(This is my
Literotica Halloween Story Contest 2024
entry. Please rate and comment. I love to hear from my readers about how I can improve)
(Trigger warning---this story for me at least, seems to contain excessive sexual violence, if this is an issue for you please seek help in your retrospective areas.)
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Lucian sighed and rolled over on his side. Dark dreams of his long-lost family and their burning house were disturbing him again, even though it had been millennia since he'd been forced to abandon them. Lucian hadn't wanted to leave...
He'd loved them dearly and that's why he had to leave. It had been for their safety, not his. The last thing Lucian gave a fuck about was his own safety. He lived for others, not himself. That's why when he'd be forcefully turned into a werewolf by his arch nemesis Fenir, Lucian hadn't returned to his family, for fear he'd harm them now that he was a werewolf.
Before he'd been forcefully turned into a werewolf, long ago in the distant past, Lucian had been a chieftain of men. It had been so long ago that stars had to be born. That was when Lucian looked after everyone- his family- sons, daughters, wives, and warriors.
As a new werewolf, Lucian was also uncertain and slightly afraid of himself. What if he harmed his family? He couldn't bear that, so Lucian had fled...only to protect his cherished family.
Unsettled, uncertain and with a heart full of doubt, Lucian had kept to himself. Fenir, the sadistic werewolf who'd turned Lucian into the creature he was had tried many times to force Lucian to join his werewolf pack. It was a pack full of miscreants and nefarious werewolves who had evil hearts. Most of the women werewolves had been turned against their will so that they could "please" the male werewolves. They stayed with Fenir, for they were afraid of his wrath and needed protection.
Fenir was always seeking beautiful women to add to his harem. He took without asking and caused misery wherever he dwelt. This was not Lucian! Lucian was a man of peace. Even though he was now a werewolf, Lucian still aspired to peace and harmony. He despised the curse that had been inflicted on him.
Long ago, before the stars were born, Lucian had been a kind and loving chieftain. Lucian loathed violence and only used his skills as a warrior as a last resort. If Fenir had spoken to Lucian, instead of just observing his skills as a warrior, he would have known Lucian's kind ways for Lucian had nothing to hide.
He was a man of gentleness and tranquillity, the absolute antithesis of what Fenir thought. Spiteful, resentful and furious the newly turned Lucian had refused to join Fenir 's werewolf pack. That had surprised Fenir for Fenir was used to getting what he wanted.
Fenrir took, destroyed and never asked ethical questions. In his tempestuous wrath, Fenir decided to teach Lucian a lesson. Fenir and his pack charged as wolves into Lucian's village. They had ripped Lucian's wife, children and clansmen into pieces before his eyes. The village had been burnt, as Lucian watched helplessly and horrified.
Newly turned he'd been too weak to help his clam. Now despite the many millennia which had passed, Lucian felt he had failed as a husband, father and chieftain. No one could ever comfort him in his guilt. No one could bring him happiness or solace. He had neither peace nor comfort. Lucian just survived.
All of that had happened eons ago, before the birth of the stars. Now Lucian was lonely. Lucian wanted to be part of a pack. Sure he could have joined Fenir 's pack. But, Fenir had slaughtered his family. Lucian would never forgive Fenir for his malevolent ways. Even if he suffered for it.
Lucian never bowed. Lucian was strong and solitary. A lone wolf. That came at a price. He was a reclusive werewolf adrift and untethered in a vast seemingly uncaring universe.
Truth be told after all these countless millennia Lucian wanted something more. Something warm and soft to love him. Someone to laugh with him. Someone to come home to. Lucian was lonely.
In the sunny meadow, he was alone for now and that was how he liked it for the most part...or at least repeatedly tried to convince himself. Yet, simultaneously he hated it and longed to be with someone...anyone.
The ancient camper van located in a crumbling gas station was where he'd been spending his time, in this century, was really rather terrible. Not that he could complain. Lucian knew he was lucky to have a place to himself. A place to be without interference from the outside world.
Leif, his friend, well not friend or companion---Leif was the only other equitable werewolf Lucian knew. Leif was the bus driver who you said hello to every day. Leif was a ship in the night.
It was Leif, who had taken pity on the newly turned Lucian and taught him the ways of werewolves. Leif was Lucian's fellow traveller, not a friend. Lucian didn't have friends. It had been Leif who'd recommended the meadow to Lucian. Leif had said it was outside of mortal time accessible to only those in dire need.
This meadow had ancient magic that dated back to the dawn of time...all those countless eons ago. The grove of trees, on the meadow, was nearly as old as Lucian, their leaves were changing as autumn approached. But for now, Lucian wasn't worried about the upcoming winter, the afternoon sun was warm and he continued to bask in it.
Staring at the trees, which seemed to grow to the stars, Sometimes, even he couldn't believe how ancient he was. Despite all the eons that had passed, Lucian still loathed Fenir. If Fenir hadn't turned him, Lucian would have lived a human life with his family. He would have the dignity and respect of a warrior, a chieftain....instead whatever piece of werewolf scum he was now.