MidNyte and meri
It never starts with a kiss, but an embrace. i never seem to be standing either, but kneeling or cross legged on the deck – stitching in hand. You walk on board, misting into view suddenly. i always blush, always tense. (and Your first words send me half into that lovely space ... more power allotted than should be in Your word for me "Mine".
Eyes glinting, Your human side fades when You look at me, especially when You haven't fed. i must look like wine, nay, a feast to You – because Your eyes reflect hunger when You stare. My blood pounds within when i see Your eyes swirl like that – rising in me – ready. Under that gaze is another hunger, no less vicious or predatory; the twin needs echoed in myne own heart.
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It is when You wind Your hand in my hair, softly moving it away from Your mark, that i sink – a willingness at that moment to be what You need. The anticipation of that pleasure/pain is almost enough to send away the fear... almost. Your breath warm on my throat before You bite, the endorphins you emit telling my brain that the two sharp stabs will be joyous not agonizing. This inspires my stillness – drags me into rapture.
To feel ones blood pulsing away, to feel the One you love pulling from you with such need is a challenge to trust. Even that first time, anger filling You at Blacklyon's demand, even though terror welled in my heart at the Monster before me – some part of me trusted You wouldn't let me go – even hoped there would be enough of me left to exist through it again.
And now – now it is carnal; a prelude perhaps to more human passions. Because when You feed, and Your hand is traveling up my thigh, teasing my sex, distracting the blood to fill other places in me; when Your thumb brushes with savage flicks across my clit, i am undone, transported. The Ship and it's crew could wage mutiny on decks, could find a long lost Atlantis and I will be sensation in Your arms – oblivious.
But it never ends there. At some point i fall into half consciousness for lack of blood and You carry me off. Our bed has seen much, mine. You appear as power – black leather, high boots, blades strapped to Your lithe frame; long raven hair and red lips the single delicate concessions to that strength. Somehow, as i kneel before You, slowly pulling Your garb away, revealing muscled limbs and taught frame, (a faint scar marring Your perfect flesh here, on your calf, here again across Your back,) You lose none of that power. Your sweet sex even holds sway over me...