuck," says the one I start blowing. I can't guess at what these dudes think is happening. All I know is the cock in my mouth and the cock in my hand. The energy welling up in my partners. The deep need to receive their release. I can drool, so I do; I become a slobbery mess, face-fucking myself on strange cock. "Oh fuck," he says again, and he shoots into me.
His load is rich and I feel my mouth react to it like water for the thirsty. It fills me and nourishes me. My fangs quiver. I take all his cum and more, pulling at the straw, draining him dry. He fades back against the dumpster. His friend comes on my face as he watches me lick my lips, and I keep licking. I wipe thick strands of jizz from the forehead and cheeks I've been given, taking extra care to make sure every drop ends up inside me.
The hunger slightly abated, I return to the main street and continue my northward march. Rust is not a party town--a semi-suburb centered on a row of car repair shops, fast-food restaurants, dive bars, and ethnic grocers--and as I cast about for my next partner I realize I've been handed the hard version of the exam. But even though there are no massive crowds, I see stragglers here and there.
I pick out a lady in office wear, a professional sweat, skirt, and tights combo, standing under the streetlight across Central. Or maybe she picks me out. I sweep toward her; she stammers as I approach.
"Shh," I breathe, taking her hand.
There is an abandoned lot between the Burger King and the Popeyes, an old car sales lot gone to seed. She gets on her hands and knees in the brush. Her desire, her willingness inflames me. My body fills out, weaving me a tight pair of abs and hips for thrusting. The woman reaches back to pull her own skirt up over her ass. I deliver a smack that causes her to hiss and her tights to dissipate into smoke.
"Look at you," I say. "On your hands and knees, in an overgrown parking lot, begging for my cock."